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 Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 3:00 am
[I'm going to get some sleep >< rp with ya tomorrow!]
Sadness embraced Devon's features as he heard Jackie choke back the sorrow that her body desperately wanted to let out. With light steps, he felt his way into the bathroom, feeling the fluorescent lights on his skin, and walked to Jackie.
"You're allowed to cry in front of me, Jackie. It will make you feel better," he softly stated as he ran his hand down her arm and grabbed the cloth out of her hand. He simply dropped it on the floor and enveloped Jackie in a comforting hug, allowing her to spill her emotions out in his embrace.
"And even if it is over, there are still those who care for you including myself. So after you cry, promise me you'll get back on your feet," he assured as he ran a hand through her short hair.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 3:19 am
 Jackie hugged Devon’s torso tightly and cried into his shoulder she shook with sadness and despair. She was completely ruined. He was taller than she and she knew it, but she could usually carry herself in such a way as to at least command as much of a presence as he did. Now it was as if some one had striped her of all of her dignity, she was short and thin and awkward, and boney. Not beautiful or even handsome. She longed to be handsome.
Her constant vigorous exercising in times of stress made her body skinny and slightly muscular, but only slightly. She couldn't help it. She would have to eat like Michel Phelps or something if she wanted to gain a lot of weight considering her lifestyle.
The girl sobbed into Devon's soft comforting shoulder. It was hard to reign herself in and she didn't think she could even if she tried. This was too much for her to take. "I-I-I'm sorry..." She cried disappointed in herself for getting this emotional. "He- He threatened her or something; he won't let her see me... Her book-s" She breathed hard. "Her books need to get fini-shed" She swallowed hard and kept crying. “If we- I stayed with her… I bet.” She paused her breathing shaky. “I t-think they wouldn’t pub-lish et.” She was trying to think of a better reason than what she knew most likely had happened.
Most likely than not her father’s people had just asked Erika’s family nicely not to speak to the Frost family ever again; specifically not to talk to Jackie. They had probably paid them and paid for something that the family wanted. Erika probably had a new relation ship by now. She didn’t want to talk to her. She didn’t want anything to do with her. {Edited}
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 3:29 am
Elaine Electric Dinosaur 
Pheebe smiled when he put his arm around her waist. She liked this kid, he was someone she could easily get used to. She led the way to the roof, admiring the nicly designed hallways. once they got up there she felt the cold. "Burr." She said and walked right to the edge. Seeing she could jump down from there a huge smile came across her face. She looked down and counted the stories. 5! 'Is 5 enough to die?' She thought and relized it rhymed. She wanted nothing more than to jump off this roof right now, but stopped herself because Andrew was there. She wasnt mean like that. 'Maybe instead of drowing in the pool, why not jump off the roof?' Pheebe thought to herself. She was nothing more than a worthless drug addict, why not.
Nathen laughed when she said she let him win. "sure sure" He said laughing. He hadnt had this much fun in the longest time. He knew it was because his sister was back in his life, the best thing ever.
Summer giggled and got up out of the water to take her turn on the diving board. "So, how old are you?" she asked not sure, but he looked around her age but she could be wrong she was usually. She started cllimbing the stairs up to the high-dive she loved jumping from the highest diving board when she was swimming, it always seemed more fun. Comment me?
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 7:41 am
Elaine Electric Dinosaur Pheebe smiled at him. "I like being around you too." She kept looking into his eyes, they were so beautifull. She sighed and laid her head back on his chest. "You're dads smart." Pheebe said smiling. She knew she was giving up. She knew she was weak. But she didn't want to do this no more. "I wish i could be smart like him." She said softly. She looked at him with a smirk. She lifted her head up smiling, and kind of blushing. "I don't want to regret not kissing you if i get my way." Pheebe whispered in his ear, then kissed him softly on the lips. Then she laid her head back on his chest. Why not leave an impression?
