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 Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 2:37 am
> I think of myself as a person who brings a stop to fun. It's the reason why I hardly ever spend time with my friends outside the classroom.
I first observed it when we played volleyball. From afar, the game looked fun and exciting. The next day, when I played, I can see it in their eyes that their having a boring time. That's just my observation, though. I don't know what they're thinking while we were playing.
> I think that if I didn't wear my glasses in front of people, I'd be more confident.
Again, it's another observation. I can't see very far, and people within some range would be clear, but still a little blurry; anything farther than that would be a total blur. So, I used that 'blur' advantage to convince myself that there isn't anyone in the room besides me.
If I had my glasses, then I could see the people's expression as I deliver what I had to deliver (i.e. a song, speech, etc.) If they're bored, then it'll frighten me. I don't know why.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 11:39 am
I never really dated a guy in school, unless 20min at lunch still counts.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 3:03 pm
~I fantasize about brutally murdering the people I hate.
~I've never done anything remotely sexual (Not counting kissing my Boyfriend)
~I have serious anger issues and could possibly be pushed to murder if angry enough. I'm not kidding.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 5:46 pm
I sing in the shower. Lie, not lalas, I sing actual songs in the shower. I rattled off my part(the High Alto/Second Soprano) and the Soprano on the entire choir concert just a few hours ago.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 8:34 pm
1, i have the whole pokedex for every region memorized,
2, I got in a huge fight with my mom over snowpants XD
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 8:52 pm
I seriously believe that I have no religious freedom or choice, because of my Father's decision to Baptize me as an infant.
I fear that I am bound to Christianity by this baptismal oath that I had no intentions of making myself nor did my Father fulfill.
Surrogate faith. My. Fat. a**.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 8:55 pm
I have a secret crush on my friend's twin brother.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:04 pm
 Ǎииα Łєи¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○I'm jealous of my younger sister and enjoy seeing her fail, sometime.
I totally hate myself.
Even though I say I hate my mom for her never being in my life all I want is here to not give up on me. ¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:42 pm
Hm I have a few..
-I am afraid of the dark (I'm 20), but I can't sleep without the lights off.
-I can't stand my sister sometimes and I want to slap her.
-I love my best friend to death and I know she has her own life, but I get really jealous when she talks about her other friends and hangs out with them.
-Also, I find her annoying sometimes, but love her so much.
-There is a girl I have a crush on (not my best friend)..but I am too afraid to tell her.
-I used to be so messed up from my ex-fiance, that I cut myself, broke down a lot, treated everyone like crap around me, and practically became a heartless, zombified wench.
-I love to watch Sailor Moon and Hamtaro..still..
-I've been a butt to my dad sometimes, and I regret all the times I was.
-I honestly, can't stand dating a guy. Guys annoy me.
-I've played with guys hearts, and even though everyone made me try to feel shitty about it, I honestly don't care.
-I find sex..boring.
-I wish I were skinnier and sometimes think of starving myself (sometimes I actually do.)..Even though I really LOVE food.
-I say I really HATE beauty pageants, but honestly, I am really jealous that I ain't beautiful enough to win.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:55 pm
Ǎииα Łєи¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○I've dated my Ex-boyfriend's brother just to make him jealous.
I Have S.A.D so because of where I live I'm in a constant depression.
I stop talking for a whole year after my sister died.
I forget things a lot.
I hate my body so much!! ¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○¤○
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:59 pm
-I forget things a lot..also.
-I think everyone hates me, not to gain self-pity, but because some people in the past made me feel like I was so annoying and made me feel really shitty.
-I have to always think of some secret plan to make sure people who say like me actually do like me, without being obvious.
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 1:00 am
Of all the things I've been through in my life, I consider the week after my mom died to be the worst, not because my mom died, but because I had to deal with my family.
I, after vowing never to genuinely hate somebody, have found that I genuinely hate my dad's girlfriend.
I used to cut myself every night and try to drown myself when I was in 7th grade.
I'm part of a Harry Potter and a LOTR fanfiction site.
I still sleep with a Teddy Bear sometimes
I wish my dad had died instead of my mom
I like to pretend I'm somebody else, somewhere else, all the time.
I talk to myself A LOT
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 7:59 am
I hate it when people copy me. That's why I never discuss any of my hobbies or interests with my friends. Because I know if I tell them about it, the next day they'll be raving about it, saying that they were into it before it was cool or some crap, which isn't true.
I also hate when people don't give me credit. It's bad enough when someone copies me. But when they copy me and tell people that they discovered whatever it is they copied for themselves, well, that just pisses me straight the hell off.
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 2:49 pm
I get annoyed when people comment me on how emotional I am. That's how I am get over it.
I listen to bad pop music when I don't know what to listen.
I wanted to have plastic surgery just to look like everybody else.
I always underestimate myself.
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 12:39 pm
I'm done messing with people's hearts. :]
I'm proud to say I simply just ignore boys when they come up to me.
As in a flirtatious way. I'm cool with being friends with them.
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There's only one person in my life that I can tell absolutely everything to and not feel awkward around, or lame.
One person that really gets who I am as a person.
My mom does...but not like her. >.<
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