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 Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 11:37 pm
I've been wallowing in desperation for something I can't say or it'll give it away, so I have a plan to fix it that's a big risk, so that's eating me up. I want to stop myself from going through with the plan, but I know I'll wallow in desperation some more.
And I can only tell one person, and he can only talk to me; he can't actually help me. And I can't tell anyone else. ;_;
/dilemmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:19 am
2010 shall be a tough year but I wont fail/lose anything else
to much headwreck and baaah to much headwreck
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:33 am
I'm really scared to go through with my actual cosplay.. I mean, everyone wants me to show pictures and I'm nervous I'll disappoint people that I'm not that great looking or the costumes don't look that great.. x-x
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:40 am
Kuroyanagika I'm really scared to go through with my actual cosplay.. I mean, everyone wants me to show pictures and I'm nervous I'll disappoint people that I'm not that great looking or the costumes don't look that great.. x-x to be honest you shouldnt think/worry about disappointing others the only opinion that should matter on that topic is your own are you doing it for fun or for others or?
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:51 am
am married but am bi also redface
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 8:54 am
Kamdage Kuroyanagika I'm really scared to go through with my actual cosplay.. I mean, everyone wants me to show pictures and I'm nervous I'll disappoint people that I'm not that great looking or the costumes don't look that great.. x-x to be honest you shouldnt think/worry about disappointing others the only opinion that should matter on that topic is your own are you doing it for fun or for others or? I honestly.. have no idea. It doesn't seem like fun anymore and all people want is to see pictures.. I'm really tired right now but I forced myself to get up so I can get it all done.
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 9:03 am
Kuroyanagika Kamdage Kuroyanagika I'm really scared to go through with my actual cosplay.. I mean, everyone wants me to show pictures and I'm nervous I'll disappoint people that I'm not that great looking or the costumes don't look that great.. x-x to be honest you shouldnt think/worry about disappointing others the only opinion that should matter on that topic is your own are you doing it for fun or for others or? I honestly.. have no idea. It doesn't seem like fun anymore and all people want is to see pictures.. I'm really tired right now but I forced myself to get up so I can get it all done. I think you should take a break from it/and just take a few breathers you dont have to show anyone pics unless you want to/no one force you to do anything/if your tired I think you should probably take a nap and then try regroup/atleast stuff might be alot clearer and less aaaaagh
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 10:31 am
It's funny, if we had switched roles and I did even half the things you did, you would have blocked me in a heartbeat, probably for just the gossiping and the crap talk alone.
Yet I haven't ignored you. Why?
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 12:32 pm
It's the better person's job to do good, not envy the lowness of another. Not to take up arms against the violent, manipulate the manipulative, scorn the scornful, or any such things.
You set the standard, don't let them.
I'm not even going to get into my own experience with that all.
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 12:58 pm
Kuroyanagika Kamdage Kuroyanagika I'm really scared to go through with my actual cosplay.. I mean, everyone wants me to show pictures and I'm nervous I'll disappoint people that I'm not that great looking or the costumes don't look that great.. x-x to be honest you shouldnt think/worry about disappointing others the only opinion that should matter on that topic is your own are you doing it for fun or for others or? I honestly.. have no idea. It doesn't seem like fun anymore and all people want is to see pictures.. I'm really tired right now but I forced myself to get up so I can get it all done. If you're tired/bored of it, and you feel like you aren't having fun and you're only doing it to make other people happy, you shouldn't do it. Don't waste your time doing something you don't want to.
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 1:51 pm
I hate it when people complain about stuff that is an easy fix.. but when I complain about something that isn't, I get told all the options I could go through, as if I haven't already thought of them. Or people just tell me to actually do something, instead of complaining. Or people say I'm talking about someone and tell me to stop causing drama.. (which isn't the case 99.9% of the time, so stfu) It's like they think I haven't gone through every option in my head or I haven't tried to do something the last few years. ._.
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:09 pm
Been awake for...uh. 24...28? or maybe 34 hours. Although I might be miscounting. My head isn't equipped for math even when it's had some sleep. xp 11 AM (ish) on...yesterday. When's that make? Anyway, medication change to hopefully reduce my sleepy during the day, except it didn't, and now I'm physically incapable of sleeping, so I got some...uh, mela...meno...meta...oh yeah, melatonin, cause it's like serotonin which I also don't have enough of so that's kind of a remember. xd Sooo maybe I can sleeeeep tonight. Which would be good, because sleep is good, and also I actually have stuff I have to do tomorrow morning instead of it being a weekend and all. Haha...always feel like I'm gonna fall asleep, but as soon as I close my eyes, it's like...nuh-uh, not happening, lolol
*giggles*
*bria]=n swiytches modwssz*
new p-ajams. they are nice i mitgg fet too hot or not ii ffont know gaha mny texturrrrrisoty a conniesure. i cant' dslell right yoday@!I know thyefuutre
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:11 pm
Oh you can take away my knife, but you can't force me to eat D<
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:36 pm
Valheita Oh you can take away my knife, but you can't force me to eat D<
Um.. I mean.. yeah. ninja
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