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 Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:36 pm
I hate myself for being trusting... I got "stabbed in the back". and it hurts so much crying
I joined an MMO my cousin introduced to me called "La Tale" in April. I played on it every day improving on it. Until I made a few Buddies. One of them "Phantom", vanished for one day. A few months later, a random person walked up to me and said "hey, guess who it is?". I was so stupid in responding "Phantom, is that you?" because I missed him so much... The response from his was "yes" (I should've stopped and think for a moment, anyone could have that response). Apparently he said that he could get me a new skill, and all he needed was my account info. so he can do it quicker instead of explaining it to me.
What I should have done: ask him to give me the directions.
But I didn't... so I gave away my password to him. it was suspicious that after an hour he was still on.
When I logged back into La Tale, everything was gone.... my items, equips, everything...
Now I have to tell 2 kids that I befriended since the beginning (they're cousins and the ages are 8 and 9) that I"m going to go. It's a bit heartbreaking to hear that I'm the reason why they're staying, and... I'm basically not welcomed into the MMO because of my stupid action (well the company, the rest of the community won't give a s**t). I' already broke 1 rule into giving away my account info... but would it be worth breaking another rule into making a mule account (that's considered illegal also. God I just wish it was more free like Gaia).
I'm at ends. I got stabbed in the back because of my stupid action in trusting people and 2 kids I journeyed with have to pay the emotional toll. Just great gonk
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:36 pm
Yoru Kurosawa In a maze without an end--why do you still breathe?
Guh... maybe not-so-secret: I'm a huge flirt, even when taken. I never really mean anything by it, 'cause I'm playful like that. I love my boyfriend too much to cheat on him D: But I still flirt... I need to ask him about that tonight.
Sorrow made you in the heart of the dark sea I believe I'm the same way.
redface
I hadn't really noticed it until today, though.
I was being playful and stuff around this semi-new kid in my 3rd block class...
sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Aug 11, 2009 3:05 am
 personal, but i`ll rename the guys in this paragraph.
tin was the guy i fell in love with at first sight. we went out twice, both times leaving me for a friend. this round of the year, i'm befriending with different guys. like larry, and raine. raine was my best friend since grade five, so that made no difference. but when i hang with raine, tin despises him. i secretly want to fall with tin again. it feels so lonely without him...
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 1:17 pm
In a month, Jon's dad comes back from Army Basic Training. In a month, Jon will be signed up as a U.S. Marine.
*bangs head against wall*
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:17 pm
Shiori Miko In a month, Jon's dad comes back from Army Basic Training. In a month, Jon will be signed up as a U.S. Marine. *bangs head against wall* *hugs* It's all right, he'll be back safe and ok!
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:25 pm
keito melfina Shiori Miko In a month, Jon's dad comes back from Army Basic Training. In a month, Jon will be signed up as a U.S. Marine. *bangs head against wall* *hugs* It's all right, he'll be back safe and ok! I agree as my uncle went to Iraq for the war for a bit and came back okay. just keep hold of hope and everything will be okay.
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:31 pm
game_freak2013 keito melfina Shiori Miko In a month, Jon's dad comes back from Army Basic Training. In a month, Jon will be signed up as a U.S. Marine. *bangs head against wall* *hugs* It's all right, he'll be back safe and ok! I agree as my uncle went to Iraq for the war for a bit and came back okay. just keep hold of hope and everything will be okay. I'm cynical. Hoping everything will be alright doesn't mean it will be. And I'm atheist so prayer is kinda...no. Three months Basic. One month Infantry. And god knows how long in Specialty. Then the constant fear of deployment. Then the constant fear of him not coming from deployment. Then it repeats. It's gonna be a fun 8 years.
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:37 pm
My best friend wants to kill herself. But I'm not sure what to think. She says this at least once every 2 months, and I'm not sure if she's serious or just spewing s**t out of her mouth. I'm so tired of stopping everything I'm doing to talk to her about this. And all her problems are centered aren't her boyfriend, whom I hate, and her piece of s**t mother who she doesn't even talk to anymore. I'm so ******** tired of having to be insanely nice to her, when inside I'm getting angrier at her every secong. I tell her the same damn stuff every ******** time, and she always says thanks, she always says it helps. But every couple months we go through the same cycle.
