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 Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 9:12 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..."   █████████████████████████
Kokai flinched when Noiz looked at him, he felt his heart turn into stone. He looked down, biting his lower lip. Kokai listened to Noiz and closed his eyes, a different feeling brewed in him....he felt bad for Noiz. He looked up and nodded but frowned when Noiz acted it wasn't a big deal. "I promise and Noiz.....you're being to laid-back about this. It's a huge deal, you have a disease......because of it you can't feel a thing. If I touched your arm with my hand...you wouldn't tell if it's warm or cold...I'm even surprised you had some feeling there...." said Kokai. █████████████████████████
"Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. Noiz rolled his eyes. "I understand all of that, But I.." Noiz slowly looked away and he clenched his fists tight. Noiz is from a wealthy family in Germany, living with his mother, father and younger brother. As a child, Noiz was impatient and unintentionally violent, though this was attributed to his lack of the sense of feeling WHICH concluded to him having this. Worse enough, his parents didn't even give a single s**t about him. "I just don't get how I got it when I was so young.. Due to my affliction, I could never play with other kids because I didn't know what pain felt like to others, shrugging off any injuries I got, and being confused when other children reacted to their own injuries. When my parents found out how I was acting around others, I was seen as an embarrassment, which led me to being locked up and isolated from everyone else." he told a back story. "no one ever aided me whenever I was sad and lonely. I would cry and get himself hurt due to my panic and fear. However, I eventually got used to being alone, and ended up with the thought that I wasn't the same as other humans, and that whether I lived or died didn't matter since I was different."
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 9:45 pm
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai listened to Noiz and approached him, he knew the risk of getting hurt. When Noiz finished speaking, Kokai put a hand on Noiz's arm and looked up at him with his eyes turning watery. "Noiz.....you're wrong. You think nobody will care if you live or die well, I care.." He looked down and bit his lower lip. "I would be crushed if you died....I already lost someone I trusted and I don't want to lose you.." He closed his eyes and wiped them, refusing to let tears fall from his eyes. "I was raised to fear and despise humans....they'd hunt us for well.....you know why but some catch us and never release like they're supposed to. One day....I decided to take a nap under a dock but I was caught not by hunters.....it was a little girl named Hanabi. I grew scared and begged her to keep me a secret and she did as long as I came over to play. I kept my promise but my family pulled me away and yelled at me. Not because I was friends with the enemy......it was because I let myself be beached and there was a brutal storm. Hanabi died because her house collapsed on her and her parents before they escaped...." Kokai took his hand off of Noiz's arm and turned to have his back face Noiz, he wasn't being rude. He didn't want Noiz to see him cry. Kokai let the tears fall, they were pearl colored and dripped from his chin and onto the floor. "I care.....I would care if you died....." ███████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 10:03 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai listened to Noiz and approached him, he knew the risk of getting hurt. When Noiz finished speaking, Kokai put a hand on Noiz's arm and looked up at him with his eyes turning watery. "Noiz.....you're wrong. You think nobody will care if you live or die well, I care.." He looked down and bit his lower lip. "I would be crushed if you died....I already lost someone I trusted and I don't want to lose you.." He closed his eyes and wiped them, refusing to let tears fall from his eyes. "I was raised to fear and despise humans....they'd hunt us for well.....you know why but some catch us and never release like they're supposed to. One day....I decided to take a nap under a dock but I was caught not by hunters.....it was a little girl named Hanabi. I grew scared and begged her to keep me a secret and she did as long as I came over to play. I kept my promise but my family pulled me away and yelled at me. Not because I was friends with the enemy......it was because I let myself be beached and there was a brutal storm. Hanabi died because her house collapsed on her and her parents before they escaped...." Kokai took his hand off of Noiz's arm and turned to have his back face Noiz, he wasn't being rude. He didn't want Noiz to see him cry. Kokai let the tears fall, they were pearl colored and dripped from his chin and onto the floor. "I care.....I would care if you died....." ███████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. The only thing Noiz could do right now was watch Kokai with that blank personality, the blank face and feelings of his. He didn't know what to say, or to do but those words rung in his ears for a while, that... I would care if you died! scene. It continued to echo through his head but he could feel nothing at the same time of feeling like he was shocked by that. "...I thought you hung around me so you could use me for a certain something, but maybe I was wrong. I don't trust people easily so that's why I tested you, to see if you were really telling the truth..I don't have much to say, really. I'm just...Surprised, or something around those damn lines." he closed his eyes for a moment and went over to sit on the couch, resting his head in his knuckles for a few moments. Someone cares for me..More than my parents? he had the urge to throw something since thinking about the past sent him to a new hell that was created in his head. He winced a bit at the thought of the past, quite pissed off but in his head, he just didn't care about anything...Anything. It was like he didn't even listen to a single bit of what Kokai said. What rang in his mind was.. Is it okay to stop now?
Can I just leave..?
Can this all end?
Can i just give up already?
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 10:28 pm
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai wiped his eyes and turned around as he heard Noiz, he now realized why Noiz pushed him away and acted cold. "Why....why would I use you, Noiz? I never intend to use anyone I meet...." He watched Noiz and debated if he should sit on the couch with him but instead just stood there. He sighed silently as he looked at Noiz's face then looked down. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:02 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai wiped his eyes and turned around as he heard Noiz, he now realized why Noiz pushed him away and acted cold. "Why....why would I use you, Noiz? I never intend to use anyone I meet...." He watched Noiz and debated if he should sit on the couch with him but instead just stood there. He sighed silently as he looked at Noiz's face then looked down. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. Noiz thought and his eyes closed slowly and he held his head in his hands. noiz didn't even answer Kokai's questions and decided to just sit there quiet. He wasn't in the mood to continue to talk, he had nothing to say.. ((sorry for replying late...A lot of stuff happened family wise...))
