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 Posted: Tue Nov 05, 2013 9:58 am
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She looked down to Vincent who cringed and checked his head before he quickly moved to pin her down. It all came too quickly, his arms wrapped around his torso and then suddenly she felt his lips against hers. She was unable to react at first and when she was pinned down she turned bright red looking to him. Y-you...! she stammered wrapping her legs around his waist, furrowing her brow as she pushed down on his chest to move him back, her hand on his chin. She continued to fight and push him until she had him back on the ground again.
Her body shaking and her face on fire she tried to focus and once she pinned him again she was again tired. She pinned his hands to his chest, holding them down. Y-y-y-you're an idiot! she squeaked, embarrassed about the kiss. Once she was sure she won she let him go and got on her feet.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Outside
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Morning
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Beautiful Days
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Posted: Wed Nov 13, 2013 1:13 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________  XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Shock: Crush]
Exodus rolled back up to his feet and placed his hand on the back of his head, he was silent for a while, but spoke up a bit later. "Excuse me." Exodus sprinted off in the opposite direction, stopping after he set a fair amount of distance between himself and Ana. "Way to be a screw up." Exodus frowned, crossing his arms over his chest before shaking his head as his white hair fell over his face. Exodus tightened his hands in to fist and struck out angrily at a tree with his right leg, causing a crack to reverbrate through the surrounding area.
"Raaargh!" Exodus exclaimed angrily as he struck the tree multiple times. Until his shins were burned raw from the sheer amount of times he decided he was going to attack the larger object. After he got tired, or rather, after he had beaten his own legs so much without denting the tree he fell back on the ground. Exodus collapsed and covered his face with his hands...he never felt like a bigger fool in his life. He'd never really been close to anybody, so...how was he even supposed to act? He felt conflicted in all of the worst ways.
After a bit of time beating himself up, Exodus finally sat up and rubbed his head. Perhaps he overreacted, but after a while of calming down, Exodus rethought his actions. He sighed, running one hand through his colorless hair. Seems like I still have the ability to screw things up, though. That much is obvious." Exodus laughed dryly, a wry smile crossing his face as he checked the damage he did to his legs.
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Posted: Fri Nov 15, 2013 10:05 am
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
She watched him suddenly bolt off and wondered if she reacted a bit too strongly. She turned bright red, her fingers touching her lips. She had her first kiss, her very first kiss. It came so unexpectedly, she didn't know how else to react. She ran off, going to find him. It didn't take long before she found him checking his legs, seeing what he had done to a tree. She stiffened a bit and quickly came to hug him from behind her face bright red. W-what kind of boyfriend runs away after kissing his girlfriend?! she squeaked, embarrassed to be using the titles. But she wanted him to know she didn't hate it, she didn't dislike the kiss.
I-I don't know why you felt the need to attack that tree...but I'm not angry. I-I was just embarrassed. I-it was my first kiss after all. she said letting him go and looked to him shyly. She then frowned and grabbed his jacket forcing him down and kissing him, her lips against his. she pulled away her ears burning at his point. W-we're...we're even n-now! she said and forced a nervous smile. D-don't think you can faze someone of my status with such a kiss! You need practice! she said as if she did any better.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Outside
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Morning
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Beautiful Days
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Posted: Fri Nov 29, 2013 11:56 am
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Surprise: More Than One Heart]
Vincent tensed up when he felt somebody wrap their arms around him, but dejectedly relaxed when he figured out who it was. "Yeah...I'm some sort of coward, right? When I was alone I didn't have to worry about what people thought about me. I just had to fight and win...I just needed to survive, but...I don't know how to react with somebody I care about. I'm not used to being a screw-up." Anastasia claimed she was just embarrased, and that at least gave him some satisfaction. Even so, he didn't stand up...he didn't know what he could think.