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:46 pm
The Ravenclaw Beauty My best friend wants to kill herself. But I'm not sure what to think. She says this at least once every 2 months, and I'm not sure if she's serious or just spewing s**t out of her mouth. I'm so tired of stopping everything I'm doing to talk to her about this. And all her problems are centered aren't her boyfriend, whom I hate, and her piece of s**t mother who she doesn't even talk to anymore. I'm so ******** tired of having to be insanely nice to her, when inside I'm getting angrier at her every secong. I tell her the same damn stuff every ******** time, and she always says thanks, she always says it helps. But every couple months we go through the same cycle. I'd have to treat every threat as an immediate alarm, even if it's just a bunch of spew. Try to at least stimulate a conversation, but make sure you can guide it so you can find out the direct source as of why. That's what I do when I plot to have random conversations w/ people I just met, they end up telling information that they would rather hide. But the reason why it's a bit successful for me: I give off a welcoming environment to speak, making sure not to interrupt until they're done.
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 2:50 pm
keito melfina The Ravenclaw Beauty My best friend wants to kill herself. But I'm not sure what to think. She says this at least once every 2 months, and I'm not sure if she's serious or just spewing s**t out of her mouth. I'm so tired of stopping everything I'm doing to talk to her about this. And all her problems are centered aren't her boyfriend, whom I hate, and her piece of s**t mother who she doesn't even talk to anymore. I'm so ******** tired of having to be insanely nice to her, when inside I'm getting angrier at her every secong. I tell her the same damn stuff every ******** time, and she always says thanks, she always says it helps. But every couple months we go through the same cycle. I'd have to treat every threat as an immediate alarm, even if it's just a bunch of spew. Try to at least stimulate a conversation, but make sure you can guide it so you can find out the direct source as of why. That's what I do when I plot to have random conversations w/ people I just met, they end up telling information that they would rather hide. But the reason why it's a bit successful for me: I give off a welcoming environment to speak, making sure not to interrupt until they're done. And I do that, but I'm tired of doing it ever time. Now I have the suspicion that she's just fishing for compliments. And I don't understand why I should try to help her time after time when she does nothing for me. She pissed me off so much a couple days ago, I don't know why I care anymore. And she only wants compliments. I give her advice all the time, and she never listens.
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 6:27 pm
Bad grilled cheese is bad *throws up* - feels like it, but I haven't yet
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 6:44 pm
Dun think any less of me redface : I don't shave there as often as I should.
*coughnevercough*
It's only because of recent... events on the bus that I chose to finally get rid of that problem.
And it's been really uncomfortable...
redface emo
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Posted: Fri Aug 14, 2009 6:48 pm
Angel of Windz Dun think any less of me redface : I don't shave there as often as I should.
*coughnevercough*
It's only because of recent... events on the bus that I chose to finally get rid of that problem.
And it's been really uncomfortable...
redface emo
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 3:47 am
I've avoided this topic the past 73 pages!
Anyway:
The past 6 months, I've been practising on smiling from time to time (in secret).
It hardly hurt anymore now.
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Posted: Sat Aug 15, 2009 4:59 am
Angel of Windz Yoru Kurosawa In a maze without an end--why do you still breathe?
Guh... maybe not-so-secret: I'm a huge flirt, even when taken. I never really mean anything by it, 'cause I'm playful like that. I love my boyfriend too much to cheat on him D: But I still flirt... I need to ask him about that tonight.
Sorrow made you in the heart of the dark sea I believe I'm the same way.
redface
I hadn't really noticed it until today, though.
I was being playful and stuff around this semi-new kid in my 3rd block class...
sweatdrop I'm really flirty too, hell, anyone on skype knows that, but it's ussually by accident. It's ussually later that I reallize or are told that I was flirting. I love my boyfriend so much and I know he would be really upset if he found out I flirt with other guys. I don't even want to most of the time, it's subconscious, the only times I want to flirt is when is a joke or I'm talking to my boyfriend.
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