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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:23 pm
kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina fine...if you don't want to talk about it all you had to do was say so... *gets up and walks over to houran* ........Kizu.............have you ever felt like you were being swallowed up by something your afraid of.......? yeah, quit often actually, why? ......I see....................*smiles, starts to cry* (it's ok Houran......it IS serius but that lightened up the mood a bit, thanks) *hugs her* shhhh, its okay chaoe...what's wrong? what are you so scared of? The thing i'm scared of....out of everything......even though it's a natural thing.......i'm scared of death Kizu........for me.......the fear of someone that I know dieing..........it haunts me every thought..........and even though I smile all the time........you would have thought that someone.....out of all the people I know......that one person would see through it.....see through the act i've been putting on for 3 years now..... My whole life........there has never been a person hug me and to tell me "everything is going to be ok".......
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:26 pm
kizuchina Chloe Lockheart (( ish back from yard work. XD;; )) hihi chloe!!^^ o3o *waves* Hey Kizu...you're an exorcist now right? surprised
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:27 pm
Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina fine...if you don't want to talk about it all you had to do was say so... *gets up and walks over to houran* ........Kizu.............have you ever felt like you were being swallowed up by something your afraid of.......? yeah, quit often actually, why? ......I see....................*smiles, starts to cry* (it's ok Houran......it IS serius but that lightened up the mood a bit, thanks) *hugs her* shhhh, its okay chaoe...what's wrong? what are you so scared of? The thing i'm scared of....out of everything......even though it's a natural thing.......i'm scared of death Kizu........for me.......the fear of someone that I know dieing..........it haunts me every thought..........and even though I smile all the time........you would have thought that someone.....out of all the people I know......that one person would see through it.....see through the act i've been putting on for 3 years now..... My whole life........there has never been a person hug me and to tell me "everything is going to be ok"....... chaoe....maybe its because in trying to protect yourself....your facade....it doesn't let people see....i know how you feel, but death isn't something to fear, for yourself or others....think about it like this...no one can say what death is really like, so why do we think we need to fear it? what if it brings a sense of being complete to the person.....i kow its not what you want to hear...i know its hard, and i know your upset about your friends.....but....do you think they would want to see you like this? scared and feeling alone and vulnerable? you are loved, by a lot of people, and if you need someone to hug you in reallife...then ask someone for a hug....in here the best i can do is say "*hug*", but i still love you....and i don't want to see you upset like this
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:29 pm
Chloe Lockheart kizuchina Chloe Lockheart (( ish back from yard work. XD;; )) hihi chloe!!^^ o3o *waves* Hey Kizu...you're an exorcist now right? surprised yepper^^ houran: nope....not extaordinarily high...but not too low either....i dunno...maybe....38 % ?
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:33 pm
kizuchina Chloe Lockheart kizuchina Chloe Lockheart (( ish back from yard work. XD;; )) hihi chloe!!^^ o3o *waves* Hey Kizu...you're an exorcist now right? surprised yepper^^ houran: nope....not extaordinarily high...but not too low either....i dunno...maybe....38 % ? Okay. xD *thinking of something to keep the conversation up* ..Uh...You said you figured out Mavi's power? ^^;;
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:33 pm
okay...too silent..i feel like i upset everyone with what i wrote....its just something i've given a lot of thought to...sorry....
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:35 pm
XxHouranxX kizuchina Chloe Lockheart kizuchina Chloe Lockheart (( ish back from yard work. XD;; )) hihi chloe!!^^ o3o *waves* Hey Kizu...you're an exorcist now right? surprised yepper^^ houran: nope....not extaordinarily high...but not too low either....i dunno...maybe....38 % ? Okay. xD *thinking of something to keep the conversation up* ..Uh...You said you figured out Mavi's power? ^^;; *smiles at thankfully* uh huh..here i'll go get it...