Shock set in a second after he noticed he was forced to the ground with no time to react. He was about to say something, but his words were muffled by then. Exodus couldn't disguise that even he wasn't beyond the shock as his eyes widened. When Ana pulled away, Exodus was still trying to piece together what happened in his head. He sat up and rubbed the back of his neck, what an embarrassing predicament...but...it wasn't all bad. "Calm down already...at least act calmer than you look. Exodus remembered himself, his surprise slowly returning back to his standard expression.
"Assuming the worst is something I haven't been able to get over yet. I'm s--" Exodus stopped mid-sentence after standing up, only to crouch back down for a very obvious reason. Rubbing the skin raw wasn't the only damage he did...he exhausted the bones in both of his legs with those strikes...walking was going to be a pain. Even then, he stood up and crossed his arms behind his head, looking unphased. "Let's head back before it gets too late." Exodus reminded her, knowing he couldn't stay around her all of the time.
He tried to say more, but he was in silent contemplation...why had he reacted so strongly just then? Was it fear...? This, of course, came with his relationship with Ana. He was afraid of driving her away...he had linked his 'heart' with her, and was now terrified of missing what would be a portion of himself. Love held a strong sway over him, and it made somebody who was supposed to be naturally calm irrational. He'd take back that action if he could, but it was too late for that. 'So much for fearless,' he thought to himself.
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Posted: Fri Nov 29, 2013 12:47 pm
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
She looked up to Vincent and blushing red. She realized this was new for him as well and took his hands. I understand, but we're leaning together. I'm not used to having someone I love with me too. And it's scary knowing we're here...and maybe we won't be anymore. I might lose you so, I have to love you as much as possible right now. she said bashfully. She looked to him again shaking her head a little. I don't believe in holding back our feelings to avoid getting hurt if we lose each other. We should do all we can and be as happy as possible, because then we will just regret it when it happens. It will hurt, but I'll be comforted with the memories we have of each other, so please, if you want to kiss me, I won't be embarrassed anymore. Just kiss me. she said unable to believe what she was saying.
She stepped away from him to allow him up. When he crouched down she knew he had hurt his leg. You're so stupid... she mumbled and leaned down wrapping an arm around her small shoulders. Lean on me a bit, let's walk back together. she said not taking no for an answer and helped him back to barracks.
She let him rest in his room, bringing dinner over and set it on the night desk. I'll get the first aid, so take off your pants. she said leaving the room. She returned minutes later with a small box containing medicine, bandages, gauze, all that stuff. She applied some ointment to disinfect the wounds. Honestly, what possessed you to attack the tree like that? You're such a child. she mumbled dotingly.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ:
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ:
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ:
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Posted: Sat Nov 30, 2013 4:49 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Memory: Living With Determination]
Exodus sighed, realizing well enough that he was a fool for damaging himself...he wasn't surprised that Ana would point it out to him now. He raised a single brow at her order, but knew that she was asking purely for his own safety. He didn't wince or flinch a bit when Ana touched the wounds, but he shook his head at her question. A pathetic smile crossed his face when she asked him about his reasons for attacking an object that wasn't real. "It's a habit from when I was younger. I never fought back no matter how hard people hurt me...no matter what injury I endured, I never fought them for fear of being displaced even more."
Exodus closed his eyes and smirked, a sad chuckle passing from his lips. "I didn't have anything I could call comfort. I had no parent to love me, no sibling to accept me, and no family to know my pain. I fought everyday, but I never fought people. I started accepting the pain, and it eventually became routine. Nobody cared that I was bloody or beaten...it was just all routine." Exodus shrugged, rubbing one arm which his hand nervously. "Call me childish, because that's exactly what it is. I don't...I can't comprehend anything but violence or hatred...it makes my chest hurt to be happy because I've never experienced it before."
Exodus' eyes were downcast and away from Ana...he could practically guess her facial expression. "I was born in to a family that prides themselves on discipline and soldierly conduct. From my birth I was prepped and trained to throw away my life and take as many Titans as I could with me. I've felt like a weapon up until this point, and now that I don't feel that way my emotions that I wanted to bury so badly are spinning out of control. I just...fell back on a habit I understood. Sorry about playing the part of the fool today. But...even now...even with these feelings I never knew I had, I refuse to cry over it. Call me what you will."
