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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 4:46 pm
Chel's eyes slowly blinked close again, and she had a mental argument about the merits of getting up vs. sleeping all day.
Eventually reason won out and Chel began to move herself out of Dawson's grip. It was odd, usually she was the one to sleep in to ridiculous hours. She moved enough to turn off and face him, because getting up turned out to be a lot harder than it looked. "You can sleep through all that huh ..."
She watched him sleep for a second or two before finally working up the energy to shimmy out of his arms and into the bathroom for a shower. Dawson could sleep as long as he wanted.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 5:04 pm
Dawson snoozed away until Chel was halfway done with her shower. With a big yawn, he stretched out over the blankets he had entangled himself in, rolled onto his back, and exhaled. At first he was confused (the walls actually looked normal), but after a second yawn and the recognition of the sounds of running water, he remembered where he was again. Rousing himself with a grunt, he fished his shirt out of the mess, got up, and lumbered over to the kitchenette. Hot chocolate sounded like a good way to wake himself up, and maybe Chel was in the mood for it this time. So by the time she got out, there were two hot cups out, one of which he savored with a hum. "Mornin', sweet pea," he greeted with a smile. "Ya slept good?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 5:28 pm
Chel emerged from the shower in only her towel, and began the exciting "what am I going to wear- black or black?" adventure that was her bedroom floor. Her face twisted for a moment (luckily she was looking away from Dawson). Sweet pea felt like a chain. Too friendly.
"Good as I can with my alarm clock," she said, waving the arm with the shackle. Yes the lovely thing even followed her into the shower.
She found a bra that she sniffed and deemed wearable. "I know you did. You didn't wake up fer nothin'."
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 5:55 pm
He chuckled, bubbling his hot chocolate on accident. "Momma said I could sleep through a tornado," Dawson said as he licked his lips clean and wiped the rest off his chin and nose with his hand. Then he paused and frowned slightly her way, noted her state of dress, and quickly dropped his gaze to his cup again. "I didn't, uh, snore too loud, did I? Or like strangle ya? 'Cause 'pparrently I do them too.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 6:33 pm
"It was a little loud, but it wasn't what kept me up," she assured him. "Strangle me though? Kinky as ******** dude." She grinned and felt more at ease with herself that way.
New underwear (thong of course), a shirt, some grungy shorts and she was "close enough I don't give a ********" to go. She joined Dawson's side and wove her hands around his arm, putting her nose to the side of his head in a gesture far too intimate for how she felt. "I got a shift I'm already late to, how 'bout you?"
The way she was draping herself on Dawson made it clear she had no intentions of running out the door for her shift.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 6:48 pm
"Aww, y'know what I mean," he said a little quickly, color rising to his cheeks. But he was happy to have her hang off of him still, even after making an idiot of himself yesterday, and his smile was warm when he glanced at her. "Me, uh...I got something bit past noon." Dawson noted she didn't look like she was heading out the door and nudged the second cup of hot chocolate closer to her. "So if ya want, I can heat up some've our leftovers fer breakfast? Or, uh, I can get outta yer hair too, I don' wanna wear out the welcome mat..."
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 8:16 pm
"Up to you," she told Dawson. "M'still ... really not that hungry. You eat."
She went to her fridge and pulled out a cup from her cupboards- it was only when she'd pulled everything out that she noticed he'd made a cup of hot chocolate for her. Very slowly she slid everything back where she'd got it from. "Oh sorry. Thanks man."
Just because she wasn't hungry didn't mean she wouldn't drink something already made for her. She would just drink it very, very slowly. "I don't got a welcome mat so you don't gotta worry 'bout wearin' it out." Tiny fingers encompassed her cup and she stared into it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 8:52 pm
"No problem, darlin'." Well, now he couldn't eat, not in good conscience or without losing his Good Manners. But hot chocolate was fine for now. He pressed his fingers to the cup for warmth and eyed Chel curiously. "You okay?" Dawson asked with a slight tilt of his head. "Didn't have nightmares or anythin', right?" Staring into her cup felt out of place to him; or maybe that was his awkwardness talking, grasping for things to mention and validate his presence there. But he had to wonder why she was skipping her duties too, which seemed a serious offense.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 11:02 pm
Chel watched then entire dip in Dawson's behavior. "Dude you can eat. Why the ******** would I stop ya from eatin'? S'what my kitchen's for."
She sipped her cup for a moment or two and mumbled, "I didn't sleep real well, s'all." It was, technically, the truth. "No nightmares, I just ... I got a hard time sleepin' nowadays." A pause or two. "When ya got a head as empty as mind, it's pretty easy to fill with s**t."
Dramatics aside, Chel finally ventured to put her hands in Dawson's hair, tangle them in his hair really, and stroke gently. "Nothin' I can't handle."
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 11:27 pm
Dawson shook his head. "Ain't gonna stuff m'self in fronta ya if yer not eatin'. Tha's disrespectful." And as he had proved the night before, he would avoid coming across as that at all costs--even when it involved food, which said something considering his otherwise gluttonous habits.
