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Sason hadn't slept at all, he probably would have if he had someone with him to relax himself with. Instead he was the one who greeted Aurora while drinking a cup of coffee. The effects of a sleepless night and his episode last night we're evident. His usually flawless face had dark circles under his eyes and his whole body kinda lacked energy. Even the waves of power that usually come off of him we're weak, his down heartedness was having effects all over his body. If he either didn't get relief or get over himself soon, he'd be right back where he started. And if he wanted to keep Aurora safe he couldn't have that, despite his resolve he just couldn't lift his mood at all.

When Aurora walked in he tried his best to smile "there's fresh coffee if you want some and fruits from the local market" he says pointing to the half full coffee pot and the large bowl of peaches, apples, bananas and more, all fresh and delicious looking. He looked her over ajd had flash backs of last night, which gave him splitting headaches "aagh" he groaned holding his head as he final request to him 'not like this' rang through his head like a gong "then how?" He whispered mainly to himself

Sason say the clouds and looked even worse than usual. Rain dampened his powers and made his whole body ache. But Aurora enjoyed it so he wouldn't complain like he normally woukd, hell he'd even grab an umbrella and join her outside if that were the case. More ajd more things kept pulling on that made Sasons memory of last night seem worse ajd worse, like that wine had blown everything out the window.

When asked about what he said, he only responded a little louder with "then how?" He figured being up front about it might be the answer to his problem, since beating around the bush with her never seemed to settle well. He had to start being completely honest with himself if he ever had a chance "last night you said, not like this..... then how. Since then I haven't been able to sleep and I feel like my whole body is under pressure. For some reason your voice broke through last night, and since then you've been the only thing on my mind and it's driving me insane because I don't know what to do" he says dropping his head onto the table. He had never had someone with this effect on him since his wife, and it was making him lose his mind. Because like he said, he doesn't know what to do, he can't swoon her like he did his wife. But if he leaves it alone it'll tear hum up from the inside. And all at the same time he doesn't want to guilt her into doing anything for him. If sje does anything with him it's because she wants to do it

He looks at her with a touch of insult "I'm not that petty, I don't want just sex and not you for your body. If it was just sex I wouldn't be in this predicament. Like I said YOU have been in my mind all night long, and sure it's only been two days but if anything I want to know you, see things no one else has. If anything knowing I even have a slight chance would be fine for now, I just can't stand doubting myself every second" he says softly, feeling more drained by the second. Again he looked up at uer, his eyes softer "and I'm glad you were able to fight it, if anything it makes me want you more, I've never met anyone with that much fight in them. Plus I would have felt terrible if THAT side of me was the cause of me getting you in bed, I want it to be this side of me and because you want to, not some magic forcing you" he says with a slight smile.

Waiting for a response he sat there taking a sip of his coffee, he had made it extra sweet just to his liking. For an immortal demon that could level a city, he had a massive sweet tooth, ajd would devour a candy store if he had the chance, which is why Francis tries to lock up the sweets and only bring them out once in a while.

Also while he waited he contimplating what he just said, yes it had been a confession in his own way. He didn't want to say anything like he really liked her, which he did, or love her just yet, until he actually got to know her ajd not the side he's seen so far. He wants to see the softer, caring side that he caught a fleeting glimpse of when she had asked her request. He wanted to see her care and care for him. He wanted what he didn't think he'd have ever again, someone to want to be with him for who he was not what he had or the power he had over them. Because with her, he had no real power over her, she had fought off the full strengtg of his incubus powers and kept mostly in control. All of this made him want her to be his in all ways but made him want to work for it "whatever it takes for me to have a shot I'll do it, you're the first person I've wanted so bad to work my a** of for even a chance in a very long time" he added quietly, a touch of compassion and desire in his voice

Sason sighed and took another sip of his coffee, when it got cold he wrapped his hand around it and used his magic to warm it. "I don't expect this to be one sided either, I won't expect you to tell me your past until you know mine. And I'm not asking for a yes or no either, I just want to know if there is even a chance" he said softly. If there was a chance then he'd be patient, he was very good at that, after a couple ten thousand years at least. He was willing to let her read him like a book, know what made HIM well him. From what he understood of her power, the person itself gave her the most to look at, so he'd happily offer himself to her scrutiny.