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:16 pm
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai stayed quiet as well, he crossed his arms and gripped his sleeves tightly even gripping his own skin! He had nothing to say....he felt like he just made Noiz hate him. ".........Noiz, what would you do if I died?" He closed his eyes and gripped his sleeves tighter. What a random question to say out of the blue, Kokai. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((That's alright....I don't mind late replies if family is the issue. Here, I don't know if you want one but here's a virtual hug. emotion_hug ))
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:26 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai stayed quiet as well, he crossed his arms and gripped his sleeves tightly even gripping his own skin! He had nothing to say....he felt like he just made Noiz hate him. ".........Noiz, what would you do if I died?" He closed his eyes and gripped his sleeves tighter. What a random question to say out of the blue, Kokai. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((That's alright....I don't mind late replies if family is the issue. Here, I don't know if you want one but here's a virtual hug. emotion_hug )) ((Thank you....)) Noiz stared at kokai blankly and was just silent. " you know that answer. Don't ask me that. I feel nothing for nobody." He got up and looked at Kokai. "You know something vague will come in response. Tons of who I knew died, and I never felt a single bit of pain. Man, if my parents died I'd probably wouldn't be the least hurt at all, the ones who made me. So you know the answer."
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:32 pm
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai looked up to see Noiz look at him. He thought that was going to be Noiz's answer and another silent sigh escaped him. "Let me rephrase it......what if you found out I was murdered by hunters? I doubt you'd feel anything in that case....." Kokai looked away, waiting for an obvious answer. Like; " Don't ask me again, dumbass." or " Why would I feel pain if you died?". █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((You're welcome.))
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:39 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai looked up to see Noiz look at him. He thought that was going to be Noiz's answer and another silent sigh escaped him. "Let me rephrase it......what if you found out I was murdered by hunters? I doubt you'd feel anything in that case....." Kokai looked away, waiting for an obvious answer. Like; " Don't ask me again, dumbass." or " Why would I feel pain if you died?". █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((You're welcome.)) " I'd hunt them down and chop them into pieces , making sure they have a slow, painful death ." he said simply. "You don't deserve that." ((I'm in bed and on my phone so they'll be short until I get back on the computer, and I can't think straight at the moment....)
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:47 pm
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai's eyes widened as he heard Noiz's response. He said it so simply like he really would do it! "N-Noiz...." He had nothing to respond after that, he had that mental image burned in his brain. He thought Noiz would say he didn't care either way but no...he'd hunt the hunters down and kill them. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((That's alright. And wow Noiz.....))
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 11:52 pm
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai's eyes widened as he heard Noiz's response. He said it so simply like he really would do it! "N-Noiz...." He had nothing to respond after that, he had that mental image burned in his brain. He thought Noiz would say he didn't care either way but no...he'd hunt the hunters down and kill them. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. ((That's alright. And wow Noiz.....)) " no doubt, I'm not a killer. But if people want a death wish, I'll give it to 'em" noiz walked over to kokai and said.. " would I lie? After all, I have an interest in you. " and with that, he pressed his lips against his to show what he meant.. He'd feel around with his tongue against kokais tongue so he could feel the only warmth he could feel.
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2014 12:00 am
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai was shocked....honestly and truly shocked. He watched as Noiz walked over to him, he had no words come out of his mouth as he heard Noiz say he had an interest in him. Blush fumed on the merman's face as Noiz pressed his lips against his, he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around him, allowing Noiz's tongue enter his mouth and let his tongue press against Noiz's. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me.
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2014 11:08 am
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai was shocked....honestly and truly shocked. He watched as Noiz walked over to him, he had no words come out of his mouth as he heard Noiz say he had an interest in him. Blush fumed on the merman's face as Noiz pressed his lips against his, he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around him, allowing Noiz's tongue enter his mouth and let his tongue press against Noiz's. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. Noiz closed his eyes to enjoy the kiss with the only thing that he could feel ,his tongue."mm.." He pushed kokai against the wall and as he kissed him, his hands wandered by themselves ; wrapping them around his small waist and opening his eyes to see him blushing. "... I don't know this feeling, but I'll find out after the hospitalizing they're gonna give me:."
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2014 11:37 am
"My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai felt his heart race, he enjoyed the kiss with Noiz. He can feel his back against the wall through the kiss, his arms around Noiz's neck and his tongue twisted around Noiz's. He opened his eyes when he felt Noiz's hands around his small waist and looked into his green eyes. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me.
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2014 11:47 am
Anka Kuroneko "My flesh? Why would you want to eat me?" "I'm not something for you to eat....eating me comes with a gift but with a horrible price..." █████████████████████████
Kokai felt his heart race, he enjoyed the kiss with Noiz. He can feel his back against the wall through the kiss, his arms around Noiz's neck and his tongue twisted around Noiz's. He opened his eyes when he felt Noiz's hands around his small waist and looked into his green eyes. █████████████████████████
"Is loneliness the price you're willing to pay for immortality?" "Don't eat me...I can't bear to let anyone else suffer because of me. Noiz's green eyes scanned the other males which wanted to bring him more forward, but he slowly put it to an end. His feet backed up and he turned away slowly to walk to his room. "Disease, huh..." he looked down at the floor like he was confused. "..Whatever," He shrugged it off like it was just a peck of dust to deal with. "I wonder how pain feels like," he whispered under his breath. But wasn't he already suffering a big pain?
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