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 Posted: Sat Apr 20, 2013 1:51 am
High, this violet scent...
PANIC! Blushing, and oh, god, awkward, I feel like a teenager...
'cause I have a crush. And it's the most awkward crush ever, because it's on the host at our local Red Robin that we go to pretty much every Friday. He's really cute, and he has a nice voice, and he's got a GREAT smile. I mean, that's what really did it for me: today, he smiled, and it wasn't a "I'm helping a customer" smile, it was an honest-to-god smile. Warmth. Light. IT LIGHTS UP THE ROOM AND MAKES IT WARM.
And of course how can I possibly tell him that he's got a great smile without it being awkward. Hell, how can I possibly say, "Hey, I'd like to get to know you better though we know nothing about the other except that I come here all the time, and you work here, and I wear all black and occasionally a cloak, and you... are... Asian?" I mean, I wouldn't say that, but you get the general idea...
FML.
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Sun Apr 21, 2013 11:40 pm
High, this violet scent...
Argh. I'm trying to get over him, but it's not working... I've stopped looking at his tumblr, even though I keep wanting to. I thought it would help... but I still miss him. I miss him horribly.
Last conversation we had wasn't exactly pleasant... I could text him, but that wouldn't be me getting over him, would it? That would be me letting him back in, and I would start getting attached again, and disappointed, and just... ugh...
He's sunk so far into my life, it's hard to get all the pieces of him out.
I wonder if he still wears the bracelet I gave him...
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 2:12 pm
Yoru Kurosawa High, this violet scent...
Argh. I'm trying to get over him, but it's not working... I've stopped looking at his tumblr, even though I keep wanting to. I thought it would help... but I still miss him. I miss him horribly.
Last conversation we had wasn't exactly pleasant... I could text him, but that wouldn't be me getting over him, would it? That would be me letting him back in, and I would start getting attached again, and disappointed, and just... ugh...
He's sunk so far into my life, it's hard to get all the pieces of him out.
I wonder if he still wears the bracelet I gave him...
I'm floating on air...
Sweetie I know its tough, but time heals all wounds. It might take a really long time, it might take years tbh. But you'll get over it. Slowly but surely. And well, while you're getting over it, live life. Live it to the fullest every single day. Because if he ever looks back, even for a minute, he'll see he hasn't destroyed you, only helped you to evolve into a better more amazing person as you continue on the journey of life.
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 8:07 pm
Cannibal Horsey Yoru Kurosawa High, this violet scent...
Argh. I'm trying to get over him, but it's not working... I've stopped looking at his tumblr, even though I keep wanting to. I thought it would help... but I still miss him. I miss him horribly.
Last conversation we had wasn't exactly pleasant... I could text him, but that wouldn't be me getting over him, would it? That would be me letting him back in, and I would start getting attached again, and disappointed, and just... ugh...
He's sunk so far into my life, it's hard to get all the pieces of him out.
I wonder if he still wears the bracelet I gave him...
I'm floating on air...
Sweetie I know its tough, but time heals all wounds. It might take a really long time, it might take years tbh. But you'll get over it. Slowly but surely. And well, while you're getting over it, live life. Live it to the fullest every single day. Because if he ever looks back, even for a minute, he'll see he hasn't destroyed you, only helped you to evolve into a better more amazing person as you continue on the journey of life.High, this violet scent...
He's not like that, at least, I don't think he's like that. I honestly don't know what he's like... but I don't believe he did this to destroy me. He's not a monster. And he can't destroy me, not now.
But thanks. *hugs*
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Fri Apr 26, 2013 10:44 am
I'm sooo stressed out with all this end-of-the-semester stuff and getting-into-grad-school stuff and getting-everything-ready-for-my-vacation stuff, and I know talking to Aaron would help so much and probably fix everything, but he isn't here, and I don't know how to deal with it without him. I get so stressed out when I think about the mountain of schoolwork I have to do that I end up being too stressed out to do any of it and I just end up sleeping 24/7 instead. Can't someone please come hold me and make it better? sad
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Posted: Fri Apr 26, 2013 6:38 pm
High, this violet scent...
You know, speaking as a citizen of the United States, our country could learn a lot from the Old World if we'd just pull the sticks out of our asses and our heads out of the sand.
I'm not saying that the Old World doesn't have its problems, but gods, they get so much right that we get wrong...
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Sat Apr 27, 2013 7:36 pm
How to start this...