((no, i love long post!]] [[I like long posts too =DD ]] Andrew was taken a little by surprise when she kissed him. He kinda stopped where he was, even though he was laying down on a blanket in the cold snow with her. Everything just sorta came short, his breath stopped for a moment and he looked down to her. It was his first kiss in a long time, he had forgotten how good it felt to kiss a girl. Not that he had kissed any guys at all. Andrew was a little bit of a homophobic,"I guess he wasn't too smart." he said with a small laugh,"He was trampled by a ******** stampede of his own fans, that his guards couldn't even hold back..." he said thinking about it a little more, and at the same time revealing a little more about his fathers job and his death. His dad's funeral was coming up soon and he wanted to go and he would do anything to go. Even if it meant breaking out of the mental institute. His mind drifted to thoughts about his mother and how he wondered if she might be there. He prayed to god that if he got to go that he wouldn't have to face her. Andrew wasn't sure at this point he could handle seeing his mother cry or her glare."You are smart Pheebe. You came here didn't you? Why do you want to kill yourself anyway?" he asked her, Andrew wanted to get to the heart of the problem fast. In a way he cared about her, even though they had just met he didn't want her to go and end her life. Andrew thought that everyone had their own destiny and for her to cut her destiny so short? It wasn't worth it. They were all here to get better and make a fresh start. Find their place, somewhere they belonged. The thought of the drugs that that girl had had with her was in the back of his mind, I thought they would have searched her like they did to me when I came in... he thought to himself ...I need to stay as far away from them as I can... but... I want to have that crank so badly.. The need for the drugs came back to his body. Andrew's hands started to shake a little and he closed his eyes a moment and opened them, trying hard to hide the fact that he wanted to forget and just shoot himself up with some heroin or something. He opened his eyes, his baby blues glistened in the little bit of light that shone out from the snowing clouds in the sky. The snow still falling softly on his face kept melting just as soon as they hit,"D-do you want t-to build a sn-sn-snowman?" he asked Pheebe, his voice shaking a little. His want for drugs was strong but he had to do something to get his mind away from the thought. [[ EDIT... I added more =]] lol ]]
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 12:35 pm
((y'all typed alot when i was asleep and had to finish cleaning my room; that was alot to read.]]
Pheebe closed her eyes. "Nah, i bet he was smart. He lived a fun life right? Did what he wanted to do with himself. Just because he died doesnt mean he was dumb." Pheebe sighed and closed her eyes. She was really cold, but laying next to Andrew kept her semi warm. 'How am i supposed to explain everything to him?' Pheebe thought to herself. It was all extremly confussing.
"Because the only thing that completed me since my parents divorsed was Nathen and drugs. Then my Mother forced me to move in with my Father due to my drug use. I wanted to quit, so i did. But my Father refused to send me back to my Mothers house. So i was nothing. I had no Nathen, i had no drugs. My faimly is incomplete, and my heart is broken. So basicly i started trying to kill myself, because i was nothing anymore. I had left drugs, and i had left my brother. Nothing was right. Yea i'm with my brother, but after this year ima have to move back with my Father. So i'll be incomplete again. I'd rather die when i'm semi-complete than when i lose everything again." Pheebe said softly, painfully.
Pheebe heard what he said about the snowman and smiled. She looked around the roof to debate it their was enough snow, there was. Pheebe got up and started making the first ball for the snow man. "Come on!" Pheebe cheered smiling. She loved snowmen, she loved them alot.
Nathen smiled as she did a dive. "I'm 17." He called out as he looked around the pool area. There was a door that led to showers and a spa. He'd have to visit the spa. He also could see a hottub near the door to the spa. He'd deffinably visit that. It would be a amazing place for a makeout. He'd also have to do that. He looked at Summer again. He loved her name, it was adorble. She had a hot body, deffinably a plus. This whole place was getting better and better. He had Pheebe, hot girls, and a hottub. Who cares about the councling and tutoring. This place was worth it.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 12:38 pm
Devon patiently listened to Jackie blubber on, trying to put all of the noises together to form words, and when silence overcame her once again, save for the sobs that racked her body, he tried rubbed small comforting circles on her back, trying to understand how she felt at that moment. He had never had a love before, and his parents would never blackmail someone else into not talking to him. I guess I don't need to understand it, thought, he concluded as he rested his chin on her head. I just have to help her get through it is all...
"I think that if she really wanted to get her books published," he started as spoke into her hair, "then she would find a way to get it done no matter who was there with her. And if she really wanted to be with you, I don't think a little threat from your dad would make her veer off of the path to what she really wanted. Even if it was a serious threat, she would have done anything in her power to stay with you.
"When you get out of here, or even when you're in here, I believe that you'll find someone that will make you feel better and will never cause tears to run down your pretty face ever again."
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 1:02 pm
Jackie shook her head. He didn't understand at all. "Y-you don't know... Senit-itor Frost. The majority leader. is my fath-er. " She said trying to hold it together long enough to explain. "H-he just can do this... He can. Erika's family... They won’t risk Their comp-pany for a ch-childhood romance..." She kept her eyes closed tight he had no idea the span of her father's power. She had failed to comply with his wishes and had been sent into obscuria where no one would be able to find her.
