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Roxanne sighed,going to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.She didnt like who she saw at all.She had let her sister die.Roxanne had cried about it every night until she was at the point of no longer being sad,just angry.No tears left in her.Her arm was bleeding badly but she ignored it.What's physical pain compared to emotional pain? Roxanne grabbed a cloth and wet it slight,exiting the bathroom to help Sam.She wiped the blood away and looked at him."We've gone through this enough" she said a spell in latin,the one to heal.She actually stopped whispering her spells,feeling a tiny bit more confident in her magic.She completely forgot about her bleeding arm.She took her jacket off and looked at it."Ouch" she muttered.That's a lot of blood.She went into the bathroom again to fix her arm up.She never really did spells on herself so she just wrapped the wound with a bandage.Again,she left the bathroom and crossed her arms,causing a slight wince.She looked at Sam."You know,Bobby's been calling.Talking about hunting the Trickster.Do you want to give it a try? It's worth a shot,right? W-We could do over that wednesday so they didnt die....".There was no question about it,she missed Dean and Bianca.Nothing was the same without them.

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Roxanne passed a hand through her hair."He's a trickster,Sam.If he didnt want us to find him them he wouldnt be found.C'mon.What if Bobby's actually on to something? What if we could actually get them back?" Seeing his shoulders tense,she hugged him.It was a bit awkward looking since he was so much taller than her and she was hugging him from behind but she just wanted to hug him."Their death put a toll on us,we spent our entire first month hunting the Trickster.I'm tired,Sammy,i'm tired of feeling so sad and angry at the same time.I-I want to give it a try.If Bobby has him then i'm sure he'll listen to me" she let go of him and batted her eyes quickly,keeping her tears at bay.She refused to cry."I miss them too,Sam.I miss everything about them and i want them back.Don't you? We're not as happy,we barely even talk.There's a chance that we can get them back and i'm willing to take it." She sighed."Put on a shirt before you catch a cold.I don't want you getting sick."

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Roxanne brushed his bangs out of his face."When i was younger,being a girl and all,i used to get into a lot of fights with her.....i used to tell her that my life would be easer if she just dropped dead.Boy was i wrong,this is horrible" she still felt like crying but she wanted to distract herself."I want to kill him,i really do but i know that won't make me feel better.We'll find him,though." she smiled but it wasnt like her usual smiles,she could barely get this one out."You should give Bobby a call.He's worried about you.I'm worried about you" She then sat down on the bed next to him and leaned on him."And if we don't kill him,maybe we should take a little break from hunting.Just lay low for a few days."

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Roxanne sighed when Sam moved away because the phone was ringing.It's like they could never have a moment.She listened to the voicemail,sighing softly when it was over."And maybe you should answer one of his calls.Sam,he's like a father to you.Atleast answer him once.If you won't call him then i will".She just wanted this all to be over with.It's either get Bianca and Dean back or try to be happy with Sam.Although she didnt really mind the alone time with Sam,she just didnt want it like this!She grabbed her laptop and opened it,she didnt even keep the password lock on it anymore.She sucked in her breath. she muttered.When did she put a picture of her and Bianca as her homescreen!?!? She was basically toturing herself by doing that.She quickly changed it to something stupid and meaningless,a field of flowers.Roxanne sighed,Taking out her gun and shooting a lamp.Just to shoot it."The simple fact that my hunting is fueled by my anger amazes me." Roxanne was angry,very angry.Besides the fact that Bianca and Dean were gone,Anna-Bianca's mother- decided disown her completely for allowing Bianca to die,Roxanne couldnt even call her mom.She had to refer to her by her actually name."This all hapened through your own negligence" she said."I've lost my only daughter" she said.Talk about being cold.Roxanne knew that she wasnt the woman's actually daughter but damn,it was her fault.So all Roxanne had was Sam,not that she was complaining.She was perfectly fine with having Sam,just not in this context.She just stared at her laptop,not really even wanting to use it so she carefully put it away back into her bag.She laid back down on the bed,staring at the ceiling."I think i've cried out all my tears" she said flatly,still staring at the ceiling."You must be tired of all my crying"

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Roxanne kissed him back and groaned when he went into the bathroom.Guitly sex is bad.Guilty sex is bad.She had to keep reminding herself that but c'mon,the boy made it pretty hard.Even though Sam was out the bathroom,she just changed into a large T shirt to sleep in,not really caring if he saw her.Her phone rang and she looked at it skeptically before answering it."Anna,if you're going to yell at me some more,please know that i won't hesitate to curse your a** out.I miss her too,i get it but get off my a** about it" then she listened to the woman."Sudden change of heart? Whatever,i'm fine.But thank you for caring so much" she said the last sentence sarcastically."Yes,yes,i beat myself up about it everyday.Mhm,of course it's my fault.Totally not your fault for raising two girls to go around hunting.Oh yes,i'm a real b***h arent i? Are you done? Oh i'll gladly go to hell but after you,madam." then she hung up the phone and threw it at the wall.She looked at Sam."I'm going to need a new phone.".She brushed past him into the bathroom the brush her teeth.When she was done she just jumped onto the bed,flat on her stomach with her face in the pillow.Screaming.She rolled over staring at the ceiling,putting her hands under her head."That woman's going to kill me.I'm going to get a restraining order against her"