He gave Chel a sympathetic look as she explained and touched his hair, though it was broken up by a soft snort. "You ain't fulla nothin' but sweetness, Chelsea," Dawson protested. "N' don' let no-one tell ya otherwise, ya hear? Or I'ma have ta go talk to 'em. 'Cause it ain't right," he gestured at the bracelet and almost spilled some hot chocolate, "y'know, it ain't right at all t'make ya wear that. Kinda person sticks bombs on theirs? Nu-uh." He shook his head again, a milder motion with her hands threading about but no less emphatic. "Offerin' t'let me come by whenever like that? Lettin' me be a test date? Yer a good gal s'far's I'm concerned. People like you n' Abbi n' 'Merica, yer good people. Anyone sayin' otherwise's got s**t fer brains."
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 11:52 pm
Chel raised an eyebrow. "So you'd starve if I told ya to? Seems kinda silly don't it?" She moved off of Dawson and over to the duffel bag on the counter, which she began unzipping. "Take it from me. If you got the desire for eatin', ********' eat."
She slid it over to him on the counter, giving him the option.
"Y'wanna know why I got this bomb?" she asked softly.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 11:59 pm
"Naw, ain't like that," he replied with a frown. His bag was stubbornly ignored in favor of sipping his current drink. "But you can tell me, yeah, if ya want. No pressure like ya said."
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Posted: Sat Nov 29, 2014 12:47 am
Chel sighed and took one of her two stools Chris had bought her, needing to sit down. "I ******** up," she said shortly. "And hey- I tell people different stories each time, so no ruinin' the fun later okay?"
She gripped her coffee cup a little tighter, somewhat more afraid. "I ... some bad things happened with someone I really cared about. He tried to kill me. S'how I got this one." She lifted up her shirt to reveal the 3 or 4 inch gash along her abdomen. "I kept makin' bad choices ... first girlfriend died, then I fell in love with a guy who don't love me," If Dawson was smart he'd pick up on the present tense, "Shut off everyone who talked- a ******** fairy did this to my face. Can you ********' believe that- a ********' fairy."
Her fingers scratched at the surface of the cup, but she relented. "I felt really lost, honestly. It's hard to care about anything when the stuff that matters don't care about you. I ... I'm not depressed- I never been real sad about any of it. It's more like ... like I'm homesick, but I AM home. Like there's some magic place where I fit, but I'm a square peg in a star-shaped hole right now."
She took a long sip of her hot chocolate. She had spoken the truth- she'd never really been all that sad. Frustrated and suicidal perhaps, but never sad. Even now she didn't look close to tears or pitiful. "I made a deal with the devil. He told me I wouldn't have to exist for a while if I let him take my body, do whatever he wanted with it- I didn't care anymore." A strangely fond smile crossed her face. "Sometimes I'd wake up in China, or big ol forests- beautiful a** waterfalls like nothin' you ever seen." There was a wistful look on her face. "'Course nothin's ever that simple. Someone ... the guy from before- he found out. It took my body and he tried to kill it. Don't blame him a lick- woulda done the same myself."
Her eyes seemed to trail to the ghost of that night, mere feet from the end of her bed. "Took me down to the quarantine- you ever seen it?" Chel looked at Dawson a moment and then back at her cup. "Big ol' empty rooms without s**t to do. They ran a bunch of tests, tried to coax her outta me." She blinked a few times and said, "Oh. Her- Grixlie. Some monster that was in my body while I was out." Chel glazed over that fact like it was nothing. "Dunno, I blacked out. When I woke up in the quarantine I had blood comin' from my nose 'n my ears and s**t. Walked a few steps then pppppshhh down I fell." She mimicked the motion with her hands for emphasis. "When I came to they told me what happened. Strapped a bomb to my wrist n' said they'd be watching. That was it just- you'll be monitored now, off you go."
Chel's cup was nearly drained now, and she nursed it like a drunkard wheezing his tales. She left it quiet for a minute or two, then whistled, "You know, I never really said it all out loud like that."
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Posted: Sat Nov 29, 2014 1:41 am
For the duration of it all, he was quiet and attentive; the only movement was the soundless bounce of his foot and slow tap against his cup, motions that, like many, he barely noticed anymore.
He didn't know what he had expected, but it wasn't any of that. Dawson was speechless when she finished; he attempted to speak a few times, but his mouth kept closing, his face kept screwing up in that expression of sympathy and pain and concern. What could you say to that? Sorry?
"M'sawry."
Apparently.
Dawson fumbled a few more half words before he set his cup down, frustrated with himself. Where were the magical words to help her feel better? "Tha's...tha's a lot t'carry fer...just one person," he eventually managed in halting words, his voice still soft. His brows knitted and, hesitating, he slid an arm around Chel. "M'so sawry, darlin'. But s'good ya got it out've yer system, yeah? Ain't knockin' around inside so much." He ran his hand up and down her back in what he hoped was a comforting gesture.
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Posted: Sat Nov 29, 2014 2:19 am
"Sayin' it don't change a thing," Chel responded bluntly. "Don't apologize for stuff that ain't your fault neither." Dawson was doing the unfortunate part of pitying her- something that never panned out well when it came to Chel.
But it didn't stop her from leaning into Dawson's chest and enjoying the company just the same. "Really, I got a lot of baggage but it just makes my sick guns that much sicker." She flexed an arm as if to say look at my muscles. "Guess you finally got a good secret, yeah? S'not really a secret I guess ... I think half the islands hootin' and hollerin' about it at this point."
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