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 Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 5:33 pm
I think I might delete some of my a/c's might delete this one to
edit:not sure yet
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 7:35 pm
Uhhhh I got a secret here too :C I'm not sure whether it really is a secret, but I just want to get it off my chest.
Sooo I got have an RL friend(let's call her Myther).
We tends to hang out together...we go back home together, we eat lunch together...etc.
Even we study in different classes now, but we are the best of friends.
I cared about Myther a lot, but I didn't to tell her because I'm scared that she might think I'm insane ;-;
Recently she talks to her classmates more than to me, hauls me back home alone when I asked her if I could walk her home, and she keeps ignoring me D:
Although we keep in touch in SMSes, but still, I feel very very sad.
I don't want to lose Myther because she's a great friend I had in years, but I get angry when I see her hanging out with her classmates...
UWAAAAH I WANT TO CRY ;A;
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 8:03 pm
Not Gaia related.
I hate how they basically worship him. Yeah, he's good. No need to sing all hail (name here) for him, speak for him or "copyright" "HIS" ideas.
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 8:22 pm
*sigh* This really isn't a secret... just a rant of a sadder sort. My mom is like psycho bi-atch. Really, she is. Slowly and surely, she is ruining my life and has been for nearly 2 decades now. This may sound harsh, but it's true:
I hate my mother
Most people say "Deep down you love her though," but I dont. Clinically I am not crazy, because they can't diagnose me. I have seen doctors, and all they say is I definitely have a problem. What is that problem. My family. I have not gone through a day with them in the same house without getting into some type of scuffle. They say, I am immature, irresponsible, and childish. I don't get any sleep... I just can't my mind does not stop working. "Count sheep" I get bored when I start counting sheep number 5,000.
No sleep would not be so bad... except my family likes to drag my a** out of bed with them, which means I have had about 3 hours of sleep. I wake up every so often to hear my mother complaining to others over the phone, about me being "immature and irresponsible." Yes, so immature, I am up at 5am with no sleep to help my grandmother babysit 8 kids and take care of her farm. Yes, im so irresponsible I will work 4 days in a row for 12 hours trying to fix my uncles house wiring and take care of all 36 of his cows. Yes, I am so lazy I bale the hay, mow the yard, clean this house, wash the dishes... yet it is still my fault she left her s**t on the floor. Do I get a thank you? Is she even satisfied after I do all the work I do ALL the time. No.
She just tries to control my life... all of it. She wants what she wants, and when she gets it she claims it's not enough. The rest of my family, doesn't even help. They never have the same demands from her, and they just add to the stress. Do they help me, of course not. They just watched when she pulled a knife on me before.. just watched.
Im am writing all this because my day was nice, and calm. Then she came home and not have been home for a minute she was already yelling at me. What did I not do, I have no idea. She rambled words and sentences, asked for tylenol then left the house again. And tomorrow will be the same... filled with hatred and volume.
I can't even escape this place. Slowly but surely, I AM going crazy, and it's killing me. Seriously, it's killing me. I have been working myself to death taking any chance I get to leave this house, no matter what the work is. At first I was doing it to make some extra cash to see a certain person who was special to me... but now, it is just to simply escape this place. Whether there is anyone out there or not, as long as I don't see these people for a long time.
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 9:22 pm
Kamdage I think I might delete some of my a/c's might delete this one to
edit:not sure yet
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 10:06 pm
Kuroyanagika Kamdage I think I might delete some of my a/c's might delete this one to
edit:not sure yet
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 10:22 pm
I really don't want to move.
I hate the new house.
Apparently I don't care enough.
But I hide how much I hate leaving, just to make her happy.
What else does she want from me? >.<
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 11:22 pm
Clannad and it's sequel are the single most depressing things I have ever seen. Ever. No series has ever before made me cry. And I just did. A lot. Those bastards actually killed Nagisa. What the ******** is wrong with them? I'm going to go be depressed and never again leave my room, because the world sucks. /overdramticrant Because, you know, like most every one else tells me: stories shouldn't make you feel. Stupid b***h.
