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 Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 12:47 pm
Savanah frowned. "And that was Adrian, as I said." She said quietly to Teyson. "Come on, lets go see what's his problem now," She murmured, and she followed his scent to the back porch. He had clearly been trying to be alone, but she didn't want him running away like Jet had. She sat beside him, and leaned on his side. Teyson sat on the lower step, and leaned on her knee. "Hey, bud. Look's pretty, doesn't it?" She murmured. "Hey, Teyson is my cousin, ya know. He came here so I could help him out. Didn't ya, cuz?"
Teyson looked up, and flashed a smile. "Yep! I almost mauled a deer yesterday. Poor thing nearly passed out." He chuckled.
"You'll like Teyson. He's really sweet. I think he can get along with anyone. Including the most stubborn of boyfriends," She kissed his cheek, and laced her fingers through his. She hoped he would losen up. She wondered what he was thinking of her cousin. Teyson was easy to get along with. He had a billion different hobbies that made him easy to know what people liked, and were interested in. That was why she loved Teyson so much. He always knew what would make her laugh. Savanah would love nothing better then for Teyson and Adrian to get along. Maybe even be friends. Adrian...she knew he was a hard head, but she also loved him. She loved him a lot.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 3:01 pm
Adrian could feel every muscle in his body realax. But Teysons coment about the deer make his mind race with anger. Oh reeeally! Well I did maul a deer, along with my girlfriend, a hobo and I killed a doberman!! YOu think you have issues!! But Adrian didn't dare say that. He knew then Savanah would kill him. Yeah, but can he get along with an a*****e. Some one who enjoyes seeing people hate then selves because of some thing you said. Some one who perposly hurts people. If so... then that you are an idiot. Savanah didn't know the real Adrian. Only the person he tried to be. On that note, he must be a good actor.
"Yeah." Adrian said solfly. Trying not to look either one in the eyes. Afraid they would see his true demon.
Adrians eyes stinged. For two reasons. One, he wanted to cry. Savanah was so ublivious but she still loved him. No one else in the world could do that to such a cruel person. Two, he had been wearing those contacts for who knows how many days straight. And they where just irritating.
Adrian pulled his hand away from Savanahs, took off his glasses, setting then next to him on the step and rubbed his eyes. Trying to get rid of those stupid weak tears and to get rid of the stinging caused by those stupid contacts. From there point of veiw, he must look like an idiot. You damn people will just have to get use to it. Along with this whole messed upworld.
Adrian was just glad his mind was safe from every one else. He truely did love Savanah. But he was afraid. Afraid of breaking her heart. For once she found out who Adrian really was, she would be toren. Hope you like let downs. 'Cause your in for a big one.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 3:57 pm
Savanah smiled, content. Maybe they would get along. Adrian was so sweet, and she loved him dearly. Teyson was her best friend, and only living relitive. They were both very important to her. "Teyson, you can go ask Will where ya going to sleep. He'll show you." She murmured softly. Teyson nodded, kissed her on the forehead, and trotted into the house. He was smart. "Adrian...what's wrong? You've been acting...strange." She shifted back, so she was facing him. "You can tell me, you know. We've all got our problems. Jorden, Melody, Rudi, Kaiden, Jet. Hell, I've got a billion problems. I won't judge you. All that matters is...how you are now. Please?" She gave him a small smile, and waited.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 4:12 pm
Adrian couldn't take it any more. She was soo nieve. Fine. He would tell her. And if she ran off then so be it. so did every other person Adrian had yelled at.
