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 Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 11:37 pm
I seem to only play on computers and not do anything I need to get done for example homework that's way over due and as well as get a drivers license. If I did any of that then I would be in a much better position. for example, if I had a drivers license I could do homework at school and be home in time to still play on the computer and I would no longer have to wait for the city bus. I could probably even go out and get a girlfriend and be a much happier man but it all comes down to how lazy I am and I for some reason still don't care to do any of it even tho I know it would be so helpful.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:33 am
A week until my meds need to be refilled and lately all I've been hearing (about other things) is that we have no money because it's going towards this and that.. Makes me wonder how my parents will react when they notice they need to be refilled next week. >.<
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:42 am
SELL YOU DAMN JUNK SELL! and on another note. My replies for in the guild forum are SOOOOO screwed up right now... think my tektek toolbar might be destroying it, as I can no longer CHOOSE colours... oh no! I must type them in... and then I have to remember to spell colour the wrong way (well for me at least) GRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:43 am
peoplers SELL YOU DAMN JUNK SELL! and on another note. My replies for in the guild forum are SOOOOO screwed up right now... think my tektek toolbar might be destroying it, as I can no longer CHOOSE colours... oh no! I must type them in... and then I have to remember to spell colour the wrong way (well for me at least) GRRRRRRRRRRRR OMG, the colour thing, I used to do that wrong A LOT. xd I still do sometimes xp
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 5:57 am
me is having gewd day and this day nawt be ruined! o3o
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 6:19 am
I'm trying to raise money for college and one of my old ESE teachers told me to try and apply for disability on account of my Asperger Syndrome.
For some reason, that pissed me off.
I'm at an ends here because selfish pride doesn't want to accept money from a source which basically says I can't function on my own- whereas I know I can, but I still need the money for college and I REALLY want to avoid student loans because I don't feel like working 3 day jobs to pay off several assholes until I'm 30.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 6:30 am
Pirate Captain Sushi I'm trying to raise money for college and one of my old ESE teachers told me to try and apply for disability on account of my Asperger Syndrome.
For some reason, that pissed me off.
I'm at an ends here because selfish pride doesn't want to accept money from a source which basically says I can't function on my own- whereas I know I can, but I still need the money for college and I REALLY want to avoid student loans because I don't feel like working 3 day jobs to pay off several assholes until I'm 30.
You can look for student grants, ya know. Some give out quite a bit, actually. I'll have to do this myself, and possible student loans because I can't work for.. a year or two.. to make 52K or more.. to go to college. I've been trying to get a job for almost 4 years.. it isn't happening. I'd like to go as soon as possible and if it means having to pay a good bit back for the next 2-3 years after I get a job.. I'm good with it.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 7:39 am
Rayne Bloodstone Pirate Captain Sushi I'm trying to raise money for college and one of my old ESE teachers told me to try and apply for disability on account of my Asperger Syndrome.
For some reason, that pissed me off.
I'm at an ends here because selfish pride doesn't want to accept money from a source which basically says I can't function on my own- whereas I know I can, but I still need the money for college and I REALLY want to avoid student loans because I don't feel like working 3 day jobs to pay off several assholes until I'm 30.
You can look for student grants, ya know. Some give out quite a bit, actually. I'll have to do this myself, and possible student loans because I can't work for.. a year or two.. to make 52K or more.. to go to college. I've been trying to get a job for almost 4 years.. it isn't happening. I'd like to go as soon as possible and if it means having to pay a good bit back for the next 2-3 years after I get a job.. I'm good with it.
I'm apparently getting a student loan because the job thing ain't happening like with Rayne, and I honestly dgaf if I'm stuck paying them the rest of my life. My parents have paid all they can to get me this far, if I want to go any further I have to get student loans.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:04 am
All my heroes have failed me.
It's a really weird thought, but a very true one. Anyone I have put my full and complete trust in has failed me in some way.
I'm also really, really sick and tired of having my heart broken. I shouldn't feel this old, I'm not even a quarter of a century old, for god's sake. I shouldn't have this much... trauma? heartache? depression? I should be happy and self-centered and gallivanting off into the world.
djksfgjksd Dx
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:20 am
Maris Pallitax All my heroes have failed me.
It's a really weird thought, but a very true one. Anyone I have put my full and complete trust in has failed me in some way.
I'm also really, really sick and tired of having my heart broken. I shouldn't feel this old, I'm not even a quarter of a century old, for god's sake. I shouldn't have this much... trauma? heartache? depression? I should be happy and self-centered and gallivanting off into the world.
djksfgjksd Dx
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:33 am
Maris Pallitax All my heroes have failed me.
It's a really weird thought, but a very true one. Anyone I have put my full and complete trust in has failed me in some way.
I'm also really, really sick and tired of having my heart broken. I shouldn't feel this old, I'm not even a quarter of a century old, for god's sake. I shouldn't have this much... trauma? heartache? depression? I should be happy and self-centered and gallivanting off into the world.
djksfgjksd Dx People aren't very trustworthy. In my observations, when it comes straight down to it, people only strive for companionship with others to satisfy their own needs. Money, lust, hell if they're desperate enough they'll try a symbiotic relationship to satisfy one anothers needs while a rush of chemicals burst into their heads and fool them into thinking they're in love when 40 years later their partners either broke up with them or are cheating behind their backs. Your just learning this faster than everyone. You know what this makes you? A freaking savant. O.O
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 1:06 pm
Can wisdom teeth...grow back in? gonk The back corners of my mouth where they used to be feel really odd, but I really don't know what it feels like to have wisdom teeth grow in, because I didn't feel mine at all. xp
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 1:14 pm
I had a dream where a penguin threatened me. For some reason we were in the living room and it was covered in snow, and the penguin keep trying to get up the stairs but couldn't. It fell on its back and I laughed at it, and it got up. It started to walk over to me menacingly, while shaking it's wing and making stabbing motions with its beak. ._.
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 1:19 pm
Maris Pallitax All my heroes have failed me.
It's a really weird thought, but a very true one. Anyone I have put my full and complete trust in has failed me in some way.
I'm also really, really sick and tired of having my heart broken. I shouldn't feel this old, I'm not even a quarter of a century old, for god's sake. I shouldn't have this much... trauma? heartache? depression? I should be happy and self-centered and gallivanting off into the world.
djksfgjksd Dx /huggles 030
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 1:19 pm
Why do I get jealous when I see people go all out for birthdays? I see it in threads here, I see it in statuses, I know a lot of presents were given out..
So I.. get jealous because they have awesome friends that are nice like that. It's great that they do have great friends, but oh well. Not receiving birthday presents from your friends don't make them any less a friend. After all, it's not a requirement, and I wouldn't ask them to give me. I just get jealous of the people who have friends that do such things, is all.
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