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Posted: Sat Nov 30, 2013 5:06 pm
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
Anastasia paused from her work looking to Vincent. She truly felt her heart sink and her body weigh. She's never thought anyone could suffer as much as he had. So many people have lived through such painful hardships, and it's only made them stronger. She thought about her life, how her family treated her like a doll. To be shaped and molded into what they wanted, to bear child and just live how they wanted her to. How she deprived herself to live how she wanted until she left home. She leaned into the bed resting a knee beside him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
She didn't know she had tears in her eyes and simply held him. If he had never been comforted or loved in his entire life, she would love and comfort him so much to make up for all the wasted years. Stroking his hair she held him, without saying so, she wanted him to know she'd be there for him. I suppose if you're a fool then I am a bigger one for falling in love with such a fool...to dote on such a child, what am I? she asked with a small smile and looked to him stroking his cheek.
I know I am not much, but I hope that in time you can come to trust in me. And I hope that you'll think of me as support, someone who will love and comfort you. Who allow you a moment of weakness. If I could be that for you Vincent, then...maybe I won't feel so useless. she said and leaned in kissing his forehead and then his cheek. I love you. she said smiling affectionately before finishing her bandaging. Messy and a bit loose, however she accomplished it with all her love and patience. Now then, you should give it a day or so of rest. And I will not take no for an answer. she ordered standing. Until then, just ask me anything and I'll be sure to bring it for you.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Vincent's Bedroom
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Evening
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Saddened Memories: Anguish
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 10:32 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Memory: Living With Determination]
Exodus' downcast look was replaced with surprise as Ana moved to embrace him. It was a warm feeling, and one that was made to comfort him. He looked back to the ground to conceal his eyes with the white waterfall of his hair. Even the falling of the pure white locks didn't stop the ache he felt, and the pain that grew every second caused him to do something he swore he wouldn't. As he turned his violet gaze back to Ana, his hair fell over his right eye...a deliberate motion, no doubt. It was still quite easy to see Exodus tearing up.
"Ah-ha...excuse me, then. I don't expect you to care after me my entire life. I...I've got enough strength for myself." He responded, a mirroring smile matching Ana's. The soft smile that stretched across his face was uncharacteristic of him, but it made him look like far less of a threat than he acted like. Even with the jab at him, Anastasia was resolved to act as his barrier...or rather...his heart. Exodus rubbed his eyes with his sleeve, trying in vain to destroy any evidence of tears on his behalf.
He understood that for all he was, he was a human. A weak one at that, and submitting himself to feelings he didn't understand continued to pile on weakness he wished he didn't have. "For what it's worth, thank you. Thank you for supporting me." Exodus closed his eyes, the light red tint showing that he would still be getting used to this kind of closeness. "I love you, too." Exodus, again, felt his heart flutter as the words escaped his lips. He wondered if Ana felt the same way whenever she said it. Even if he were to say it to her for years to come, Exodus doubted he'd ever feel anything but that same light feeling.
Exodus listened to her orders before nodding his head, sitting straight up on his bed rather than against it. "Yes, ma'am." He responded as he brushed the messy hair away from his face. He didn't like to show his vulnerabilities, but he doubted he could hide them from Ana very well in the first place. "I don't like the thought of running you around because of my stupidity, but I'll remember that." Exodus' response became softer in tone near the end as he looked away from her for what would be the third or fourth time. "You being near was more than enough for me. I...appreciate the time we spend together." Mumbling. The surest sign that Exodus was adjusting well to these emotions. Similarly to his previous outburst, he was reminiscent of a child when he was like that. Innocence that had been stolen years prior still seemed to shine through his rough exterior.
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 10:50 pm
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
The young woman looked to Vincent, her lover, her friend. She noticed his hair hiding away his eyes and knew that he was trying hard to his feelings, and mask them from her. She didn't expect him to suddenly open his entire heart to her. After all, she herself had trouble expressing her true feelings back. She stroked his hair and smiled down to him, a small warm smile, one would say it was the kind of smile evoking her feelings for him. How could she have fallen so deeply in love with someone so quickly. Sometimes she felt she was meant to come here, just to meet him.
