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 Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:35 pm
Cluey-kun I know it's hard...I understand...but I am sure Van knows you love him and you're doing the best you can...don't blame yourself for that. We're humans, we have limitations to how much we can do for anyone... I know Van is going through a lot. It really does hurt me to know that we won't be able to share our loves together like we planned. I feel like an awful person for not being able to sit with him when he needs me the most. I try to make up for it. I buy him as much medical care as I can on my salary but times are tough for me. I don't know if he does fully understand that.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:47 pm
Professor Spike Cluey-kun I know it's hard...I understand...but I am sure Van knows you love him and you're doing the best you can...don't blame yourself for that. We're humans, we have limitations to how much we can do for anyone... I know Van is going through a lot. It really does hurt me to know that we won't be able to share our loves together like we planned. I feel like an awful person for not being able to sit with him when he needs me the most. I try to make up for it. I buy him as much medical care as I can on my salary but times are tough for me. I don't know if he does fully understand that. Van's a great man...I'm sure he does..
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:49 pm
XxCritical_RomancexX Come on Chloe. Everyone Loves you. They all love you. Your so great, and look at all the people who you've helped, and who care about you. I mean if anyone's useless it's me... You've done all these great things in your life for others, and made so many people happy. You're not useless either... Guys, we all need to stay positive for Van and Damion...let's stop blaming ourselves, we'll do what we possibly can to support them...
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:51 pm
Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Come on Chloe. Everyone Loves you. They all love you. Your so great, and look at all the people who you've helped, and who care about you. I mean if anyone's useless it's me... You've done all these great things in your life for others, and made so many people happy. You're not useless either... Guys, we all need to stay positive for Van and Damion...let's stop blaming ourselves, we'll do what we possibly can to support them... But...You can't say that. Chloe isn't useless, but I havn't dont anything as great as she has. Yeah....I guess we do. Is he online right now?
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:52 pm
John van understands that but he is only human as we all are. we can't all be perfect when we need to be. Though we'd like to do everything for the one's we love sometimes we can't and we have to learn to accept that. we can't blame ourselves for problems that are out of our control. I know van knows that you'd do anything for him and if i was older and had the money id do the same for him or anyone i loved.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:53 pm
He might be a great man but he is also a sick man. He is in constant pain. I hear him scream and see his face when his body hurts. I see what he goes through and it hurts me just to see the pain he is in. He's my prince and he's suffering because of me.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:56 pm
Professor Spike He might be a great man but he is also a sick man. He is in constant pain. I hear him scream and see his face when his body hurts. I see what he goes through and it hurts me just to see the pain he is in. He's my prince and he's suffering because of me. it's not because of you though...its just simply money and that's not your fault either just because the united states is really just failing...everyone is having money problems...and even some are starting to steal form others to gain some money-growls- those who steal though are just wrong...sorry...
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:59 pm
I promised Van he would never have to worry about life ever again. I promised him he would have everything. I want to give him everything I promised but his medical bills are just so high. I can barely support our usual payments with my sister away.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:00 pm
oOAnubisOo John van understands that but he is only human as we all are. we can't all be perfect when we need to be. Though we'd like to do everything for the one's we love sometimes we can't and we have to learn to accept that. we can't blame ourselves for problems that are out of our control. I know van knows that you'd do anything for him and if i was older and had the money id do the same for him or anyone i loved. Exactly...this is by far the best advice. I am in medical school for one purpose...in the hopes that I can reduce suffering of those in Van's situation. I may not be able to do much now with my two hands, but I will be able to one day soon. I want him and others to be able to lead happy lives they deserve.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:00 pm
well i'm going to finally see step up 3...if anyone wishes to talk to me you can find me on facebook-sighs- today has sucked for everyone it seems..and john...i think van was or is crying
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:03 pm
And I absolutely despise those people who go into med school because they dream of earning big bucks. I want to help those who are ill and can't afford to pay bills; I'll help them for free, cause they deserve to be cured just as much as someone who can pay.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:14 pm
Cluey-kun And I absolutely despise those people who go into med school because they dream of earning big bucks. I want to help those who are ill and can't afford to pay bills; I'll help them for free, cause they deserve to be cured just as much as someone who can pay. I want to do the same thing... I'm going to try to graduate from high school early so I can get into medical school and help people who need it...... I want to create something.... something that will save a lot of people's lives..... I already know what the something is, but I don't want to say it... I think some people might think I'm stupid....... But this would really help a lot of people..........
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:22 pm
KisukeRULZ Cluey-kun And I absolutely despise those people who go into med school because they dream of earning big bucks. I want to help those who are ill and can't afford to pay bills; I'll help them for free, cause they deserve to be cured just as much as someone who can pay. I want to do the same thing... I'm going to try to graduate from high school early so I can get into medical school and help people who need it...... I want to create something.... something that will save a lot of people's lives..... I already know what the something is, but I don't want to say it... I think some people might think I'm stupid....... But this would really help a lot of people.......... That's a wonderful goal Chloe. Since we're in the same boat (medical school), I shall officially treat you like a fellow doctor =D
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 7:26 pm
Cluey-kun KisukeRULZ Cluey-kun And I absolutely despise those people who go into med school because they dream of earning big bucks. I want to help those who are ill and can't afford to pay bills; I'll help them for free, cause they deserve to be cured just as much as someone who can pay. I want to do the same thing... I'm going to try to graduate from high school early so I can get into medical school and help people who need it...... I want to create something.... something that will save a lot of people's lives..... I already know what the something is, but I don't want to say it... I think some people might think I'm stupid....... But this would really help a lot of people.......... That's a wonderful goal Chloe. Since we're in the same boat (medical school), I shall officially treat you like a fellow doctor =D Yay. ^^ Whats weird is, my last name is Dockter. mrgreen So when I do become a Doctor, I will be Dr. Dockter.
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