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 Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:09 pm
Van is dying. It's a fact. Deal with it. I have to.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:10 pm
Professor Spike Van is dying. It's a fact. Deal with it. I have to. You don't know that. And your saying it like it's no big deal.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:11 pm
Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun KisukeRULZ I can't do anything........... For anyone......................... Not my friends......... Not my family................. I can't do ******** anything............ Don't feel that Chloe-san... I'm sure everyone who loves you knows how much you care about them...your presence here warms up the hearts of many... Cluey Kun. That's true...Thanks for trying to help her. No, it's very true Critical...I've only RP'ed/chatted a few times with her but her personality is amazing. She's a fun person to talk to, she's kind, she stands up for her friends...I dont know how much more anyone could possibly expect... Yeah she's a great person, but she's always sad. I don't exactly understand why though. Maybe...she just wants to be there for people...I kinda know that feeling, wanting to be there for someone but physically impossible Well, that may be part of it. But the other part's much more complicated that being physically unable.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:11 pm
Oh it's a HUGE deal. I wish i could hold him tight and keep him safe. I truly do. But I can't. I can't keep him safe from his own body.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:13 pm
Professor Spike Oh it's a HUGE deal. I wish i could hold him tight and keep him safe. I truly do. But I can't. I can't keep him safe from his own body. Well...The way you were saying it made it seem like you didn't care... sad
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:14 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:14 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:14 pm
if i cud, i wud giv van my heart so that he cud live 4ever...
-amy, alexx went outside fast so i had to type sumthin...
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:16 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:17 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:21 pm
I love him too John... and I know he is dying... but I am going to keep loving him and caring for him all the same. If I could, I would hold him and comfort him... I would try my best to keep him from crying and keep his mind away from the pain.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:24 pm
I do hold him every time I'm home. It doesn't help. He still screams and weaps. His only comfort is in the morphine. I can't be home as often as I want to be, my friends keep me away almost as much as my job, but I do love Van with all that I am.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:30 pm
I know you love him John... and I know that you can't control the pain simply by holding him every now and then... but I hate hearing when he is alone and pain... I understand you need to work... but I still hate that he has to be alone at any point in the day...
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:34 pm
He's alone most of the day. I can't help it. Kevin checks on him when he's paid but it's really dificult for me to be there for him all the time. It tares me apart knowing he might need me. That's why my cell is set up to recieve messages from here. I eed to know anytime Van's in pain.
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Posted: Sat Jan 01, 2011 5:41 pm
XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey Kun. That's true...Thanks for trying to help her. No, it's very true Critical...I've only RP'ed/chatted a few times with her but her personality is amazing. She's a fun person to talk to, she's kind, she stands up for her friends...I dont know how much more anyone could possibly expect... Yeah she's a great person, but she's always sad. I don't exactly understand why though. Maybe...she just wants to be there for people...I kinda know that feeling, wanting to be there for someone but physically impossible Well, that may be part of it. But the other part's much more complicated that being physically unable. that does sound complicated...
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