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"I didn't know people could give gifts like that," Smiling after the kiss, "I really had hoped that I wasn't calling you at a bad time.. but then I thought 'how could someone hear my voice if they are.. really far away." She resting on her back, the grass being so tall it hid her from sight sideways. "I was afraid if it had worked and you were in the middle of something you might get mad at me or something..."

As she once more leaned up, she threw her head back once, it being a sort of way that she was asking him to sit down instead of stand. "We never got around to looking at the stars.. Have a mind for watching the clouds role by?" Giving an unsure smile, she patted the grass by her.

"Huh? You were a little boy a few months ago? Then how old are you now?" Almost everything she learned about him surprised her, but she found it quite educational in a hince. "I usually just look at the stars.. It helps put me to sleep. Never really took the time to just be lazy and look at the clouds."

"Well, I have known many to be quite old due to their race. I'm not sure what you are... But who knows, you could be some sort of lycan or vampire for all I know.." She knew of many races on account of her fathers year(s) of teaching her, but some she was still learning about.. even just hearing about. "And I could never think about leaving you.. Even if my life depended on it at the time."

"Well, I guess age would be different with a person's appearance and maturity. And really, I'm going to stay right her with you until otherwise." She scooted over to where she was side to side with him, her eyes focused on the sky. "So far I have seen one that looked like spilt milk.. and a blob." Giving her quite 'sour' joke, it made her giggle some, and airy laugh. "Mordrid.. Thank you for.. Being here with me. You're using time that you could be spending elsewhere, yet you have seemed to go against that and spend some of it with me.. And.. Just, thank you." Maybe she was sounding a bit geekyish, but that was her in some fashions.

"I wouldn't be lying if I said that I have growing feelings for you, but I would be unsure if I said I loved you." Turning to her side, she propped her head up on her hand, other hand resting on his stomach. "I'm not that complicated to figure out what's going on, but I seem to confuse a lot of people because they usually don't understand why I would be acting or feeling the way I do. I mean, I still fear I'm going to turn out like my father one day... I don't want to be anything like Passe, yet--" Figuring out that she was just rambling, she stopped talking, falling to her back once more. "Did you eat anything after you left or before you got here?"

"Well, my father was a drunkard when I was little and blamed my mothers death on me. He got abusive and his friend Passe took me away so I would be safe. During that time I was away, he studied holy magic, me learning black and basic white. I'm more of a spell binder. When he came back, he thought he was all that and decided that he could handle me.. He was gone for over six years. I hated him at that point, but he taught me all he knew.. and when I surpassed him he kicked me out after trying to pull some cheap crap again, but I was able to protect myself. I said some pretty nasty things to him and left just as he was kicking me out. After that I returned to Passe and the guys. Other things happened and I left because of it coming here. Passe was more of a father to me. After some things he told me I have been afraid of him ever since, and the boys seem to not really care. Come to think of it, I have two men, Kinn and Kasai, that are close enough to be guardians." She sighed a bit. "That's pretty much me in a nutshell, just the short version though." Trying to think about all she said, her words probably sounded stupid and jumbled up, but things were left out and not much detail was put into some events... So she wouldn't e surprised if she thought she was some nut.

'I once was in love and almost had a nice family... But something went terribly wrong.'