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:35 pm
kizuchina Chloe Lockheart kizuchina Chloe Lockheart (( ish back from yard work. XD;; )) hihi chloe!!^^ o3o *waves* Hey Kizu...you're an exorcist now right? surprised yepper^^ houran: nope....not extaordinarily high...but not too low either....i dunno...maybe....38 % ? o3o Awesomeness...what's your charrie going to be like?(( sorry for delay..I've been trying to do a character sheet for Chloe..so I can organize everything and maybe fix up things. 3nodding ))
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:35 pm
kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina yeah, quit often actually, why? ......I see....................*smiles, starts to cry* (it's ok Houran......it IS serius but that lightened up the mood a bit, thanks) *hugs her* shhhh, its okay chaoe...what's wrong? what are you so scared of? The thing i'm scared of....out of everything......even though it's a natural thing.......i'm scared of death Kizu........for me.......the fear of someone that I know dieing..........it haunts me every thought..........and even though I smile all the time........you would have thought that someone.....out of all the people I know......that one person would see through it.....see through the act i've been putting on for 3 years now..... My whole life........there has never been a person hug me and to tell me "everything is going to be ok"....... chaoe....maybe its because in trying to protect yourself....your facade....it doesn't let people see....i know how you feel, but death isn't something to fear, for yourself or others....think about it like this...no one can say what death is really like, so why do we think we need to fear it? what if it brings a sense of being complete to the person.....i kow its not what you want to hear...i know its hard, and i know your upset about your friends.....but....do you think they would want to see you like this? scared and feeling alone and vulnerable? you are loved, by a lot of people, and if you need someone to hug you in reallife...then ask someone for a hug....in here the best i can do is say "*hug*", but i still love you....and i don't want to see you upset like this Kizu..............i'm sorry..........*crys*
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:35 pm
mavi: ideas are perceived, and things we haven't perceived we can't know. as humans we fear what we don't know. mavi takes an object, (ie a shiny penny) and throws it at you. in essence, he is throwing a penny, but he controls the ideas you have about the penny, and in the form of your perceptions, makes you believe it to be something else. it is not the power of allusion, its more. it affects your sences. if he makes you believe the penny is a truck, you feel as though you've been hit by a truck. if he makes you see a skunk is being thrown, you develope scratches from its attack and you find yourself smelling like a skunk. the ability only works on things he throws however. he can't make something you have into something else, or some one yuo talk to into someone else.
i've really been into the philisophical studies thing lately haha sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:36 pm
Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina yeah, quit often actually, why? ......I see....................*smiles, starts to cry* (it's ok Houran......it IS serius but that lightened up the mood a bit, thanks) *hugs her* shhhh, its okay chaoe...what's wrong? what are you so scared of? The thing i'm scared of....out of everything......even though it's a natural thing.......i'm scared of death Kizu........for me.......the fear of someone that I know dieing..........it haunts me every thought..........and even though I smile all the time........you would have thought that someone.....out of all the people I know......that one person would see through it.....see through the act i've been putting on for 3 years now..... My whole life........there has never been a person hug me and to tell me "everything is going to be ok"....... chaoe....maybe its because in trying to protect yourself....your facade....it doesn't let people see....i know how you feel, but death isn't something to fear, for yourself or others....think about it like this...no one can say what death is really like, so why do we think we need to fear it? what if it brings a sense of being complete to the person.....i kow its not what you want to hear...i know its hard, and i know your upset about your friends.....but....do you think they would want to see you like this? scared and feeling alone and vulnerable? you are loved, by a lot of people, and if you need someone to hug you in reallife...then ask someone for a hug....in here the best i can do is say "*hug*", but i still love you....and i don't want to see you upset like this Kizu..............i'm sorry..........*crys* why are you aoplogizing to me? *hugs her close* please don't cry.....i know it seems scary, but you are too young to be worried about things like this chaoe....
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:39 pm
oh....i hate when its this quiet...i always feel like i did something wrong....
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:39 pm
kizuchina mavi: ideas are perceived, and things we haven't perceived we can't know. as humans we fear what we don't know. mavi takes an object, (ie a shiny penny) and throws it at you. in essence, he is throwing a penny, but he controls the ideas you have about the penny, and in the form of your perceptions, makes you believe it to be something else. it is not the power of allusion, its more. it affects your sences. if he makes you believe the penny is a truck, you feel as though you've been hit by a truck. if he makes you see a skunk is being thrown, you develope scratches from its attack and you find yourself smelling like a skunk. the ability only works on things he throws however. he can't make something you have into something else, or some one yuo talk to into someone else. i've really been into the philisophical studies thing lately haha sweatdrop So....Sorta like Jasdevi's powers, except with a twist? Interesting... Note to self: Avoid making Mavi angry.
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 02, 2008 1:41 pm
kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina Chaoe1234 kizuchina *hugs her* shhhh, its okay chaoe...what's wrong? what are you so scared of? The thing i'm scared of....out of everything......even though it's a natural thing.......i'm scared of death Kizu........for me.......the fear of someone that I know dieing..........it haunts me every thought..........and even though I smile all the time........you would have thought that someone.....out of all the people I know......that one person would see through it.....see through the act i've been putting on for 3 years now..... My whole life........there has never been a person hug me and to tell me "everything is going to be ok"....... chaoe....maybe its because in trying to protect yourself....your facade....it doesn't let people see....i know how you feel, but death isn't something to fear, for yourself or others....think about it like this...no one can say what death is really like, so why do we think we need to fear it? what if it brings a sense of being complete to the person.....i kow its not what you want to hear...i know its hard, and i know your upset about your friends.....but....do you think they would want to see you like this? scared and feeling alone and vulnerable? you are loved, by a lot of people, and if you need someone to hug you in reallife...then ask someone for a hug....in here the best i can do is say "*hug*", but i still love you....and i don't want to see you upset like this Kizu..............i'm sorry..........*crys* why are you aoplogizing to me? *hugs her close* please don't cry.....i know it seems scary, but you are too young to be worried about things like this chaoe.... ..............
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