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Roxanne rolled over on her side and looked at him."That woman loved Bianca with all her heart.My whole childhood i felt like she favored Bianca just a little bit more than me.It makes sense now,i'm not even her kid.She disowned me,you know.She actually had the nerve to tell me that she doesnt think hunting is healthy for me." she sighed."Well i'm not going to be sitting around in a damn house all day pretending to be this ray of sunshine when i'm not." she held onto one of his hands."And when we get them back,i'm going to make an artist out of you.I promise" she smiled."I'm probably never going to tell her that she died.She'd probably start crying because she's imaginging how we felt about loosing them." Roxanne bit her lip,realizing that she was talking about Bianca again."And i'm going to shut up now because i'm talking about her." she kissed his nose and then closed her eyes,still holding his hand."Night.We'll either get them back or kill that b***h tomorrow."

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Roxanne kind of jumped out of her sleep because of Sam's screaming.Great way to wake a woman up.She rubbed her eyes and just looked around the room for a moment,trying to gain her wit.She sighed and got out of the bed,just pulling her jacket on before realizing that she needed pants.She sucked in her cheeks and grabbed a pair of jeans,sliding them on.The look on Sam's face made her walk over to him and give him a hug."Come on,let's just get this over with." Out of extreme laziness,she slid a garter over her jeans and slid a gun into it.It looked pretty hot.

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Roxanne just stared at Bobby's body without remorse.Yeah,seeing your sister and friend dead could do that to you.Eventually Bobby dissappeared and the Trickster appeared. “You’re right. I was just screwin with ya. Pretty good though, Sam! Smart. Let me tell you, whoever said Dean was the dysfunctional one, has never seen you with a sharp object in your hands. Whoa, full metal jacket.”.Roxanne stepped between the Trickster and Sam.The Trickster looked at her the same way that he did before,this time he didnt make her as uncomfortable."You look mad". Roxanne kicked him across the face,to the ground."My sister is ******** dead! How the hell do you think i feel!" He got back up,his mouth bleeding,making Roxanne have a satisfied look."Bring them back" she demanded."Who? Dean and Bianca? Dean's soul is downstairs as we speak" he said this mostly to Sam."As for Bianca,let's not get into where her soul is" Roxanne bit her lip,not really wanting to know.“There’s a lesson here,” he says. “This obsession with saving Dean? The way you keep sacrificing yourselves for each other? Nothing good comes out of it. Just blood, and pain. Dean’s your weakness. Bad guys know it, too. It’s gonna be the death of you. Sometimes, you just gotta let people go.” and then Sam said how Dean is his brother.“Yup. And like it or not, this is what life’s gonna be like without him” Roxanne sighed."Just take is back to that wednesday" the Trickster looked at her,his eyes roaming again."No can do" Roxanne sighed and walked really close to the Trickster,invading his oxygen zone.She grabbed him by the back of his neck and whispered something into his ear.She wouldnt let Sam hear because if he did,the Trickster wouldnt give them what they wanted."You're joking.You're just bluffing" Roxanne moved away slowly,sliding her hand from his neck in the most seductive was possible."My sister and Dean have been dead for a while.I no longer joke." The Trickster looked a bit angry,watching her as she walked around him."All it takes is for me to open my mouth.To let my knowledge known." she put her hands on his shoulders."Face it,you're distracted by my body,no?" she smirked and continued to walk around him."For someone who cares so much about his family-" "Alright! Enough" Roxanne smiled and slowly sauntered over to Sam."It doesnt feel so good when your head is being messed with now does it? Keep your eyes on my face." she crossed her arms as the Trickster said. "Alright,i'm done with this.We'll cross roads again" "And you better hope that it's on good terms." and with that,the Trickster snapped his fingers.
Roxanne's eyes opened the music on the radio.She turned her head slowly and saw Bianca extremely happy."Sammy! Sammy,we did it!" she yelled. Roxanne looked at her,sort of scared."Roxy,what's the matter.You look like you've seen a ghost?" Roxanne just pulled Bianca into a hug.Bianca gasped."Roxanne,you're crushing me" Roxanne let go and then looked at Sam."Dean?" she yelled."Yeah?" he said from the bathroom.Roxanne smiled and tackled Sam."We did it!" she said happily.Bianca only thought that she was talking about the repeated tuesdays.Not the months of Bianca and Dean being dead.She looked around the room and snapped her fingers exactly the Trickster and everything went into their bags."We're leaving this town,now!" she said,finally getting off of Sam after kissing his forehead.Bianca raised an eyebrow,she wasnt even going to question it.

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