End of semester. Met some cute 23 year old guy at LGBTQIA discussion (Wed/Fri 3-5 PM). He's into video games like I am, Physics major, calm. I like him, but I don't have that "omg I want to be with him 4ever" feeling (even though he tries to invite me to his apartment, I called off the notion of "friendship with benefits"). I'm heading off to California on May 13, so I won't get to hang out with him. I don't know why I can't get the "ah ha! I LOVE!" feeling. Does preferential physical attributes play a part too? He has a lisp (kinda like Mr. Slave from South Park), and is a bit tall for me xD
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Posted: Sun Apr 28, 2013 1:17 pm
keito melfina How to start this... End of semester. Met some cute 23 year old guy at LGBTQIA discussion (Wed/Fri 3-5 PM). He's into video games like I am, Physics major, calm. I like him, but I don't have that "omg I want to be with him 4ever" feeling (even though he tries to invite me to his apartment, I called off the notion of "friendship with benefits"). I'm heading off to California on May 13, so I won't get to hang out with him. I don't know why I can't get the "ah ha! I LOVE!" feeling. Does preferential physical attributes play a part too? He has a lisp (kinda like Mr. Slave from South Park), and is a bit tall for me xD Sometimes we're just not attracted to people. They are, for some reason firmly in the friend bracket. I've got people I know who are like that, they'd be perfect, if it wasn't for the fact I just see them as friends and always have.
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Posted: Mon Apr 29, 2013 8:39 pm
High, this violet scent...
I see him again for the first time since we broke up tomorrow... and I'm absolutely terrified. I want to see him again... but that's part of what scares me. What if I do something I regret? What if he does something he regrets? What if he never wants to see me again after tomorrow? I'm so scared...
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Thu May 02, 2013 11:56 am
 This is something I wish I could do to more than a few people. Seriously, the manager's son in law is a top grade a*****e. Apparently he thinks that my measly pay warrants me doing everything. It really pisses me off and I wish I could do something. In fact I keep saying that I will tear into him. But I keep putting it off for when I have steam. No, it's not worth losing my job over, but it is worth the spiritual release of my hatred towards him.
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Posted: Thu May 02, 2013 12:29 pm
epic-writer42 This is something I wish I could do to more than a few people. Seriously, the manager's son in law is a top grade a*****e. Apparently he thinks that my measly pay warrants me doing everything. It really pisses me off and I wish I could do something. In fact I keep saying that I will tear into him. But I keep putting it off for when I have steam. No, it's not worth losing my job over, but it is worth the spiritual release of my hatred towards him. High, this violet scent...
I think there's quite a few people here who specialize in the removal of undesired persons. Some of us have very reasonable rates, and offer discounts to friends and fellow guildies.
That, or you could always take that rage and frustration out on something else and simply envision it as him. Put his picture on a punching bag, or write a diatribe directed at him (but don't actually perform it.)
I miss the old days where a disagreement could be settled by swords at dawn. *sigh*
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2013 12:17 pm
Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 This is something I wish I could do to more than a few people. Seriously, the manager's son in law is a top grade a*****e. Apparently he thinks that my measly pay warrants me doing everything. It really pisses me off and I wish I could do something. In fact I keep saying that I will tear into him. But I keep putting it off for when I have steam. No, it's not worth losing my job over, but it is worth the spiritual release of my hatred towards him. High, this violet scent...
I think there's quite a few people here who specialize in the removal of undesired persons. Some of us have very reasonable rates, and offer discounts to friends and fellow guildies.
That, or you could always take that rage and frustration out on something else and simply envision it as him. Put his picture on a punching bag, or write a diatribe directed at him (but don't actually perform it.)
I miss the old days where a disagreement could be settled by swords at dawn. *sigh*
I'm floating on air... Sadly, I'm more of a magic user than melee.
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2013 12:29 pm
epic-writer42 Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 This is something I wish I could do to more than a few people. Seriously, the manager's son in law is a top grade a*****e. Apparently he thinks that my measly pay warrants me doing everything. It really pisses me off and I wish I could do something. In fact I keep saying that I will tear into him. But I keep putting it off for when I have steam. No, it's not worth losing my job over, but it is worth the spiritual release of my hatred towards him. High, this violet scent...
I think there's quite a few people here who specialize in the removal of undesired persons. Some of us have very reasonable rates, and offer discounts to friends and fellow guildies.
That, or you could always take that rage and frustration out on something else and simply envision it as him. Put his picture on a punching bag, or write a diatribe directed at him (but don't actually perform it.)
I miss the old days where a disagreement could be settled by swords at dawn. *sigh*
I'm floating on air... Sadly, I'm more of a magic user than melee. High, this violet scent...
Oh, dear... Well, I keep trying to find sorcery, but I just can't seem to find it. I'm sure the secret is hidden away somewhere... probably in Europe. Or maybe even in the ruins of Egypt, or Babylon, or another ancient civilization.
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Fri May 03, 2013 1:15 pm
If he has a car I can think of numerous ways to... disadvantage him
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