Adrian Stood up so he was looking down at Savnah. Some thing he was very good at. "YOu want to know what my problem is?" Adrian snapped. "I'll tell you, If you." Adrians voice was cruel and mocking. "My problem is me! Thats it! And I don't think Teyson and I or even any one else here could get along. Because to get along, you would need to share a common interest. And I know he would not share mine. He doesn't like hurting people." Adrian felt the weirdenst thing. He should feel good yelling at some one. But insteed, he felt sick, he also felt like crying, but he continued. "He doesn't like to see people cower in the corner crying because of some thing you said to them. He doesn't enjoy seeing people squerm away in pain because of the hate ful things you said to them. He doesn't, whell I do. I always have. I enjoy being an a*****e. that is just the way I grew up." For some reason, Adrian could feel tears stream down his face. "And.... And.... I don't...." Adrian had had it. He fell back down to the pourch crying. Maybe every thing he had been doing wasn't really and act after all. waht if he really wanted to change. He did. Only now did could he break through that selfish barrier. All thanks to the girl he had just yelled at. He did want to change. because of her. "I don't want that anymore." He said quietly.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 4:19 pm
"Then you don't have to." She said. "You can be whatever you want. If you don't want to hurt people, then don't. I chose not to hurt you guys. You chose not to hurt me. Just because something happened in your past, doesn't mean that brands you as someone you don't want to be now." She wiped the tears away from his face. "I don't care about who you were when you were younger, or before. I love the person you are now. I've never had anyone really be like me. And I would love someone to love me, be like me, and be able to do what I can do. Someone who can help me. And you can do that. And I can do that for you. We can help each other."
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 4:35 pm
Adrian threw his arms around Savanah was right. SHe was right. FOr the first time in his whole life, Adrian Laidren was going to change. This stupid b***h doesn't know who she is getting involed with...wait a second... SHUT UP!! Adrian wasn't even going to think about things like that. You stupid mind. Shut up!
Adrian pulled away alittle so he could look at Savanah. "Thank you. No one has ever given me this chance." he smiled and positioned them so they where facing the lake and the just plain beautiful scenery. Adrian also fiddled around to find his glasses so he could see this. He fould them, put them on and put his arm, his good arm, around Savanah. He could sit here for hours, just staring out in to nothing. as long as he had her by his side.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 4:49 pm
Savanah felt like her insides were glowing. She kissed the corner of his mouth, and nestled into his side. "It was always your choice. You just needed someone to tell you that." She informed him. She wrapped her arms around his waist. "I love you, Adrian. I always will. You know that, right?" She asked him quietly. "I don't say that lightly. I don't love many people. I love my mom, dad, sisters, Teyson, and...well...I still love Coal. He's been like my brother since we were tiny." She shrugged. "And I love you. That's basically it. Your very important to me."
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 5:14 pm
Adrian nestled even closer to Savanah. No one had ever said that to him. And it felt good. For once, he didn't care that he was some syco monster, if he wasn't he would never had found her. and he would still be the worthless basterd he was before.
Meanwhile....
Kaidne could have sworn he was back home. All the noise, all the fighting, and all the hatered seemed so familier. But then he noticed he was still lying on the couch in Jordens living room. Kaidne sat up. He wasn't shocked he he wasn't stiff from sleeping on that small couch. When you live on the streets, you got to learn to sleep any where. Kaidne got up and looked around. no one seemed to be around. he wondered if it was night already and every one was asleep. he didn't want to go look. He knew what he wanted. some thing to take away the pain.
Kaidne stumbled over to the kitchen. he noticed the popcorn on the table what was with that but walk on. He opened the frig. Not what he was looking for. he found another one sitting next to it. he opened that. it was filled with ever drink known to man. he knew he could find what he was looking for here. Yet in the back of his mind he expected Jorden would only have the high class liquer. But Kaidne did find his beer. There was alot of it. Some of that high qualitly stuff you get at disigner stores, then there was the cheapo stuff the prostitudes drank. Kaidne garb as many as he could of the cheapo stuff and went out side to the front pourch.
