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So, we're ********. We found out that we cannot move anything in until we pay the rent and have the electricity cut on...

Rent is 350 and its 120 dollars to get the electricity cut on: $470

The truck is 121 (not including taxes and fees so maybe 130): 600

Robert's Check: 694 - You would think we'd be in the clear...but NO we have to pay 150 dollar deposit for the truck...our plan was to get the truck and move everything in then take it back to get the deposit back to pay to have the electricity cut on...but now we are tetotally ******** his aunt can't give us the rent to this house till the 3rd because that is when she gets paid but she WON'T give it to us till after Dad moves out (which is the 4th)....

So yea...I give up...there is no point in even trying...even after we pay everything we still won't have enough to pay one loan...no matter how hard we try... we won't even have 5 dollars left after we pay everything else and that is pushing it... and the lady refuses to work with us on it... we thought if we paid it off and got a bigger one it would work but she just won't let us do that and I don't know why...I hate people sometimes...

That really sucks. I'm so sorry to hear this. I hope something comes up, because I really think this would be good for you.

Heh, that's just awesome possum right there. {Wow, I really just typed that}.

I'm really glad things are working out!

Haha thanks you guys I'm glad three rofl

The awesome possum and the snerk together nearly killed me...I can't stop laughing.

Just a minute!

*rummages through 50 books on dream symbolism and 50,000 on psychology*

Let's see....

*puts on nerdtacular glasses*

Vell, ze most basic symbolism for zis dream ist ze sibling as a reflection of ze self. Perhaps you are seeking some vay ov luffing yourself more?

*quits the cheesy accent* I sound like a Jaegermonster from Girl Genius...

Jung says the Animus is the image of men every woman subconsciously projects onto others (the Anima being the projection of the female image for men). It's also a symbolic representation of traditionally male qualities.

Basically, it sounds like you're working on your self-love (YAY!), and this brother image is a reflection of your self. It could also be wishful thinking, of having someone who really "gets" you on a mental and emotional level.

I think.

Awww shucks cat_redface

Yes, he is. Old and Creepy Dad is another piece of work. Hopefully you'll find a job soon and can kick all their asses to the curb. emotion_hug

So...I've found out more craptastic news...

Dad was trying to get us to move to IL with him and Blissy. Robert told him no we aren't living with Blissy anymore.

I told Debbie...I also told her I think the only reason he is nice to me most of the time is because I have this house.

She told me that when they lived over at their old places (they used to be neighbors) that he told her that when we sell MY house he was getting HIM a house in IL that was going to go in HIS name. The money that was left over was going to go into HIS checking account and the only way we were spending any of it was if we needed something and we would have to ask him first.

(cue insanely angry girl in 3, 2, 1)

OH HELL ******** NO!

When my mom died my uncle wanted to be over everything...he wanted to put it in a "trust" and the only way I could get anything was by asking him. I told him to ******** off...he was a greedy ******** had like 3 houses and a bajillion cars...all he ever wanted was the money...you could tell because he got mad when I got a lawyer...IF I DIDN'T LET MY OWN BLOOD DO THAT KINDA s**t TO ME WHAT MAKES HIM THINK THAT s**t'S GONNA FLY WITH HIM?!?!?!

GRRR, I told Robert and naturally he ******** DEFENDED HIM as usual. He said he would never say that or do that. God, he seriously believes his dad can do nothing wrong. He said it doesn't matter anyway because he likes Lawrenceburg and we won't be selling the house for a long, long time. I told him I don't want to sell it at all and he said "then we won't".

She also told me he said that we can't survive on our own without him. Who freaking moved in with who again? We were doing ok without him anyway we just offered him a chance to get away from Blissy which he ******** up bc she is still living here.

I told Robert I don't understand why he lets his family say s**t about me behind my back...not just my back his too...he told me not to worry bc we won't be around them much longer.

I don't know why he keeps ignoring what Debbie and Charles have to say. They don't have any reason to lie to us. They've known him for YEARS. They just trying to be good friends and look out for us...that's what friends are supposed to do.


Gah...now I'm done ranting....carry on.

*Hugs* He's going to get a rude awakening if he really expects any money from the house that you're not selling. It's really just a waste of time dwelling on the he said she said business, especially with no proof.

It sucks that Robert won't defend you or side with you. Even if his dad did say those things guess what, just laugh at the fact that it's not going to happen.

I think some people are so good at denial, they wouldn't know the truth if it was their favorite dessert.

I can't wait until you're able to get on your feet again Sweetie, you can do so much better.

Have you ever had a fertility test done if it's something you've thought about yourself? It's actually really hard to get pregnant. Some people just have good {or bad depending on the situation} timing.

I hate waking up from a good dream. I remember before I got pregnant I had a dream about having a baby boy and loving him. Then I woke up and it wasn't true, I was empty all day.

I love Within Temptation. Their songs are so great. I'm sorry you're having such a bad day. I don't know how you feel religiously, and I don't mean to offend if I say something wrong, but I believe she's still around and watching and just wanting you to be happy.

@Gigi: That's awesome, you have a dream symbol book? Sounds like fun! I'll have to start remembering my dreams more often.