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 11:23 pm
Creas Clannad and it's sequel are the single most depressing things I have ever seen. Ever. No series has ever before made me cry. And I just did. A lot. Those bastards actually killed Nagisa. What the ******** is wrong with them? I'm going to go be depressed and never again leave my room, because the world sucks. /overdramticrant Because, you know, like most every one else tells me: stories shouldn't make you feel. Stupid b***h. Belive it or not, of the three series Key has done, Clannad was the light, fluffy, and happy one. Try watching Kanon or Air.
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Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 11:27 pm
Nespin Fernagon Creas Clannad and it's sequel are the single most depressing things I have ever seen. Ever. No series has ever before made me cry. And I just did. A lot. Those bastards actually killed Nagisa. What the ******** is wrong with them? I'm going to go be depressed and never again leave my room, because the world sucks. /overdramticrant Because, you know, like most every one else tells me: stories shouldn't make you feel. Stupid b***h. Belive it or not, of the three series Key has done, Clannad was the light, fluffy, and happy one. Try watching Kanon or Air.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 12:01 am
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Stories shouldn't make you feel???
Ohhhh that makes me feel so annoyed. Seriously, I mean the whole POINT of a story is to *twitch* GAHHHHHHH I'm so annoyed I cant explain it properly D<
To make it simple, stories ARE supposed to make you feel something. It's the art of a wordsmith to be able to evoke... ok I was going to start a rant.
Anyway next time people say that to you Creas you can confidently state that if they have NEVER been emotionally engaged by a book then they don't read any form of sensible book or are emotionally stunted. Now I'm going to stop right there before I get carried away.
Just dont feel bad about being caused to feel something by a book.
---o0o---
Why is everyone planning to leave or change accounts? That makes me sad.
---o0o---
Shyruko: I understand how you feel with your friend. If you want to make the friendship work then I advise you not to give up! Plan to go out to the movies/coffee or something with her. Even invite some of her new friends so you can get to know them! The one thing I'd suggest to you is to make sure you DONT smother her. You have known her for years and you dont want to ruin the relationship by getting mad about her other friends.
I dont think she dislikes you, I think Myther is just making more friends, that doesent mean she likes you any less.
Just give her a bit of freedom and besides, this could be a chance for you to hang out with some new people too!
---o0o---
Neo it sounds like a negative relationship you have with your mum. The fact she pulled a knife on you is pretty shocking. It sounds like a good idea to leave. I dont know, is there someone there who you can talk to about it? You know, someone you trust?
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 12:06 am
Miss Perfection •○♣☼♣○•
Stories shouldn't make you feel???
Ohhhh that makes me feel so annoyed. Seriously, I mean the whole POINT of a story is to *twitch* GAHHHHHHH I'm so annoyed I cant explain it properly D<
To make it simple, stories ARE supposed to make you feel something. It's the art of a wordsmith to be able to evoke... ok I was going to start a rant.
Anyway next time people say that to you Creas you can confidently state that if they have NEVER been emotionally engaged by a book then they don't read any form of sensible book or are emotionally stunted. Now I'm going to stop right there before I get carried away.
Just dont feel bad about being caused to feel something by a book.
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It's not that, It's the fact that emotion in general turns me into a massive sympathy whore. And in context what was said was basicly "sure you can go "awww," or "oh, that's sad," but anything more than that and you're a freak and should be burned as a witch." Just listened to a bunch of CCS songs, and I feel a lot better. Still a bit pissed though.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 12:08 am
Reading the poem Rainbow Bridge made me cry. Remembering all my loved pets who have passed on. I normally don't cry, but when it is an animal. I can't help it.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 12:14 am
Arrrrrgh!!!!!! I hate tiny bugs that just float in my face.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 12:35 am
Raven dragonfire-Divinity Reading the poem Rainbow Bridge made me cry. Remembering all my loved pets who have passed on. I normally don't cry, but when it is an animal. I can't help it.
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