o-o Lambo confused, all Lambo sees ish giant white speech bubble. Whar be da text?
OwO Lambo dun remember a lot of da stuff posted on huuur yoyo, maybe ish first time or second time Lambo posted on deesh thread =w= but basically Lambo's rarely come back to Gaia since zomg has stopped developing/dying off. Lambo sad yoyo, really missed the days dat we hung out at Gold Beach and talked on Skype for hours and all the time dat we spent hanging out. =w= dat being said, Lambo really happy dat zomg/gaia was a huge part in Lambo's life- Lambo joined back in Junior High and grew up with the website, started slowly leaving/coming on less often after 2nd year of college and now Lambo's graduated and moving abroad to work. OwO. Lambo's just got to say dat deesh website's really been a big part of Lambo's life so ish kind hard to come back and see old friends gone and the changes are so mind blowing to Lambo. .__________. seriously it takes Lambo forevah to figure out how to do anything on deesh site anymore. Couldn't figure out whar da trade button was and everything. =w= but coming back to huur and seeing some people Lambo still recognizes draws Lambo back in once in a while. OwO <3 Got major love fo you gais. Fo shizzle yoyo.
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Posted: Tue Jul 02, 2013 11:37 pm
It's been so long, life so tough (work/school), and new secrets unraveled that I wish I never learned even if they were the answers I was desperately looking for. I miss everyone crying
Oh well, Anime Expo 2013 should fix that up a bit, though I"m not sure how 2,500 Gold from the Gaia panel would help xD
EDIT: I can't believe I'm 20 lol. (June 2nd). I promise to post secrets that are welling up~
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Posted: Wed Jul 03, 2013 5:24 pm
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I'm facing an administrative separation from the marine corps because of an injured shoulder I received during active duty and mental health I needed from the bullshit I've gone through since joining. They're saying I won't get my benefits or an honorable discharge and that I won't have any transition help. I've got no help coming from the marine corps, nobody back home talks to me, and I'm stuck in a place that I know nobody and nobody cares who I am. I ******** hate my life.
Wow, what the actual, legitimate, certifiable ********. That's awful.
Do you know any more details? Why are you not entitled to any benefits or assistance?
I'm facing an administrative separation from the marine corps because of an injured shoulder I received during active duty and mental health I needed from the bullshit I've gone through since joining. They're saying I won't get my benefits or an honorable discharge and that I won't have any transition help. I've got no help coming from the marine corps, nobody back home talks to me, and I'm stuck in a place that I know nobody and nobody cares who I am. I ******** hate my life.
That is shitty and crap on so many level babe. I can only offer my support and love. And recommend relocation to Scotland where I can shower you in loves. And free medical care! YAY!
Posted: Fri Jul 19, 2013 3:42 pm
Thinking about the next season of Sherlock is literally making me sick to my stomach and is stressing me out. I'm sure its not healthy to love something fictional so much it hurts you like this, but I guess I can't bring myself to really care. I wish I had someone irl that loves Sherlock too.
I guess what I am really saying, and why I love Sherlock so much, is because all I really need in life is to have a connection and relationship like John and Sherlock have. I desperately need a connection.
Getting someone's number out of the blue is exceedingly confusing.
I may have to kill more than one something.
Posted: Mon Jul 22, 2013 4:47 pm
As an addendum to the prior, kill me now. I'm in over my head. Bring in some propper Titan AE tunage because I'm now dealing with beings of pure energy that I know naught how to deal with.
Also, apparently one of my shinai was not meant to be slammed against a tree repeatedly. Now I need to fix it. The sakigawa and the nakayui are both busted.
I... I think I have an online girlfriend now. Or if not now, then in the near future.
We've known each other for a long time and we get along really well. And she's cute. I asked her what she thinks of the idea of online relationships and we both feel very apprehensive about it, but we're both really interested in each other.
I don't really know how an online relationship is supposed to work, and I don't think she knows either. We just sort of have to figure it out, I guess?
I don't know what to tell people. A lot of people think online relationships are "not real" or whatever. And I understand the reasoning behind that. She lives in Indiana and I live in Texas. It'll be hard for us to meet each other in person often.
So I'm really happy now that I know she's interested in me too, but I just don't really know where to go from here.
Posted: Wed Jul 24, 2013 8:42 pm
I wouldn't say that an online relationship isn't a real relationship. As far as it seems to me, (romantic) relationships in the modern western society is heavily weighted on emotional and otherwise mental stimulation (as opposed to something more practical like reproduction). This can potentially be done by tossing letters or sounds back and forth; at least to some restriction. Touch may also have a significant role in a romantic relationship. There is technology available which can simulate some touch, which has been received as digital information from some distant source. But this is not real, as the touch is just simulated and may contain some limits such as heat at/near body temperature. Smell also got a significant role with a person's feeling and mood. I can't think of an existing way to distribute scents digitally at the moment. Perhaps the most clear disadvantage of an online relationship is how reassured you are of knowing who you're in a relationship with. It's easy 'nough to fake videos and sounds through various chatting clients.
I guess (all in all) online relationships are highly restricted at worst. But they can still be real.
If it wasn't such an obviously stupid idea that I would regret like hell, I'd have put my love on sale somewhere. Once again with the heartbreak, she is now dating a guy and all I want to do is get back up and try again. However....my heart doesn't want to cooperate in the moving on department. It remembers how happy it was talking to her and it doesn't want to lose that for who knows how long. Yet I can't feasibly just sit by hoping that the ship sinks on a reef and that I'm option b. Plus the fact that hoping for someone elses relationship to sink for your own gain is considered being an a**.
All I can say is, I don't like feeling jealousy and wouldn't mind being labeled an a** if it meant not feeling it.
Edit:
I don't much talk about it because when I do mention it, I get the feeling that people see me as less of a person. I don't have interests in single mothers in terms of relationships. But allow me to explain, it's not because I see the woman as a slut or anything like that because I really don't know the circumstances to her having a child. Rather it's multifaceted from fears of what ifs. Okay for one, I'm only 22. I've only gained just recently some personal freedoms that I don't want to give up by being a potential step-dad. Two, depending on the childs age, I don't want the kid thinking I'm trying to take their mother away from them. Three, I'm not ready for the responsibilities. Four, is a little more of a callous thing to say but, I don't want to pick up the slack left by another guy and have to try and fix whatever damage he may have done. For all I know, the girl could have been in an abusive relationship where the guy shouted very abusive things and I might as well face it, I tend to talk loudly and don't want to inadvertently step on an emotional landmine. It's not that I'm saying that single mothers don't deserve love, they do, they deserve someone respectful and willing to be there. It's just that, I'm not the one for them.
Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 7:02 pm
Hooray. I've finally found an opinion I hold that is not only a thousand times more offensive than what I thought was my "worst" opinion, but is also something I feel a thousand times more strongly about. And to make matters worse, I'm completely baffled as to why anyone would possibly find it offensive, especially when compared to the opposite viewpoint...
