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*sniffles*
crying ..........*hugs her kappa plush*
*gives her another tissue*Thank you Road....D;
I don't live with either of my parents...
So I don't really know what it feels like to live with a real mother or father...
It's painful.....see people with both their parents...having so much fun together...
But I can't help but smile.....even though it hurts...even though it unbearable...
Thanks to everyone I can live without lonelness...*smiles, still crying a bit*
The sad thing is...that families with parents, don't even get along all the time....I bet if you had both of them, you would really cherish them..
@Wing: Welcome home, what's wrong...?*nods*
My nan said that I was even sent to an orphanage...and when I got seperated from my brother and sister I wouldn't stop crying untill I was with them again...
A familys love...familys hate...familys sadness....
I don't know what it feels like...
I can't remember anything...from when I was born to last year...it's all a blur...
cry Maybe it's better that you don't remember though...atleast for the time being....the memories will come to you when you're ready for them*starts to laugh, tears streaming down her face*
My whole life, it's either been fear, pain, lonelyness or death!
Almost every 3rd year someone died!
Not to mention my brother and sister joking about killing themselves just to get there own way!
*stops laughing*
...it's funny...sometimes i'll remember something...but it's always the painful memories I remember.....
...I hated it...
the world...for as long as I can think of....i've hated it...my life being hell, even when I was a kid.....
It feels like i'm being punished for something...
visions of people dieing...since I was a kid....
Almost dieing so many times...
Slowly being eaten away from the inside out...
So many deaths...
...what did I do to deserve all this....*holds her head tears falling from her eyes*