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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:37 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "I'll...try.." that was certainly something easier said than done... but he did his best.         
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:38 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "I want you to get yourself excited, just with mental images in your head.  Work yourself up, like your about to..." It took a second for Timothy to say it. "...masterbate."
 "Just work yourself up a bit..."
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:41 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Okay, that was not what he was expecting.  His eyes shot open.  "I... "  he cleared his throat.  "I don't know, thats kind of... awkward.  I mean.... wow."
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 "I was just hopping I could kiss you or something and see if... if it did anything for me."
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:44 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Timothy shot to a bit of attention.  "I mean... I guess we could.  I just figured... a kiss can feel really good no matter what."  Timothy had no doubt that most guys could enjoy a kiss from another guy, especially if they didn't know at first.  He didn't figure that was a very good test.
 Timothy shrugged. "I wanted to see what went through your mind when you were really trying to get off.  I just... thought it'd be a better test."
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:46 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "Well, I mean... I've already kind of.. done that test.  You know.. Cass and I don't live together or anything...."  Vasile blushed and looked away.         
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:48 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "Recently though?" Timothy supressed a grin and pulled himself closer. "And then what were you thinking about?"
 Timothy just figured, when a man was left to his own devices, with no outside influences, he'd picture the most attractive thing to him.  Timothy had spent many nights picturing Vasile like that.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:50 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "You know.. lots of things.  I think back to the times Cass and I were together.  Or movies I've done.  But I keep getting... images.. flashes.  Ambrose, or Jamal.  I usually try to just...stop being so visual and just focus on the feeling, I guess..."  His tail curled tighter into his lap.         
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:52 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "It sounds like you already knew before comming here..." Timothy shrugged. "It also just sounds like what you really wondered was what a kiss with a guy would feel like."
 Timothy pulled himself closer, gone was the unsure musician that had came to the island.  He'd grown more sure of himself, and more sure of his sexuality.
 
 "It's not something to be ashamed of..." Timothy pulled Vasile's face close to his. "Just do what feels natural to you."
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:55 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Vasile's tail began to twitch.  "Maybe.  You know.  Sometimes you just gotta try things...right?  I mean, there have been things I've read about in GQ and went I tried it was like 'okay that wasn't for me' or like... 'DAMN i really like that!' you know.. so I figured it might be easier for me to welll, you know..."
 Vasile looked deep into his eyes as he rambled.  "Well, you know..."  And with that he took a breath and leaned forward, putting his lips againt Tim's.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 3:58 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Timothy pulled Vasile close to him, wrapping his arms around him without so much as thinking about it.  He'd been waiting for this moment for a long time.
 His tongue slid from his mouth and into Vasile's... atleast as much as possible considering the state of their changes.  He held the kiss there for as long as Vasile let him.  Worried that perhaps this was some awful teasing dream.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:00 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Vasile was bit stiff at first, not knowing what to expect.  But Tim wrapped his arms around him and he let himself relax, slowly starting to return the kiss.  Vasile's claws twisted only painfully in the fur on his tail to keep it still and free from twitching.  That and Vasile had not idea what to do his hands.  No feminine hips.. no breasts...
 He kissed back for a good long moments before finally pulling back, looking at Tim questioningly.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:03 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "Well... ummm... what did you think?" Timothy asked.  Honestly.
 "How did you... do you... feel about that?" he sounded a bit more unsure again.  He was still dreading some negative reaction at the whole situation.  That would make this one horrible dream.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:05 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Vasile shrugged.  "It was...nice.  You know.. like, it didn't feel gross or anything.  Just..different.  But I couldn't really say if that was because you're a guy or because you're, you know.. have furry lips like me."  Vasile gave him a soulful smile.  "I don't know if that really.. helps answer my questions or not.  I guess if I can at least kiss a guy and not be driven away that says... something?"         
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:10 am 
 
 
                        
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			            "Maybe... but honestly a kiss is just a kiss.  For most guys, it's very much about the physical side of things.  Honestly, as much as I'd love to be able to sort this out for you, I'm not sure I have the answers your looking for." Timothy rummaged around under his bed for something as he talked.
 "Or you already have the answers, and your just sort of scared to admit them." Timothy shoved a magazine into Vasile's hands.  "I asked for this when I... really started dealing with that side of myself.  Just, borrow it for a bit."
 
 The magazine is a rolled up copy of Playgirl.
 
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                     Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 4:13 am 
 
 
                        
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			            Vasile took the magazine and swallowed.  "Yeah, okay... uh, thanks I guess."
 He got up, looking awkward.  "I think your wrong about a kiss is just a kiss thing.  I can promise you a few months ago, I would have rather pulled out my toenails than make out with a guy."
 
 He started to the door.  "But that... I kind of liked.   Too bad we couldn't try more out.  I thought you, know.. if anyone..."
 
 He frowned.  "Of course I shouldn't have assumed you'd be that easy.  That kind of looks bad to you I guess.  Sorry abuot that.  I guess I'll you around."
 
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