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 Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 3:22 pm
Nios I don't like to give in >.< Neither do I. I once claimed that my dog would get moldy if we left her outside while it was raining just so I wouldn't have to give in to my step dad.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 3:48 pm
Hahaha that made me laugh so hard. The moldy dog that is.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 3:52 pm
Yeah, it made my mom and my step dad laugh pretty hard too. Now, I laugh about, but I think at the time, I just yelled at them for not taking me seriously. Being an overreactive teenager was awesome. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 4:10 pm
I feel fortunate that I've mostly been a mellow teen. Melodramatic sometimes, but not with my family.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 6:38 pm
[Q] Last time I talked to you Jovo, you said Buffy was better than Angel? Or maybe it was charmed. Bwar for memory suckage. You do, because I NEVER would have said either of those things.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 7:18 pm
Nios I feel fortunate that I've mostly been a mellow teen. Melodramatic sometimes, but not with my family. I'm not a melodramatic teen (god, I can still say that for one more year!) -- I'm just a melodramatic person.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 7:19 pm
I try not to be. I'm one of those people that complain too much.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:09 pm
Suddenly I am in a very rotten mood. stare
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:33 pm
Nios Suddenly I am in a very rotten mood. stare What's up?
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:38 pm
JoVo [Q] Last time I talked to you Jovo, you said Buffy was better than Angel? Or maybe it was charmed. Bwar for memory suckage. You do, because I NEVER would have said either of those things. That one time you were on the phone with me you were like, "Oh, I have to tape Charmed!" and I was like, "Charmed? Charmed? WHat the hell, man?!" I think that's where Buffy and Angel came in. But I distinctly remembering making fun of your Charmed obsession. Just like how you have to type out loud. That was annoying. "With someone as smart as you, you can type in SILENCE!"
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:40 pm
I have no idea really. Someone said something that wasn't offensive but I took offense to it anyways. I don't think that's what I'm upset about though.
I was talking to a friend earlier. He invited me to go to the valley with him and work for the whole of August. I was immediately very excited and wanted to go. Then I thought about how WIll would not want me to go. My friend said that it's not Will's decision on what I do with my life on issues like that. I said he'd guilt me into staying here and wasting my time because he'd say "You never take my feelings into consideration." It's sad but almost true.
He loves me. He really does. But I know I don't love him as much as he loves me and I don't feel that that's right. I broke up with him two months ago and explained that he should be with someone who could love them more. I've tried to force myself to love him but it hasn't worked. We were together for a year. I enjoy being with him. But I think of him more as a friend. He was hurt but he said it was understandable given my history and that he's sure I'll be able to love him eventually.
Since we've been back together I've felt miserable. No reason for feeling that way.
Overall point is: I'm a cold hearted b***h that's incapable of love and therefore do not deserve to be loved.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:45 pm
I just accidently restarted my computer. I'd just finished the lineart for some avatar art. No, I hadn't saved. stare
Nios, I don't think that's true. Maybe you just really love him. I mean, you've got compassion to spare. I think that sort of drops you out of the "cold hearted b***h" category.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:54 pm
I feel so undeserving. While we were on a break I slowly brought up things I was considering such as eventually starting testosterone or having my breasts removed. He got upset and said "I'm making so many sacrifices for you. Won't you do the same for me?" He was not pleased about the breast thing even though I only suggested it as a distant possibility. When I thought about it, I couldn't imagine making the same sacrifices for him. Do you know how terrible I feel? I almost wish he did hate me for what I was so I could just be alone for the rest of my life and not bother anyone with my feelings.
[sorry about the art >.< I hate it when that sort of thing happens.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 8:58 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 9:00 pm
Yes, but you don't have to.
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