But that wasn't her only purpose here. She knew this, and she felt lucky Vincent was here right beside her. As he wiped his eyes with his sleeve she saw the tears there, and quickly took the time tp wipe her own. His smile came to send waves of fluttering butterflies in her stomach, and her chest tightened nearly taking her breathe away. To hear him say he loved her, she felt her knees go weak, and she felt as if she fell in love with him all over.
How could such a sentiment have such power over her? How can three little words swoon her and make her weak for him? Was it because Vincent was the one saying so?
Leaning over she cracked a crooked smile and brushed his hair back holding his chin. She leaned down again, kissing his forehead. Do you want me to head back? she asked wondering if he wanted to rest alone. She'd rather spend more time with him, but she knew he was possibly tired and they had things to do in the morning. She turned to go, collecting the aid kit and waved in his direction. Good night Vincent. Sleep well okay? she asked touching the knob of the door.
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Vincent's bedroom
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Evening
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: I Will Protect You
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 11:24 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Peace: My Serenity]
Exodus had to admit, he felt a little bit like a child as Ana brushed his hair back to kiss him on his forehead. As she walked away, Exodus took a few seconds to think about his next response. "Wait." Exodus felt as though he should've stopped himself, lest he seemed needy or seem as though he clung to her for support far too often. Still he had already started, so there was no reason or why for him to stop. As with all things, it was better to follow through then to stop...he wanted her to at least hear him if she planned to leave.
"I...don't want you to go." Exodus gave himself little time to pause and think about what he said next, so he felt as though his words were disjointed or lacked meaning. "At least for tonight, stay here...with me..." Exodus' voice wavered as he thought he was fumbling over his own words. It was a simple request, but one that held far more meaning than simply the closeness of the two. It was the solidification of a true and strong bond, and for all intents and purposes, Exodus put his weaknesses on display with that request as well.
"Does that sound very odd coming from me? I probably don't seem the type to ask such a thing of you, but...it's hard to explain. My heart isn't strong enough alone, and neither is my body. I've found another's heart I can call home, and I fear being away. Does that...make sense?" Exodus faltered again and again...what was he trying to say? His hands balled up as he searched for the right words to say, but he could not convey his feelings. He was...afraid, not for her, but himself. The longer he knew her, the more he wished to remain by her side. Were they not so young Exodus believed he would have less trouble saying what he meant, but he struggled as if he were learning to control the maneuver gear. "Sorry...I must sound ridiculous right now." He rubbed the back of his head, a sheepish smile crossing his natural and calm expression.
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Posted: Tue Dec 31, 2013 11:57 pm
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
Anastasia stopped looking back to Vincent and was actually a bit surprised. Vincent was clearly struggling to express himself, and it brought a smile to grace Anastasia's visage. She set the kit aside and approached his bed, removing her jacket to come sit beside him. Make room, I may be small, but I'd still like some space. she said pouting. She watched him move and tucked herself under the covers coming to lay beside him. She had him lay with her and turned to lay on her side, facing him.
She was nervous, and a bit timid but Vincent needed her by his side, and that feeling of being needed was a wonderful feeling. She brushed her fingers against his silver hair and stroked his cheek, affectionately. She felt at times she shouldn't open herself too much to Vincent. She was happy now, she had never felt such contentment in her entire life, what would become of her if she lost him?
It's frightening... she found herself whispering as she looked into his amethyst eyes. She blushed and removed her eye patch looking away from him for a moment. I know I just said I wanted to be by your side and all, but is someone like me...really okay? she asked feeling a bit insecure. Vincent...I'm frightened. If something happened to you, what will I do? You've become the most important person in my life, I feel like the more we are together, the less I'll want to be apart from you. I fear I would cease to function if I lost you... she said softly her own hair hiding her eyes from him.
