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 Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 5:19 pm
"How could you? They are both gone .. I cannot even find them, return them here. What more could you offer?" she asked tearfully as she continued moving.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 5:32 pm
Do you forget? That i felt the same. What i can offer you is my heart, not to shatter but to mend yours in this time of need. Needless to say i was there when you suffered your loses and helped you get back on your feet again. I will do so again and again because in my heart thats what matters your happiness. I cant bring them back to you, something so huge i belive no one in rds is capable of doing. But i offer a solace for your woes and pains. A place where you can rely to anytime you need. Will you accept it like the past or will you refuse it now that you need it the most? *he said following her in the same pace*
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 7:11 pm
"That would be terribly selfish of me. I refuse." she said softly, showing her apology for the harshness of her words with her eyes, still moving onward.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 7:28 pm
I really dont want you to be like this. please Ziven let me that pillar of strength, that part of you that will be there, allow me to show you that you are not alone in this and that you can always rely on those that care for you the most. *He kept following her trying to catch up without looking that he was running for her*
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 7:34 pm
"Seisuke-ona .. we are different, even when we are alike. I must be strong on my own." she said softly. Bobbing her head, she still continued onward, trying to sort out her thoughts. "All will be well."
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 7:45 pm
*He stopped there baffled at her words. No matter how much he tried to enforce that she wasnt alone she again pushes herself out everytime. Not really understanding why she was determined to her mind that he was not helpful he said* We are not different the moment you realize this will be good. Strength can get you so far but a helping hand can do much more, but very well do what you must i will not insist again for now. I still think i can help you. and for this moment in time i hope you are right that you will be well.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 7:59 pm
Crying softly, her pace slowed considerably now though she still continued to move. "All my life has ever been is lonely .. it is up to me to overcome my pain and sorrow on my own. Though I have been allowed to speak when I am upset, it is still up to me to feel better on my own. I have never .. heard of someone requesting or offering what you are now. In truth, I am weak, which means I must become strong and I cannot do so with the help of others. That is what everyone says, it is something I must learn on my own." she finished, her voice quite weak in this moment as she fought with herself, trying to remain calm, though it was not working well as a fresh wave of tears came.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 8:22 pm
He appeared in front of her and hugged her again "Snap out of it! Please stop saying that. You can gain strength with the help of others, when your are upset yes it is up to you, but when you have someone who you can share your pain and help you, the woes the weight the pain lessens to an extent that you say 'thanks i feel better' I was told once the weakness of one is the strength of another thus in your weakness you can lean into that strenght that your comapnion has. you have to realize that you are strong no one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes. Others can help thus making you stronger in here *He points the heart* Making you wiser *He points her forehead* Making you stronger.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 8:34 pm
Finally she let go, allowing herself to accept his care. With a deep sigh, she leaned against him, her tears slowing though her clothes were flowing around her more than before.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:29 pm
He embraced her gently allowing himself to comfort him*
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:31 pm
"Thank you .. Seisuke-ona .." she said softly after holding each other for a long time. She did not release him yet though, still wanting to care and be cared for this night.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 10:36 pm
He smiled comforting her for the longest time gently and with care
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Posted: Sun Jul 27, 2008 8:53 am
"I never seem to know what is correct .." she said softly, still clinging to him, feeling utterly disappointed in herself.
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Posted: Sun Jul 27, 2008 9:35 am
You do, you just need more experience in life. Theres still a ways to go for you since you will live for thousands of years. In time and with help you will never go astray. Only time knowledge and understand will make you wiser. As i said friends and companions will help you when you need you never alone please understand that *he said gently to her*
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Posted: Sun Jul 27, 2008 9:45 am
"To know that I am the daughter of dragon riders .. to have blood of elves and dragons and men in my veins .. to be of the royal family .. and yet I am still here. Moving forward knowing that I lack confidence and strength like my people should have." she said softly. Clinging to him still her clothes changed from head to toe, that which better suited her mood. Quite honestly, she did not want to think of the future nor the past, only now in the moment and to know what was right.
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