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 Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 2:23 pm
great going sis some motivational help you are
might aswell say go lie down in a ditch somewhere and die because life is bad
you try to be positive and wise yet it always ends up coming out negative
I hope this thing ends on Monday
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 2:40 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi I'm trying to raise money for college and one of my old ESE teachers told me to try and apply for disability on account of my Asperger Syndrome.
For some reason, that pissed me off.
I'm at an ends here because selfish pride doesn't want to accept money from a source which basically says I can't function on my own- whereas I know I can, but I still need the money for college and I REALLY want to avoid student loans because I don't feel like working 3 day jobs to pay off several assholes until I'm 30.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:05 pm
I withdrew £5 from my emergency savings account to buy a book.
That doesn't sound like much, but I'm worried I'll do it again.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:19 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:31 pm
Is that Touhou? It sounds familiar. And I've tried youtube tutorials for a few songs, like some from Kingdom Hearts, and I can't seem to get the two-hand coordination right. 
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:34 pm
Kuroyanagika Is that Touhou? It sounds familiar. And I've tried youtube tutorials for a few songs, like some from Kingdom Hearts, and I can't seem to get the two-hand coordination right. It is, if it's really cool, a good guess is it's from Touhou. I play by ear, so I guess it's easier, I can barely read Piano music. My mom plays my printed out Metroid sheet music a lot though on our Grand Piano and my orchestra played through the Fire and Flames that I made in Garageband and printed out.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 3:52 pm
CH0Z0 Kuroyanagika Is that Touhou? It sounds familiar. And I've tried youtube tutorials for a few songs, like some from Kingdom Hearts, and I can't seem to get the two-hand coordination right. It is, if it's really cool, a good guess is it's from Touhou. I play by ear, so I guess it's easier, I can barely read Piano music. My mom plays my printed out Metroid sheet music a lot though on our Grand Piano and my orchestra played through the Fire and Flames that I made in Garageband and printed out. I can't read sheet music either. xD;; I just try to follow the keys on the videos when they light up. I have an old electric keyboard around here somewhere, but not an actual piano. xP That's cool, though, that your mum plays that kind of music. ^^ As for your orchestra.. mine would've probably done the same. xD
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:11 pm
peoplers Here *hugs* have some alcohol... it is the solution to all life's problems ok not really but it can be useful on occasion to help you relax. *snuggles* Pirate Captain Sushi People aren't very trustworthy. In my observations, when it comes straight down to it, people only strive for companionship with others to satisfy their own needs. Money, lust, hell if they're desperate enough they'll try a symbiotic relationship to satisfy one anothers needs while a rush of chemicals burst into their heads and fool them into thinking they're in love when 40 years later their partners either broke up with them or are cheating behind their backs. Your just learning this faster than everyone. You know what this makes you? A freaking savant. O.O
Ignorance is bliss.
And I'm very optimistic, and I try really hard to give everyone a chance.. it's so tiring. ;o;Seperate from above ____v Few clips of conversation here.
"in love with a girl who doesn't want me,"
"than sitting here in a waste of depression hoping to god one day you'll love me again but it's just not gonna happen"
I kept saying I was sorry. I didn't know what to say..
"You're sorry? I've lost everything I once loved in life and here you come by making me feel like I haven't. Like life is awesome once again. And NOW you decide you can't do this. It just NOW hits you aren't ready for something like this?"
"What the ********, woman, he's dead!"
"I've been trying my ******** hardest to get your god damn attention! To try and find make your miserable little life better in any ******** way possible! And you're sorry?!"
Yes, yes, I'm rather sorry about that.
Sorry is all I can think of to say..
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:17 pm
Gods above, give me a break. No, the login code doesn't work yet. Why? Because I've spent the last week unable to talk because of a sore throat? Because I've got university classes to sit? Because my life is going to hell in a ******** handbasket?
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:37 pm
Not really a secret but kind of an vent..
I really miss my tablet.. There is only so much I can do with traditional art since I'm horrible at it. Having all my tools and being able to run across the screen with my pen is so much easier. I hate having to do it at the desk, I wish I had a laptop but.. I want my tablet more than anything right now. It's driving me up a wall when I get notes on DA asking me about commissions on Gaia (Or PMs on Gaia) and.. I just.. can't do anything for them. They want my digital stuff that was seriously working on some "realism" and.. I can't do that through traditional art unless I take classes..
I'm not really self motivated, if it wasn't for the fact I started getting commissions online, I'd have probably never improved in my art through digital works. It's not the same with traditional though, there is so much work you have to do and one ******** up could mean you have to start on a new sheet of paper. I love being able to do everything digitally because it's so much easier.. so many ways to edit your work and improve using different brushes and different patterns, the colors.. I can't color traditional art and I can't really edit traditional art.. It comes out one way and then you realize you may have ******** something up but there is "nothing" you can do about it unless there are secrets out there that I don't know.
Honestly.. I don't think I want to know them. I love being able to doodle and mess around in my sketch book but the real work goes on the computer and I miss it.. a lot. I swear.. if I don't get a new tablet soon, I'm robbing Best Buy mad
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:51 pm
*Sigh*
I wait for a day in which I can freely speak with Tabi again, as in olden times.
It's a day I can't bring forth by my own power, and one that's not likely to occur. But, alas, times were beyond grand when she was a good friend.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:48 pm
naito obu 20 notes per beat on treble, amirite?
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:06 pm
Using a Dragon Quest cosplay avi to distract myself from the fact that the season of Doctor Who is over crying . But I still wanna plan a Who event in zOMG.../gotta find all the fans in the guild *ninja*
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:11 pm
CH0Z0 Kuroyanagika Is that Touhou? It sounds familiar. And I've tried youtube tutorials for a few songs, like some from Kingdom Hearts, and I can't seem to get the two-hand coordination right. It is, if it's really cool, a good guess is it's from Touhou. I play by ear, so I guess it's easier, I can barely read Piano music. Somehow I see for me an angry gal chasing a few other gals, when I hear this music. 
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:25 pm
Gakre CH0Z0 Kuroyanagika Is that Touhou? It sounds familiar. And I've tried youtube tutorials for a few songs, like some from Kingdom Hearts, and I can't seem to get the two-hand coordination right. It is, if it's really cool, a good guess is it's from Touhou. I play by ear, so I guess it's easier, I can barely read Piano music. Somehow I see for me an angry gal chasing a few other gals, when I hear this music. You're kinda close. It's actually a scrolling shooter game so they're angry girls chasing people with their magic. xD Kind of.
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