Ever since Jet left, some thing seemed to be missing. Kaidne pulled his knees up to his chest, he felt as if there was a hole in his chest, and he had to keep it from getting bigger and tearing him apart. Kaidne opened the first beer and downed that fast. He hadn't had a drink in days. It felt good. Kaidne looked up at the sky. THe last time he had felt this hole in his chest was when his brother took his own life. Nothing but that had ever made him feel that way. Now Jet was tearing him apart. He then opened the second beer but drank that one more slowly. But he would down as many as it took to get him drunk. To get him to forget all the mental, physical and emotional pain he has gone through. this was Kaidnes way of dealing with pain.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 6:33 pm
Savanah heard the tinker of glass bottles clinking together. She grinned. "I do believe Jorden owns liquor. Yummy. I must go in search of it." She hopped up, and pulled Adrian with her. "Come on. I'm in need of some." She lead him inside, and sniffed it out. She opened the second fridge, and found the mother load of alcohol. She sanded her hands together in glee. "Oh Jorden. You have just skyrocketed on my list of favorite people." She contemplated on what she wanted, and pulled out a classy bottle of red wine. It didn't look cheap, but then again, Savanah would pay for it. Because her family was dead, she was just racking in the money. Her father and most of her uncles and grandfathers had, had wonderful jobs, which gave her enough money to spend willy-nilly for the rest of her life. Go family!
She set down the wine, and found a bottle of Coors Light. "Why the heck does he have this?" She wondered, and found an aray of cheep, and expensive alcohol. "Its like he expects the pesants and rich to come here, and stocked up on everything for everyones tastes." She mused. She found something with french scrawling on it. "Ohhh! French wine! We scored!!" She pulled it out. "I have no idea what the heck this is, but why not?" She teased, and pulled a couple of glasses out.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 6:57 pm
Adrian looked on with a sheepish smile on his face. "I think I might pass. Last time I drank things didn't turn out to well. I think I got in a fight with the neighberhood hobo. da hobo won." Adrian smiled again and looked at the stuff Savanah had pulled out of the fridge. His mom drank that stuff. "Plus, I wouldn't drink that to save my life. I hate any thing my mother likes." Adrian grimced at the mention of his mother. He truely hated her. And she truely hated him. "The last time my mom cought me in the liquer cabinet, she filed for me to be disowned. But my dad said no. so.... yeah. My dad doesn't care what the ******** I do. I could kill the president and he would just say 'Ah... boys will be boys' I am not kidding." Adrian laughed softly realizing he was rambling. Normaly the babble didn't make it to his mouth. But this time he didn't even think about it. He was being natual with Savanah. And that made him happy. But he did ramble for a reason. he really wanted to avoide the devils drink she had in her hands. But Adrian did feel like having a drink. "Maybe just some white wine for me." Adrian smiled as he walked over to the fridge full of heaven and hell.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 7:05 pm
Savanah handed him a glass. "Yeah, I get what you mean. Well, not completely, because, you know, when I was a human, I lived in a posh, fru fru home. It was like, when my parents saw dirt on the carpet they went, 'OHMIGAWD!!! ITS DIRT!!! IN THE HOUSE!!! WHERE'S THE DUST BUSTER???'" She made a face, and downed a glass of the french wine. It was bitter. She quickly put it back, and got the other wine. Better. Smoother. She sipped idly on it while she watched Adrian. "My family was like the queen of England in family form. Then, I just figured it was normal. Now, I would probably throw up on the carpet, just to see their reaction." She grinned. "My mom would've passed out. My dad would've shot the carpet, and my sisters would have thrown up too. They are panisys."
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 7:17 pm
Adrian laughted. He liked joking about his family. "Yeah, I wish my mother could see me now. One time she said, to my face, she told me I was a stupid dumb red head who will never be loved." Adrian paused. "Well HA Mother! I am non of the above... any more." Adrian poured him self a class of wine and drank it all alittle to fast. Whoooa ADrian could take liquer, just not alot real fast. He brought his hand to his mouth feeling sick. "Alittle too much there." Adrian joked then smiled up at Savanah.
"Awe," Adrian turned around and saw Kaidne leaning up agenst the wall looking at Savanah and Adrian. "Isn't that sweet. Little boy can't take his liquer?" Kaidne mocked, obviously drunk. He looked as if he could pass out at any moment. "And you," Kaidne turned to Savanah. "Have to have you premo disigner crap. Well why don't you try the cheap stuff, its stronger. And just plain less of a p***y's drink. What do you say you down a few of those and then lets talk." Kaidne smiled at Savanah. Even with Jet in the picture, Kaidne was still a flirt.