He also decided not to tell her about her and the chef last night, after what he read about her last encounter like that it only ended badly. He was willing to forget that, after all it had been him that drove her to that in order to break from his power. And as for his mindset of how things would have been for him should yesterday played out like his drunken self wanted...... he probably would have felt the same, mostly guilt tho that he took advantage of her and made a total a** of himself, again. Bit again that made her unique in that he usually wouldn't care if someone was bewitched and had sex with him like that, but then he'd be like all other masters, simply using slaves for sex ajd he couldn't have not, not with her.

After a second or two of silence Sason stood up and walked over to the fruit to grab an apple "a hope of a chance is all I ask now" he said softly but loud enough for her to hear the sincerity in her voice "after that I can wait until that chance becomes reality, I'm so good at waiting" he said softly again before taking a bite of his apple ajd letting what he's said sink in

Almost immediately it looked at if a massive weight was lifted off his shoulders. He sighed and stood straight "thank you, for not denying my outright" he said softly and took another bite of his apple. As he did he realized something, she had not done much around the estate aside from following him around and read. Turning to her he leaned against the counter "I realized I have yet to give you a job of sorts here at the estate. Since you seem adept at most things let me ask you, which would be your best skill and which job do you think would best suit you?" He asked looking her over. She was definately an adequate chef even with a single hand so working in the kitchen with Francis didn't seem like a far iff idea and Francis would certainly enjoy her company. Course that would mean he'd have to work around that and it might mean he'd lose his slim chance to a chef.

As for her walls and locked away emotions, all walls fall eventually, all locks come undone and so shall hers. It may take time but it'll happen and hell be there when it does, even if past masters come after her he'll be there for her and won't give an inch. He will be her knight, her prince charming, one day and hell make certain it's a day to remember

Sason thought for a second "well how about you stay helping Frankie in the kitchen for now until I find someone else. He certainly enjoyed your help and maybe he can teach you what he knows" he said softly, despite what had happened the previous night he felt this was the right decisiob. And it definately would sit well with their chef. Who just as Sason made his proposal walked into the room to start working "good morning sir, Aurora. I think that's a wonderful idea if you ask me" he says looking sweetly at Aurora. Sason had to bite his tongue to avoid thinking of their kiss last night. Needing a distraction he walked out back "if you're ok with it Aurora I leave you in Frankies hands" he says hoping only metaphorically.

Once out back he sat in the middle of his targets and started to form his armor around him. The effort of simply making it without rage was quite taxing on his reserves of energy but he had to get it down pact if he hoped to survive Kahls sword. That blade could very easily drain the life from a person with a single swipe. The more life a person had left the more excruciating the experience, so for Sason it woukd be like dying a million tines over to being ripped apart

Sason could hear their conversation but kept his mind on his form. As he meditated his flames became an aura and pulsed outwards, like his body was erupting flames a couple times a second, giving him a full body halo. As he did this he couldn't help but let his mind wander which immediately affected his aura, making is sporadic and actually catching fire to the ground around him before he regained focus and harmony with his powers. After a while the pulsing simply became a steady halo around his body as he became able to completely maintain his armored form without too much strain, however the strain he'd experienced until then was pretty severe. "This is to keep her safe from him" he said quietly as he slowly stood up and tried to use more of his metal make to create a series of weapons around him, each blade was beautiful yet the blade was already scarred, each time he thought of her the previous night and her scars. They were beautiful yet at the same time painful, and her attitude sliced through his walls like a blade, so it wasn't unusual for his magic to take the form of scarred blades with razor sharp edges