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Speaking of fun, what were you doing up so early this morning?! In here of all places (while sober ^_~ - I assume razz )! I'm not entirely sure what time zone you are in, I just assumed that you are near Kits - which means early!! Bah!

Ok, so hey, I promised on facebook a detailing of my trauma somewhere in the guild, so here it shall be:

So I went to Yaoi-con, as you may or may not have gathered already ^_~, and this year I even went to the bishounen auction, which was awesome. So awesome! There were tons I loved, but one I was utterly fascinated by, so when I updated my blog about it when I got home, he kinda got a starring role in the entry (even though he still came in second on my listing of most desirable bishounen - I am enamored with this guy more, yet I do not deny the magnitude of Lestat's appeal).

Yesterday I get home from sushi, to go on my xanga and see I have a message from this unknown account - I had noticed footprints on my account from it earlier, and it DID make me think of con because the account name was similiar to the guys auction name. But whatever, I can do coincidence. However the message pretty much states that he IS him, he stumbled on my entry, and he liked it and liked that I enjoyed his performance.

I am in OMFG mode, freaking out completely! If it's just some prank, I don't get it, I mean it's weeks later and frankly I only have one friend who reads my blog on any sort of regular basis anymore, Xanga has been abandoned long since by LJ and the like (it's still my home though). If, IF it is really him though, than omg, I feel like SUCH a dork. Positive enough reply or not, I still wrote some pretty fangirly awkward things - and I called him delicious (~_~). Yea, so I felt a bit ill, but I'm better. I mean so what if its really him? He lives far away, and he wasn't angry right? Even flattered. So I can live with it, I still feel like such a dweeb, but whatever. I kept my sushi down, s'all that matters at $10 a roll (which actually isn't that bad) xd .

Oh yea, and almost EVERYONE took that status as literal and not a figurative expression of my inner emotional turmoil, so don't feel pride wounded at all biggrin .

Haha *shudders*...yea I never went to bed with work to do. I just can't get up earlier than I have to even to save my own life. If I have to be somewhere at 7 I will get up at 6:45 (or whatever amount of time I need to get ready in 5 and travel), but if I have to be somewhere at 9 and have about an hour of work to do I just won't get up until 8:45, I can't motivate myself. So if I stay up all night I stay up all night, I just can't rise early and finish anything in the morning.

I did comment back, and to the comment I got after that, it's stayed pretty generic thus far, which good. I don't want it to go anywhere, but ugh, so ashamed!! And curious I’ll admit. Hahaha.

Yea I never got another blogging site. Facebook is for networking, DA for poetry and comics (crappy comics), I still am figuring out what gaia is for - haha, and xanga my one and only blog. And now I have an ff.net account for my fic, that I REALLY need to go update. The only things I have multiples of are email accounts. My main account and a spam account (and until I graduated a school account), however I'm thinking of making a new main. While my school account was my main I allowed my "permanent" main to get too cluttered with crap, and at&t just doesn't have an adequate spam filter. So I might keep that (just because it's my oldest - and so if people from way back ever want to find me, I'll still be there - also, I like at&t as my homepage anyhow, so I know I‘ll still keep an eye on it) and go make a gmail account or something. Also I want something that's a bit more professional sounding than either account that I have now.

I know, the coincidental nature of it IS kind of cool, as dumb as I feel. Seems too random and unlikely to be a prank - but can the world really be THAT small?!

Oh I can't sleep during the day either, so if I cut out sleep time at night to do work, than I just lose out on that sleep. I mean I am practically an insomniac anyways (though been getting better as of late), so a lost night or two in the grand scheme of things isn't all that different from the amount of sleep I get anyhow.

Probably more curious than ashamed, I may hey, I probably wouldn't be offended if someone called me delicious either. I'd love to be delicious! ^_~

Haha...well my ff.net link (well the specific fic) is posted in dreams, I assume you already found that. I did post my DA link somewhere around here for Kits already, so that won't be too hard to track down I imagine. Oh I have a youtube site as well, I don't think it's linked anywhere, however there are videos up on my facebook (or linked to in various photo albums) so it would be possible to track it down. Might require a bit more digging than one may want to invest the time in though. However I don't think I link to my xanga anywhere - so good luck with that one. I will definitely be afraid of your mad stalking skills if you end up there!

Although, for a specific reason, you should be able to find my xanga account pretty easily. I won't give you a bigger hint than that, but if you find all my other sites, it'll be pretty obvious what I mean (I think so anyhow).

I-I found you...And it was so simple.

You made it sound like it would be an epic adventure! You lied to me!! Lol

Haha my myspace died as well, not that I ever used it. Just had it to talk to a friend, and now that friend is off there so it's pointless to go back.

I'm just looking around lol exploring. Wondering what this xanga is. Oh Lithuanian...Mine is...English?

Yea I had to do that from my instant messengers, it's like your name is always taken on those things. >>

@Karma - Haha...except for almost every account I have being Lithuanian, and the name on my myspace account being Latin (Invictus, it translates into Invincible, now that they are making a movie by that title - and quoting my most absolute favorite poem ever in the trailer, it's under the same name, it's a pretty old poem though, very inspirational I think - you should know this razz ) yea, most of my stuff is English too. By most, I mean my other Gaia account and my email addresses ^_~. Although my photobucket account might be under my name (sort of) as well - though I don't know that "Gail" is an English name, my last name certainly isn't (it's German).

Yea, about half of the names I want to use on aim have been taken, half haven't. It's a toss. Like JalopiesJinxerz (which I don't use anymore - not really, it's linked to my main but always invisible) didn't need any numbers added to the end ^_~

@Kits - Yea, he probably would - but a good rule of thumb for facing those problems, for me, is that consensual relationships usually flip dominance from time to time.

And yes, I think age of consent, especially with close together in age (like 19 and 17, come on) are also grey as well. I mean how do you tell a person, no, actually despite your beliefs you are NOT competent. And really, how can you magically be an adult at 16/17/18 (depending on which state you are in)? I think Loveless seems more extreme because it has such a high emphasis on sex, which most series featuring the 18 and under protagonists do not.

I was pretty sure you were both in AZ and frequently saw each other offline ^_~. And we aren't on daylight savings time, we are on standard now, so wouldn't that mean we are the same time this time of year? Or do you mean our daylight savings time is what syncs up with your normal/always time?

If it's really him it kind of is, random and embarrassing, but yea awesome. And no, it's totally possible, it's just - seems too unlikely to be true? I mean what are the chances? Do I want to believe in those chances?

Lithuania actually makes it into Hetalia (and yes, it's on my fail list fyi)?! Yay! It's by Russia, Latvia and the like - anyhow it means joke whore. I wish I was fluent, but alas no, my mom didn't bother teaching us when we were kids and it's not necessarily the easiest language to learn. I can say hello, grandma, I love you (usually use those in conjunction) as well as please, bad, no and maybe a few other phrases (like Juokas Kurvas - I looked those up though, never had context in which to use those with the family ^_~).

Ketz is pretty awesome, so glad you managed to stake it.