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Kim was shocked for a few moments, also wanting to break away from him due to his back but didnt, sure his back wassensitive alittle but he didnt want to scare the other again. He wraped his arms around the the hybrid and held him, letting up on the crying a bit but still wasnt completely and yet was able to keep himself calm some what so he could talk..

"It's alright for you to be afraid, anyone would be really, not many people would know how to act around a person who was...well who had something happen to them like I did. It is understandable you would feel like this but I was willing to give you up if it meant making sure you were alright, it isnt right having you go through this when its my problem.

You have been so good to me, I know it seems odd falling for someone soon after the incident but I cant help but do so. I would of known if you were a bad person because Drake wouldnt of let you anywhere near me if he thought you would hurt me and I trust him with my life.

I just want to stay with you, I know I have a hard road ahead of me but I just want to be with you while I get over this, I dont think I could really make it without you." Kim said to the hybrid as he held him a little tighter "so of course I forgive you, I promise I will try and get over this, I just want to stay by you."

He said as he bit his lip in thought a little before continuing "I would also like you to touch my back, I know it seems odd but it might help in some way. I dont want to scare you anymore so I promise to not pull away from you when you do touch my back, I might tense a little or maybe even wince but please dont be scared.

I will stay hugging you or whatever but I promise to not do what I did today. I never want anyone to hurt you or make you scared, I especially dont want me to do it to you, I love you so much Vahn, I never want to lose you." Kim said as he pulled back a little and smiles softly at him, ignoring the tears streaming down his face still "you will never be an idiot to me, you will always be, as cliché as this sounds, an angel to me, I swear that to you now."

He said sincerly as he lent in and kissed the hybrid tenderly on the lips, thanking god that he still had his boyfriend, hoping some day they can be more as he just wanted to keep him a part of his life forever.

Kim softly and lightly giggled "thank you and I can promise I can get over this but as for the praise I think that might be a little bit harder to do, no use making promises I cant keep. I guess I can try and cut down on the praise? Besides, it is warranted, always has been, my sweet hybrid just isnt used to it." He said as he placed on hand on the hybrids cheek and caresssed it, stroaking it with his thumb "I cant wait for Amon to grow up, hes going to simply adore you as much as I do when he gets older and knows a bit more."

Kim said to the hybrid, knowing that Amon was going to love his mother greatly, Amon wouldnt be able to think nothing but the best about the hybrid, he was going to have two loving parents, just what any child would want. Sure, Kim knew Amons original parents loved him greatly but as Amon now lived here he wanted to give Amon the best of everything if he could and that meant two loving parents in a 'family' enviroment.

Kim started to laugh a little bit as he though and softly sighed after a little bit "you know, we will be grandparents as well some day, it isnt a laughing matter, you have done very well getting to know and getting a handle on Amon. But, you will have grandchildren some day, I hope you will be able to handle a few grandkids running around the place sweetheart" he said as he hugged the other once more.

True, off subject slightly but Amopn wasan important factor in their lives, he couldnt exactly not leave him out when the hybrid had been great with him. Kim closed his eyes and thought about their family, it was strangeto think he had everything he wanted, true he almost lost Vahn but even he would of been stubborn and tried to get him back if he had lost him.

However he was now happy with his life for the most part, great friends, a loving boyfriend, their own beautiful son, how couldnt he be happy? now that he and Vahn had gotten over this hurdle he knew it couldnt be much harder now, he just had to get his back healedor at least a littlebit moew and so he decided to go see Drake later to see if he could help.

Kim chuckled softly which then mealted into a happy murr as he dried his eyes "I guess these grandchildren of ours will be spoilt rotten" he said as he reluctantly pulled away and turned on the car, making their way home.

((Care to fast foward the drive?))

Kim pulled the small leaver up for the trunk and got out of the car, shutting the door and walked around to the back of the car where Vahn was and kissed his cheek. "Thank you sweetheart" he said as he opened the trunk, reached in and pulled out a small box of chocolates and left the other stuff alone. "For us to snack on, it wont be till around 7pm till dinner if ready so we might as well have something to tie us over while we sit cuddling on the couch" he said as he wait for the hybrid to get the rest of the shopping.

Kim chuckled softly as he put an arm through the hybrids "though I wonder how much 'torment' im going to have to endure with that cute tail of yours before dinner is ready." He said to the other teasingly as they made their way back to the guest house, cuddling onto the hybrid, pleased to be home, pleased to also be able to have a nice romantic dinner with his boyfriend also.

"All we need now is the wine but Muraki has a celler full of that, im pretty sure he wont mind us having a bottle, hes pretty generous, especially if its for a good cause which ours is. Knowing Muraki he will probably think the same, he is a sucker for romance so I will get the dinner on and open up the chocolates for us to snack on and then go and get the wine."

He said to the other, wanting to make tonight perfect, he just hoped Amon wontbe to much trouble for Tala. Sure Amon was a good kid but still he wasnt sure what their son was like, he had a feeling nothing would happen but still a parent cant help but worry if their son will be a trouble maker for the babysitter their first time with one or not.

Kim giggled as the tail tickled him, he grabed the tail before it could go back to its proper place and kissed it before letting it go "of course its torment, tails can be dangerous if left to their own accord" he said playfully as he lent up and kissed the hybrids cheek. "And it isnt any trouble at all, you DESRVE this, I am just happy to be able to cook for you though come to think of it, the only thing you should worry about is if you die due to my bad cooking."

He said playfully to the angelic kitty, wraping an arm around his waist and cuddling in close to him, more then happy to be able to cook for his hybrid.

((We can fast foward the preparation of dinner/a few hours after it if you want, it would be aboring event anyway since all Kim is doing is making dinner, letting it cook and cuddling the demon.

So if you want to fast foward a few 'hours' I dont mind, its up to you.^_^))

Kim kissed the hybrid back and cuddled him "well thank you my dear but it isnt over yet" he said as he got up, walking out to the kitchen to get the last little bit of 'desert'. Sure this was usually something some would class as a aphrodisac due to the chocolate so it was something to eat and then go to bed and finish eating or something but even though Kim couldnt exactly do that right now a little bit of a temptation brought on by chocolate wouldnt be TOO bad would it?

Kim opened the fridge and took out a decent sized bowl of chocolate covered strawberries and shut the fridge, walking back over to the hybrid and handing them to him. "I know I cant exctly do much with you at the moment and im sorry about that but it doesnt mean we cant still have chocolate covered strawberries" he said as he sat down next to the other, wraped his arms around him and cuddled in closely to him.