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 Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2012 8:04 pm
*The weight of reality begins crashing down on Epic as he looks at whats required to get a book published...he however gets up despite this pressure.*
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2012 5:15 am
I wish I didn't live where I do. Its so expensive.
Even more expensive than the capital. Its ridiculous. £500 a month for an unfurnished flat in the dodgiest area of town...
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2012 5:43 am
epic-writer42 Silly RiRi Why on earth am I so negative? I entered a competition for fun, and have been regretting it all week. It's not even something I particularily care about, but I can't stop thinking about how I'm not good enough and there's no way I'd even come close to winning, so why did I bother? Which, y'know, would be fine if it weren't for the fact that winners haven't been announced yet, so why does my brain like to preemptively put me down? Some minds are stuck on negative thinking. Mine is stuck that way as well. You may want to get out of that groove, cause all the negativity ends up turning into anxiety. It's a shame it's not an easy thing to do, switching the way of thinking. I've been miserable for ages, and everything I do to make it better just backfires on me. On a related note, I really shouldn't have entered that contest. Winners were announced sometime while I was sleeping- I didn't even make the top 25. Kinda a blow to my self confidence as an artist, that. --- Anyway, good luck with getting your book published! You can do it! whee
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2012 6:34 am
Silly RiRi epic-writer42 Silly RiRi Why on earth am I so negative? I entered a competition for fun, and have been regretting it all week. It's not even something I particularily care about, but I can't stop thinking about how I'm not good enough and there's no way I'd even come close to winning, so why did I bother? Which, y'know, would be fine if it weren't for the fact that winners haven't been announced yet, so why does my brain like to preemptively put me down? Some minds are stuck on negative thinking. Mine is stuck that way as well. You may want to get out of that groove, cause all the negativity ends up turning into anxiety. It's a shame it's not an easy thing to do, switching the way of thinking. I've been miserable for ages, and everything I do to make it better just backfires on me. On a related note, I really shouldn't have entered that contest. Winners were announced sometime while I was sleeping- I didn't even make the top 25. Kinda a blow to my self confidence as an artist, that. --- Anyway, good luck with getting your book published! You can do it! whee It depends on how many people entered, how much training they've had, how long they've been doing it for etc. Training and experience can help you to outshine even the most naturally talented non-experienced artist. Plus the more people that apply the more difficult it becomes to win anything. There is also the different opinions on different styles. Some judges won't like a style where others might. So there are a lot of factors that affect it. Don't be down hearted about it! heart These things happen
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2012 12:23 pm
Silly RiRi epic-writer42 Silly RiRi Why on earth am I so negative? I entered a competition for fun, and have been regretting it all week. It's not even something I particularily care about, but I can't stop thinking about how I'm not good enough and there's no way I'd even come close to winning, so why did I bother? Which, y'know, would be fine if it weren't for the fact that winners haven't been announced yet, so why does my brain like to preemptively put me down? Some minds are stuck on negative thinking. Mine is stuck that way as well. You may want to get out of that groove, cause all the negativity ends up turning into anxiety. It's a shame it's not an easy thing to do, switching the way of thinking. I've been miserable for ages, and everything I do to make it better just backfires on me. On a related note, I really shouldn't have entered that contest. Winners were announced sometime while I was sleeping- I didn't even make the top 25. Kinda a blow to my self confidence as an artist, that. --- Anyway, good luck with getting your book published! You can do it! whee Sad part is, I haven't even finished writing something yet.
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Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2012 7:29 pm
I'm actually scared out of my mind about going into the marines. That I won't be good enough, and that I'll get somebody hurt....
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 4:00 am
Midnight_Euphomy I'm actually scared out of my mind about going into the marines. That I won't be good enough, and that I'll get somebody hurt....
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 6:14 am
I just want to hold him when he's like this. Why won't he let me? =(
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Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2012 3:14 pm
I Hate seeing someone cry and not be able to do anything to make it better
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 5:13 am
Does anyone feel safer this morning? like we are no longer spinning out of sync and into the sun? No? Oh i guess the bitching aimed at me for the dishes not being done at night vs a few min ago didn't effect anything at all besides a few clean forks >.> It pisses me off if i fall asleep early and don't do the 6 things in the sink i get bitched at like i left a nuke on countdown or set half the house on fire. The only real difference a few hours makes when it comes to dishes is if food dries on things...i really hate the people i live with more then other times.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 12:06 pm
clockwerksentinel Does anyone feel safer this morning? like we are no longer spinning out of sync and into the sun? No? Oh i guess the bitching aimed at me for the dishes not being done at night vs a few min ago didn't effect anything at all besides a few clean forks >.> It pisses me off if i fall asleep early and don't do the 6 things in the sink i get bitched at like i left a nuke on countdown or set half the house on fire. The only real difference a few hours makes when it comes to dishes is if food dries on things...i really hate the people i live with more then other times. You have no idea how much I relate to this, my mom thinks that if the dishes don't get done it's the end of the world. I feel your pain. My mom actually has gotten a bit better about it lately, maybe you just need to talk to your mom and get a dishes schedule going and that will work out. For me as long as a do the dishes in the evening after dinner she doesn't yell at me for not doing dishes throughout the day (though this depends how long I'm home for, and other factors but it's at least better now).
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2012 4:53 pm
I wish assisted suicide was legal.
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2012 1:27 pm
I thought I was over him until he came in to work to fill some coolers with ice and I had a mini heart attack when he talked to me. He wasn't even all dressed up nice in his tie and everything like he usually was for work. He was in regular everyday clothes and had glasses on (which I had never seen before), and he still looked sexy as fuuuuck. Now I'm all obsessed with him again D=
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2012 1:41 pm
It's beauty that catches your attention... This afternoon my mom picked me up from my dads, and she got chick-fil-a. So I got home, and I was giving everyone their food, like I normally do. My step-dad, started shouting at me when I took the fries back from him. He knew they were his, I didn't. I didn't see any other fries in the bag because they were at the bottom. After he snatched them back from me, I got angry, so I got my food and went to the table. My mom is always on my side; She started fighting with him about being angry with me. Suddenly i'm being called a smartass. WTF DID I DO?! So I have the ketchup, I was about to put it on my fries, when my step-dad here comes and takes it away. I say "what the heck, dallas! I was about to use that." He says the same thing and so I take my s**t to my room and eat it there. ...Personality captures your heart.
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Posted: Sat Jun 23, 2012 4:33 pm
xMomoiro-The-Cutex It's beauty that catches your attention... This afternoon my mom picked me up from my dads, and she got chick-fil-a. So I got home, and I was giving everyone their food, like I normally do. My step-dad, started shouting at me when I took the fries back from him. He knew they were his, I didn't. I didn't see any other fries in the bag because they were at the bottom. After he snatched them back from me, I got angry, so I got my food and went to the table. My mom is always on my side; She started fighting with him about being angry with me. Suddenly i'm being called a smartass. WTF DID I DO?! So I have the ketchup, I was about to put it on my fries, when my step-dad here comes and takes it away. I say "what the heck, dallas! I was about to use that." He says the same thing and so I take my s**t to my room and eat it there. ...Personality captures your heart. Just kick him in the balls and take back the ketchup, then. D:
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