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Posted: Sat Apr 01, 2006 7:59 pm
((xD Jillian...?)) He shook his head. "Can't you tell how much better I am now...?" he asked, smiling. "I... I don't hate myself any more..." he said softly, a slight blush on his face. "I remember how it felt back then... and this is much better..."
He smiles. "I love you, too, and as long as you're alive, I'm not going to let you forget it..."
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 11:43 am
Isaac smiles, "Of course.... I could tell how bad it was. You were in so much pain no matter what I did... I knew it would take some work, but youare much much better. I was very scared for you for a while..." He kisses Akio's forehead. "I thought that if I could show you that I loved you, maybe you could love yourself." Jordyn smiles widely, kissing Kyo's lips. Suddenly there was a gruff knock at the door. Jordyn's eyes widen. The voice that followed was just as mean, "Jordyn! Jordyn, you're in there, I know it!!" He imediately jumps to his feet, rushing to the door and bolting it so softly that it couldn't be heard. He tiptoes back towards the bed, his finger over his lips. The voice calls again, "The rent is overdue again, and I can't just cut an 'agreement' like last time!! Open the door!!"
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 6:33 pm
He smiled. "You healed me..." he said softly. "Thank you..." He was so greatful towards Isaac. How could he love someone so much? Before his life had always seemed empty of much emotion. Now it was different. Now everything was different.
He looked confused until the man uttered the part about the rent. An... 'agreement'...? He didn't like the sound of that. He looked back at Jordyn and realised that the situation was even worse because they were both unclothed. Not something he thought a landlord would look kindly upon...
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 7:40 pm
Isaac rolls his eyes, "pfft, don't give me all that credit. You healed yourself for the most part, I just helped a little... But I'd do it anytime if you needed it..." He smiles and runs his fingers through Akio's hair. Jordyn gulps hard, sitting slowly on the edge of the bed and pulling his pants to him, slowly pulling them on. He was completely silent, seeming to have done this before. He glances slowly at Kyo, the light in his eyes gone. He knew that even if his landlord left, Kyo would still ask about it all. He sighs and reaches under the bottom end of the mattress pulling out a thick fold of money. He counts it out and grimaces. Not enough... He gives Kyo a small fake smile before standing up and making his way to the door. he unloks it, opens it barely and slips out, closing the door behind him. The speech outside was softer. "This isn't enough." "I know, I'll have the rest by the end of the week. "Well atleast you have the majority... You can make up the rest before the end of the week." "No, I can't." "This was due a month ago." "I know." The door reopened and Jordyn comes back in, slamming the door behind him and locking it. The landlord pounds on the door a bit more, mostly hurling explitives before finally leaving. Jordyn leans back against the door, slowly sliding down until he was sitting against it.
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 2:31 pm
He shook his head. "Noo... I would never had done it on my own... I knew my life was bad, but would've never changed it... I probably would have even gone back to modelling... I don't want to do that... I just... want to sing... But not the same as before..." he said softly.
As he heard the voices outside, he made use of the time to pull on his own pants and underclothes. He walked over and sat down next to Jordyn. "Hey..." he said softly. "If... if you need help, ask me..." He wasn't going to pry... No, that's what Jordyn probably thought he would do. He didn't want to go into someone's business if they didn't want him to... "Come and live with me, okay?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 6:16 pm
Isaac tilts his head, "Why don't you sing in cafes and such... they are always looking for talent... I can play the guitar for you, or the piano, and you can sing... at least... when I get back... it's a shame you aren't using your talent." He touches Akio's cheek lightly. Jordyn didn't look towards Kyo for a long time, he was trying his hardest to keep calm. When he finally looked to Kyo, he realized he failed, and tears began to stream down his cheeks. He whispers, "I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry... You heard every word, didn't you...? I'm so sorry...." He buries his face in his arms that were folded over his knees, body shaking with silent sobs.
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 6:22 pm
Akio smiled, a thoughtful expression on his face. "Maybe... But I was kinda thinking I'd like to be in a choir for a bit before I sing alone again..."
He wrapped his arms around Jordyn. "Sh...." he murmured. "It's okay... worse things can happen... Just come and stay with me and you won't have to deal with this anymore... And I'll pay the rest of the rent, if you need... He wiped away Jordyn's tears gently.
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 7:01 pm
Isaac kisses Akio's forehead with a light pressure, "Mmmm... that sounds good too... Anything you do, you'll be good at..." Jordyn slides into Kyo's arms, as if falling into them. he whispers softly, "No... its not ok... I should have told you before that I'm just a ******** prostitute..." He shudders, burying his face into Kyo's shoulder.
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 7:07 pm
"Well... unless I decide to take up something that involves walking on ice... Then I'd just get bruises." He giggled.
"You're not 'just' anything... that implies that you're not everything you are... You're wonderful..." He tilted Jordyn's head up with a hand and kissed him gently. "And I love you. If you've done a million things wrong or if you can only see yourself by what others say, it doesn't matter to me... And maybe I can help you..." He smiled.