"He's selfish, and bigoted." She insulted the old man, pulled away; her sobs coming to an end. Her sadness was replaced with anger and she needed to calm down or risk hurting herself by accident. Careful hands turned on the warm water in the sink and she splashed her face washing off the remaining dark smudges of her makeup. She didn't say anything, to angry to make a PC statement. She wanted to tell him that she wasn't pretty but didn't want him to think that she had a negative self image. He would only try and make her think otherwise.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 1:14 pm
[[ haha... sorry XDD I got bored. and I'm playing rock band on expert with a friend so it might be a little for me to post XD ]]
"haha yeah I guess he did have a fun life. Or well.. from what I heard on the news he did have a fun one." he said to her. Then Andrew laid there quietly and listened to her explaining just about everything there was to explain to him, or at least it seemed like it. When she was finished he hopped up with her and as soon as she spoke again he smiled, she appeared to be a lot more happy than before. He actions and voice had cheered up, her face looked a little brighter and her smile was too. He got up and started to make a huge ball for the bottom,"Hey I have the bottom ball... ok?" he said knowing that it would get heavy to roll, and he didn't know how or if she would be strong enough to roll it huge.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 1:40 pm
"Fine, i'll make the head. How big are we making this thing?" Pheebe asked still rolling the ball. Her hands were really cold due to the snow. "Burr." she said again, starting to shake. She shoulda wore gloves. She figured she made the head a good size, but looked at Andrews and had to make it a little bigger.
After she declaired the head big enough, she walked to the edge and leaned against the rail. She looked at the rooftops and smiled. New York city's skyline was beautifull. She started singing to herself, 'You'll be the anchor that hold me on the grounds, i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds' by Mayday Parade. She had entered her own little world for a second.
((gah, my soon to be bf dedicated a song to me. but the guy who wrote the song wrote two versions of it. One is "will you be my valintine will you tell me you'll be mine" and the one i kinda like more because its hilarious goes "will you ******** yourself tonoght will you suck my d**k and die" and i feel bad cause i always end up singing the worse version. rock band; i suck at it. have fun!]]
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 1:41 pm
Devon nodded his head, listening to her problems, and realized that she hadn't understood what he meant. "Yes, but as I said, if Erika or whatever her name is, isn't even willing to tell you that there's a way to get out of it, or if she's not saying that she can't get out of it but that she still loves you, then someone like her doesn't deserve you," he explained as he felt her twist in his arms to wipe her face off of the tears with warm water.
He went on to say, "In a year, you'll be eighteen I'm guessing; therefore, you won't need to worry about your father anymore. You may be able to try with Erika again, or find love in an other woman and have no fear of your dad ruining things, so look on the bright side of things and just try and see what the single life is like with a smile. It isn't that bad."
After Devon grew silent, he began to wonder if what he had said made any sense or offered any consolation in the least. If not, at least my being her friend will hopefully bring her mood up a bit, he wished as he blinked to give moisture to his sightless eyes.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 2:01 pm
Jackie looked into the mirror and sighed deeply. "I wish it was that easy..." She said but for her it really was not. Her life was a delicate dance through and around the political goings on of her family. She had to stay out of sight and out of mind, but she could not disappear completely and she could not be interesting. If she was to different than the story would no longer be on her father but on her and that would ruin everything.
She had no jobs lined up, no diploma, and no past jobs to return to, she couldn't make it out on her own yet, she would need to return home, at least for a time when she was to be released one year from now.
"ug. I hate being single. It's like I don't have anything to live for. No one to kiss or cuddle, no one to share secrets with... a whole year trapped in a tower? This is going- .... A whole life trapped in a tower..." She frowned and looked down at the white tiled floor. Contemplating. "Maybe if I call her again? We can talk this over?" She asked hope in her voice. She was tricking herself into feeling something false, but at least she was hopeful.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 3:28 pm
Aislin finished her round of dancing, completely worn out. She unpluged her ipod, got herself a glass of water, and headed back to her room. She changed into some comfortable clothes, a pair of black cotton shorts and a pink cami. "Let's see if I can find anyone else..." She said quietly to herself. Down the hall she noticed that there was a door open, and she could hear voices coming from inside. She knocked on it, and waited for an answer.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 3:50 pm
Jack looked up when she heard a knock at the door. she stepped around Devon to peek her head out of the bathroom, then approached and opened the door to see a girl about her height and age standing there. She had long pretty soft looking brown hair in the normal popular style and wore normal upper-class lounging clothes.
"Can I help you?" Jackie asked. She knew that she looked a mess but there was nothing she could do about it. Her voice was still a little off and she had not recovered fully, but she could function, at least. Her thin white tang top hugged her chest tightly and was a little wet from the water she had splashed on her face and neck. Her skin was flushed and her eyes blood shot.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 4:04 pm
Aislin bit her lip. "Actually, I thought I heard crying, and I wanted to see if I could help." She explained, giving the girl a small smile. "I didn't mean to come at an unopportune moment. If you want me to leave, I will, no problem with that." Aislin added.
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Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 4:14 pm
Jackie shook her head "It's fine. Come in." She turned, leaving the door open. "What's your name?" She asked as she sat down on the bed and crossed her legs. She seemed some what brightened by the presence of a pretty girl in the room. The redness in her eyes was going down and her breathing was regular, even her voice was now smooth and low like normal.
"My name's Jackie; call me Jack. And my good friend, who's room we are intruding in, is named Devon." She gestured to the blind boy. "He is the kindest person here so please treat him with all of your respect.” She would have no one hurting Devon. He was much too sweet.
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