What will become of me? I want to stop, but I can't be away from you now. I love you. she said bright red, the sentiment still making her quite bashful.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Vincent's Bedroom
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Evening
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Gray Wednesday
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 1:07 am
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Peace: My Serenity]
Exodus complied wordlessly, a gentle smile matching up to what he was feeling but could not convey. Exodus rested a gentle hand against her cheek in kind as she began to recount her own reasons for fearing. Exodus gazed back at her, but the moment she removed her eye patch she looked away from him. Exodus understood the feeling of fear, as well, although he had taken much longer to notice it. He dreaded losing somebody important to him...he linked himself with her for strength, but should she perish? He had no answers, rather, he let them come as they would.
"I understand. Our first duty must be to humanity before each other, but no matter how much I try to convince myself...losing you would be losing a part of myself as well. The one important person in my life I watched...taken right in front of me. I couldn't endure it again. I can't imagine being without you." Exodus listened to her confession, a greater sense of understanding washing over him. She was a unique one, of that Exodus had no doubt.
"So that's why I'll make you a promise here." Exodus stated, assured of his choices. His hand glided over her face, at least revealing her normal eye. He wouldn't force her to look at him with both eyes seeing the reason she hid one in the first place...that was her choice. "I will not die until I've lost my meaning. Although that ideal is high, I will never give in. Therefore, I will never die. As long as you are my meaning, I will not falter." Exodus seemed dead serious, but that stupid grin of his was clearly visible. "Black and White. Chapter 1, Verse 1."
A fitting quote to pull, and one done out of a minor attempt to make Ana feel more comfortable. While he modified it ever so slightly, it had not lost its meaning. "Whatever comes, we'll meet that road together...won't we? With you beside me, I feel no fear. With you in my arms, I feel no cold. I love you, my dear friend...my strength."
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 1:28 am
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
She looked to him, feeling his callused hand stroking her soft cheek. Her cerulean blue eye looked to him and she began to turn red once more. She cracked a smile as he quoted a book and she immediately recognized it as well making it more meaningful to her. She laid closer to him, her arms wrapped around his chest, resting her head on his shoulder. I'll keep you to your word Vincent...don't you dare break it. she said sternly but her embrace was gentle. Her eyes closed a moment and she could hear her own heart beating in her chest.
You cannot leave me, you too are my strength. The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. I can no longer think of anything but you. In spite of myself, my imagination carries me to you. And my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me to you with mighty cables that nothing but omnipotence could break. she whispered and giggled, Everlasting True Love, I am Yours by Sullivan Ballou she explained and closed her eyes, tired and wanting some rest.
She was able to lower her guard around Vincent, his being there alone made her feel more safe than she ever had in her life. She easily drifted to sleep and remained in his arms her small fragile body clinging to his, not wanting to be apart from him.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Vincent's Room
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Evening
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Gray Wednesday
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Posted: Wed Jan 01, 2014 2:07 am
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX never seen a [bluer] sky . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX . . . I can feel it reaching out . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and moving closer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [asked] myself what it's all for . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I couldn't answer -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX no, I couldn't answer . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX don't wake me from the [dream] . . .XXXXXXXXlXXXXXXX. . it's really everything it seemed . . . XXXXXXXXXxXXXX X I'm so free . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX gonna be [free] . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and move [among] the stars . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know they aren't so far . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX everything is clearer now . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life is just a dream you know . . . that's never ending . . . XXX I'm ascending . . .XXXXXlXXXXXXXX______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . as hearts shatter . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX as blades fly . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXas companions cross . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . and people die . . . XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX glee is all . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI can feel . . .
