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 Posted: Tue Oct 07, 2008 11:49 pm
"Exactly." Muraki replied, smirking once more. "Why would you think me to have changed in that regard over the years, hmm?"
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This caused Muraki to look at him curiously once more. "What need is a gentleman?" the teen asked, closing his eyes again and sighing. "They're just a name... nothing special..."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 8:36 am
"Wishful thinking, perhaps?" He grins, opening one eye.
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"Muraki-san, that's not true." He whispers, just looking down at the other boy. "I want to be honorable, especially when it comes to you."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 12:42 pm
"You know you like that aspect." Muraki replied knowingly, sitting down in a nearby chair. "Besides... you wouldn't have me any other way, ne?"
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Strangely, for a moment, it seemed that Muraki was his normal, every day self.
And not drunk off his a**.
"What's honorable about hiding what you feel?" he whispered, looking up at Oriya steadily.
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 3:25 pm
"Perhaps~" Still teasing his friend, reaching for his hand lightly.
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He inhales a little, frowning. "Well, that depends on the situation." Trying to backpedal a little, feeling awfuk (but truth be told also hopeful). "But I'm not keeping secrets, just being... tactful."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 4:26 pm
Muraki rose an eyebrow, moving his hand to allow Oriya to grasp it. "Is there something you're not tell me... Oriya-kun?"
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"You're trying to hide who you really are." the teen replied honestly. "Why do you think I wanted to test my tolerance?"
Muraki smirked slightly, "I wanted you to get drunk with me."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 4:55 pm
"I'm teasing you, sensei." He smiles, looking at his friend. "Don't worry."
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"To what end, Muraki-san?" Frowning, he's genuinely confused. He thinks he's doing the right thing by keeping his attraction to the other boy quiet. He's told him it exists, but he shouldn't be acting on it, right?
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 5:08 pm
Smiling softly, Muraki nodded. "Alright then." he whispered, holding onto Oriya's hand gently. "You just delight in goading me, don't you?"
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"To whatever end it came to." Muraki replied.
It had all been his plan, after all...
He wasn't as naive as he usually came across as being.
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 5:54 pm
"You're easy to tease." He laughs a little. "And you take yourself awfully seriously sensei."
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Still, it feels like Muraki doesn't really understand. Oriya frowning deeper. "And if I lost control?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 5:59 pm
(((OOC: Tomokazu Seki-san... the only man I've ever heard... do a one man Seme/Uke yaoi scene in front of an entire crowd of people... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7e-NUyEG27g&feature=related ROCK ON SEKI-SAN!))) ~ ~ ~ "Of course I do." the man replied, as if it were obvious. "Then again, I've always had you around to make sure I can laugh... ne?" ~ ~ ~ The teen shook his head, eye closed. "It wouldn't matter..." he whispered softly. Muraki sighed. "It wouldn't matter... because I trust you..." heart
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:12 pm
"Absolutely." He smiles softly. "And I always will be."
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"Don't you see, Muraki-san... I want to be deserving of that trust. I don't want to take advantage of you or do anything that I'm not sure you want." He brushes Muraki's hair back, cupping his cheek some. "I promised you you would be safe."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:19 pm
'Not if I make a mistake like this again...' he thought, sighing.
Muraki leaned his head back in the chair, closing his eyes.
He said nothing... afraid to speak...
Afraid to voice a promise that he couldn't keep.
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"I am safe..." Muraki replied, his grey eye opening as he turned his face into Oriya's touch. "It doesn't matter... it's you... I'll always be safe here... with you... Oriya-kun."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:27 pm
"Sensei, what is it...?" Quietly. Pushing himself up to go to his friend's side, suddenly worried about him.
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He leans down and brushes his lips over Muraki's forehead, lightly, with a sigh. "That's the point, you see..." He whispers.
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:31 pm
"Oriya-kun! You're supposed to stay still." Muraki scolded, moving so as to allow for Oriya to sit on his lap and rest against him. "Nothing's wrong... I simply suppose I have a conscience after all."
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Muraki blushed even more. "I don't see..." the teen whispered. "All I see is you, Oriya-kun... No matter what you do... I'll be safe in your arms..."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:56 pm
"Of course you do, sensei." He smiles a little, curling up on him, lips on his neck lightly. "That's my job as well."
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He growled a little under his breath, frustrated. "What do you want of me, Muraki-san? If it's simply to make me happy... I'm happy enough, like this. I don't want this to be one-sided, if it ever happens."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 6:59 pm
Muraki laughed, "To be my conscience?" he asked, closing his eyes again.
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Being drunk did have it's advantages...
Sure, his speed was a bit slow, and his words not always making sense, even to him...
But his thoughts...
His actions...
While impaired... were hardly influenced.
Muraki sat up, the teen looking straight into Oriya's eyes for a moment.
At least until he pushed his friend to the futon, claiming Oriya's mouth in a fiery kiss.
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