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 Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 9:08 am
I begin to understand why I don't like Real life anymore.
Life was me is a black hole. every so often Id feel like I should end all life in me. To spare the pain I feel.
Who would be hurt? Prolly only my parents and family.
Other then that? nobody.
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 9:19 am
Great Kane I begin to understand why I don't like Real life anymore. Life was me is a black hole. every so often Id feel like I should end all life in me. To spare the pain I feel. Who would be hurt? Prolly only my parents and family. Other then that? nobody.   
Dude. That's not safe. D:
I was like that too, for a long time. In fact, when Kurai enacted the Mass Ban and took a break form the last Ria High, I sank into a 2-month depression.
Kinda stupid if I look back on it now. O:
But it made me feel like it's not a matter of 'like' or 'dislike' but of 'survival.'
You possess a life right now. Millions of people who are sick or dying -- they desperately want to have that life which you're contemplating of ending. That really makes you think twice, doesn't it?
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 10:20 am
You also have to consider that, for the most part, life is a pendulous fall.
As told in the song by Kamelot.
It swings one way, but it'll eventually come around to the other side.
Come to think of it,
the song 'Pendulous Fall' is really about a guy who'd talked himself out of suicide...
=/
Yeah, you might argue that life has little or no purpose or meaning-
but what does that have to do with anything?
You suck it up,
tell it go ******** itself,
and you make a meaning out of life.
If you don't feel like you have any value-
then you make yourself valuable.
Really, if you're just going to give up,
that would be just plain ungrateful.
You have a life, so make use of it.
It's like getting a hunk of wood,
or a floating turd for a birthday present.
Put a little flag on it and float it down a river.
Run after it.
s**t, if you throw it away,
What do you have?
Less than what you started with.
Sometimes, having nothing but s**t is better than nothing at all.
At least you can salvage something, or make good use of even the cruddy things.
You shouldn't let yourself get dragged along.
Granted, sometimes you just don't have the freedom.
But to think that it'll just keep getting worse without end is really just illogical.
I think I made a post for Celeste that you could use.
I read a few secondary documents on the philosophies of Seneca and Nietzsche.
It's really useful, in my opinion, to read whenever you're suffering difficult times.
Back when I was a wreck, having read that gave me the morale I didn't just need for that moment,
but something I'd carry with me for the rest of my life.
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 10:27 am
Life is worth living
No matter what is going wrong
You gotta get through the bad times
& live for the good times
There's always something to look forward to
We're all pretty young
There's so much time
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 10:31 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 10:56 am
::sinks into a depression f or causing depression from the mass banning::
 Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 70 mil in funds! heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:00 am
::sinks into a depression because of the depression caused by the depression of the depression of the mass banning::
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:07 am
OH HOW THEMIGHTY HAVE FALLEN :: sinks sinks sinsknsinsisnksisnsknsk::
Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 70 mil in funds! heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:18 am
SPAZZ WHERE R U, WE HAS STARS TO GIVE OUT >: *
Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 70 mil in funds! heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:19 am
Kya~!
Kurry~!!!!!
Are you still making that game? O:
I loved the first chapter so much... ;___; Why haven't you updated it since?
*sobs*
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:21 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:24 am
WRONG SPAZZ ::Throws sushi at 99th::
@Riyo: ye----yeah Im still making the game... Just. uhh : D....
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UHH...
School + laziness ;___;.
I have been working on it though. I didn't think the first chapter was that great >_>;;
Also I should really really work on Nandinels Monster event.
Care for anyone help me to come up with various monster and their description and attacks? I have an idea for Dice play for this one : D
Artists~ Help me bring my RPGMaker2000 project to life, over 70 mil in funds! heart
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:25 am
99th Fallen Life is worth living
No matter what is going wrong
You gotta get through the bad times
& live for the good times
There's always something to look forward to
We're all pretty young
There's so much time I second that. Though, we shouldn't waste time by prolonging our search for our potential and purpose in life.
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:29 am
*Goes to the corner with sushi*
I am a spazz...
super good spazz too
.......loser
=P
*nibble nibble*
Yay Sparky agreed!
Hello and nice to meet you ;D
Kurai you really should try to make the
Welcome New Members Thread again
More new people keep springing up
& It's making my head spin
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:32 am
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