Kaidne didn't wait for an answer, instead he stumbled up the stairs, where Williem showed him to his new room, after giving his to Teyson. It was one of the master bed rooms he was to share with Jet. When ever he disided to show up. He stumbled to the bathroom and threw up a few times. Then he stumbled to into the bed and fell asleep.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 7:42 pm
((( Just so no one is confused, this is Jordens dream. He over heard Jazmine and thinks his ex-girlfriend Lauren is dead. And so he thinks he is dead.))) Jorden breathed in the sweet scent of New York as he strolled down a path deep in the heart of Central Park. But then he stopped and looked around. Some thing didn't seem right. Normally, the park would be full of people and entertainment and horse rides. All of which Jorden found annoying. But to day, every thing and every one was gone. The park was empty. And it was silent too. No car horns or traffic noise, like New York was known for, every thing was quiet. Jorden should have been conserned, but for some reason he like all the weirdness. So he just continued on his way through the beautiful park.
Jorden always loved coming here. All the nature, all the beauty. it was soo different then a huge up scale mantion smack dab in the middle of the city, and it had been over eight years since he had been here. and every moment felt like a memory. But some thing else cought Jordens attetion. There wasn't even the sound of the birds singing in the trees. or the water ripling through the fountens. Nothing. It was as if he was in one of those old silent movies. Jorden continued on, but not with out keeping a watch ful eyes of the things around him.
Jorden was startled by the sound of the leaves rustling on the ground. He whipped around, expecting the devil or grimm reaper to chop his head off, but no. He couldn't have been any more wrong. There, standing in the flesh before him was Lauren. The beautiful goddess her self. The very person Jorden had left standing in the park over eight year ago.
"Jorden." Her voice was a sweet as honey, and her smile as bright and beautiful as the summer sun.
Jorden could feel the tears brimming at his eyes as he couldn't help him self. He ran up and pulled Lauren into his arms and held her as tight as he could. he burried his face in to her sweet hair, breathing the scent of home. "I'm so sorry." Jorden muddered. "I wish I would have never left."
"I do too." Lauren sobbed, her face burried in jordens chest.
Jorden pulled away, but still held her arms as he looked at her in exsitement. "I know. Let's get married. We could take Jazmin and run away. never look bad. And then we would never have to wonder about what could have been." Jorden was willing to do that in heart beat. He had had ring for that since he was seventeen. He was going to ask her to marry him as soon as they turned 18. But things went wrong before that could happen.
Jorden looked at Lauren with a smile on his face. But, she wouldn't say any thing. He smile died. and her face fell. Jorden could feel every thing die in side him at that moment.
"No Jorden. You left. You left me alone. And you left Jazmin as well. Things like that are unforgettable." Laurens voice sounded as sad and cold as a walking corpse. "Plus, you have things you need to do back home. You have a family of your own. A huge one. One that needs you as their leader. No questions about it. You can not stay with me. They need you more then any one else right now. And you need to go back to them." Lauren stepped away and suddenly Jorden was falling, blackness was all he could see. It was like an angel falling from Heaven to Hell. The place he truelly belonged.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 8:08 pm
(((okay, seriously, does being around the others really seem like hell to Jorden? Does he hate them that freaking much? Seriously, that kinda pisses me off crying )))
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 8:37 pm
((( Like an angel falling from Heaven to Hell, was just a meterphor. Discriping what it was like to fall from his dream back in to his body. And the hell where he belongs thing, he just believes he diserves to go to hell for all the things he has done in his past. it has nothing to do with any one but him self. 3nodding Well... being back is some what like hell, with all the choas and drama, but he likes it that way. Jorden really does like ever one. the only person he doesn't like is Coal. Jorden is huge first impression guy, and coals first impression was not to good. Jorden really likes Savanah. She like the little sister he so despretly misses. xd )))
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