((Have you forgotten Jillian and them?
Oh, and I started reding Loveless. whee My best friend got my v.1 for my b-day. <33333333))
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 7:25 pm
((Yay!! Isn't it good! That's where I got my piccu of Setsuyo from... And I know, I know, it's just at a boring part right now, its hard for me to get into it)) Isaac laughs, "yea, but they would be the cutest falls known to man... So... what do you want for your birthday?" Jordyn slowly stops crying, glancing up at Kyo, eveys bright green over the bloodshot whites. He whispers, "I just... I just feel really really dirty... there'e been others, just like him... and to people like that I'm nothing but a warm spot for them to unload in... I don't... I don't ever want to be that to you..." He lets his knees down, now fully pushing his body into Kyo's arms.
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Posted: Tue Apr 04, 2006 11:50 am
((Ritsuka looks much older than twelve... He kinda reminds me of Shuichi from Gravitation, the way he loves photos... =o)) He shrugged. "I really haven't thought about it at all...." As he spoke, his cell phone rang, this time playing a cute little song similar to one that might appear in a child's anime (think Totoro). He blinked and got up, searching until he found his phone. "I thought I turned it off..." he said, perplexed not only by that, but also by the song. He pressed the talk button and held it to his ear and immidiately a loud burst of music with drum beats to the extreme blasted his ear drums. He shrieked and dropped the phone, fumbling around until he finally turned it off. Then it rang again, normal this time, and he picked it up cautiously, holding it about two feet away from his ear before turning it on. "H-Hello...?" he asked gingerly. "Ai-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!" came a loud voice from the other end. "Gah!! Onee-chaaan... why are you so loooo~ud?" he asked, pouting. "Shush, Ai-chan! Anywho, we're going to a karaoke bar today. Come with us or throw away your teddy bear!!! You know where we go, so meet us there asap!!!" "Wha- buh- huh?!?" But it was too late. SHe had already hung up. "Noooo...." he groaned.
"It's okay," he said softly. This was a little too much de ja vu... Jordyn was so much like Julia... THey even looked kind of alike, although her midnite hair had been much longer. "You'll never be that to me... It's okay... I love you..."
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Posted: Tue Apr 04, 2006 7:49 pm
((lol, yea, I suppose so, but he's so forward, I love it!)) Isaac did all he could to suppress giggles while Akio was on the phone, each incidence making it more and more funny. But once he finally started talking, Isaac couldn't hear from his spot. he inches closer, taking initiative, but it was too late to hear the conversation. He blinks, before a slow smile forms over his lips, "Soooo... what are we doing tonight with your sister?" Jordyn finally relaxs in Kyo's arms. The worst part that left the bad taste in his mouth was that if his landlord had never shown up, he probably would never have told Kyo about his "method of payment." He sniffles alittle, and whispers, feeling utterly depressed, "Are you sure your mother won't mind me being there?"
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Posted: Wed Apr 05, 2006 11:34 am
((But he looks too old, too... Dx And Yuiko looks like she's sixteen... ;_; It makes me feel bad about myself because Hawha thought I was ten...)) "Karaoke bar..." He sniffled slightly. "And if we don't go, she'l gonna murder my... my... teddy bear..." He blushed, feeling childish for still having one.
He shrugged. "We'll find out. Even if she's not one hudred percent happy with it, Yumi will love you and she'll persuade Mum, if she doesn't already love you. The worst thing that can happen will be that they force you to sleep in the guest room, which is next to mine."
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Posted: Wed Apr 05, 2006 5:34 pm
((lol, I don't like the act that he's 12, I think it would be better if he was older, like 15 or 16. *hugs Mie* awww, lots of ice skaters look like kids though. I mean, look at Sasha Cohen, she looks cool ) Isaac's face takes on a look between pity and love. He quickly hugs Akio tight, "Awww. Darling, we have to go then...." He giggles, kissing Akio's forehead, "I love you so much..." Jordyn nods solemnly, "Whatever your mother says, I'm deply in gratitude, so I will do whatever she says." He gazes down at his feet, sighing lightly before he finally stands up,feeling very surreal at the moment. He sits down on the edge of his bed and begins to pull on a pair of socks.
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Posted: Thu Apr 06, 2006 5:13 pm
((She looks at least fourteen to me... I mean, she's toooooooo skinny. *shivers* After seeing Plushenko skate doing his whole non-program with the jumps and spins connected by crossovers and arms movement, I thought I wouldn't like Slutskaya. But... she's awsome. She just has a sort of warmth about her that makes me like her. =3 Plus, she's an awesome skater. whee In more news... I started axel training a couple of weeks ago...)) "I know the adress to the place, so I s'pose I'll be driving... If you feel safe with that." He grinned. "And you don't have to sing or anything there... Yumi-chan and Ma-chan will probably be too drunk to notice anything..."
"Hey... you want to go somewhere? Get your mind off this?" he asked, looking slightly concerned. He got up and sat next to Jordyn, wrapping an arm around him and nuzling his face slightly into his.
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