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. . . so please tell me . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXthat the glee . . .XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxXXXis real . . .XXXXX▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ ♛ ▇▇ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX⤴⤴XXXX ✥ XXXX
XXXXXXX"...For your own sake, stand behind me."___ __ __ __ __ __ ______________ __ __ _______________ __ __ __ __ __ __ ____ ______ _____________{ TEXT TEXT ♛ TEXT TEXT }_________________________
[Cadet] X [Cadets Legion] X [Status: Green] X [Vincent Ilinichina Morrison] X [Exiled] X [Current Track | Peace: My Serenity]
Exodus couldn't help but maintain his smile, embracing Ana as she reminded him that he made a promise that was not to be broken. As per her request, he didn't plan on dying any time soon. Exodus listened intently to her recitation, a surprised look on his face. She laughed as she stopped her speech, drifting in to a peaceful sleep. Exodus closed his eyes as well, knowing that this would be one of the first nights where he wasn't plagued by nightmares.
It was surreal for Exodus to be so close to Ana, but this was reality. For as long as he lived he would not trade the feeling of holding her close for anything else. Were she to live happily, then Exodus could smile as well. That's why he was resolved in his assertion that he'd become a 'God-Slayer' for all of humanity. Perhaps he was selfish, but he wanted to see Ana's smile first and foremost. She was his meaning, his reason...his life. Holding her then, he could hear the steady thump emanating from his own chest. He cherished their time together, no matter how long.
Morbid as it may have been when they accepted their fates, it seemed as though both of them gradually came to the same conclusion. They could not die. It wasn't for his sake, and it wasn't for hers, but for the both of them together. Exodus wanted to walk that road of strife alongside Ana. If he were down she would give him the strength to carry on, and the same was true for her as well. Standing by her side was what he wanted, and in embracing her before he drifted in to sleep, he was able to dream of a time when it could be just them.
Perhaps it was a childish dream, or an ideal that would never be, but it was the touchstone he aspired to. A world lighted by their efforts to make a change...a world that existed beyond a simple barrier that only prolonged their suffering. A world with her. To him, there was nothing more important to see than that world that existed only in the embrace of a dream.
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 12:51 pm
ＡＮＡＳＴＡＳＩＡ ∮ ＬＵＤＥＮＢＥＲＧ
Anastasia had the most wonderful sleep than she had in a long time. She stirred in her sleep, waking and finding a pair of arms holding her. It took her a moment to realize they belonged to Vincent. She recalled the events that came to pass the night before and rubbed her eyes. She looked up to Vincent's sleeping face, possibly the one time he looked so vulnerable, and peaceful. She reached up, brushing her slender fingers against his fringe, brushing it back and cupping his cheek. Still, he was sound asleep, and Ana watched him sleep.
In moments she gently pried his arms away from her. Slipping out of bed with ease, without making a sound. The small little lady pulled on her boots and jacket. She didn't want to leave him, lest he woke alone, but she wanted to bring him something to eat. Hurriedly, but quietly, she stepped out of his room, not caring who saw her step out and returned with some food.
Still, he slept. She began to wonder if he hadn't slept this good in a while. A small smile spread across her face and she set the food down, going to sit beside him, and stroke his hair. She had never felt so at peace before. She felt like she could breathe when she was with him. It was almost as if it was only the two of them in the entire world, and that there weren't such things as titans. There was no war, no death, but she had to remind herself that she couldn't forget what she came to do. She was going to study the titans, and with her knowledge she would learn all she can of them. She would do anything in her power to help humanity, and make this a world she and Vincent can walk freely.
For her beloved, she would push her body to it's limits. She wouldn't be left behind and let him down. She couldn't rely on him to save her when things go awry. She had to be able to handle herself, and take care. It wouldn't do to be killed so easily. She had something to fight for. She had someone to return to with open arms. Vincent had become her strength and she knew when she faced hardships, he would be on her mind. She would protect his smile, and she would live for him.
Anastasia paused her hand resting on his head. Leaning down, she pressed her soft lips against his cheek, her complexion turning bright red. Still uncomfortable with her emotions, she tried to be more endearing for him. After all, she loved him, she'd like to show it more often. And who knows? There may come a time where she'd wish she'd done it more often.ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＬＯＣＡＴＩＯＮ: Vincent's Bedroom
ＣＵＲＲＥＮＴ ＴＩＭＥ: Morning
ＮＯＷ ＰＬＡＹＩＮＧ: Under The All Powerful Divine Protection
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