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Kim smiled and nodded "sure, I guess we should take care of Amon first" he said as he reluctantly pulled away from the angelic cat and over to the fridge "let me just warm up his bottle." He said as he ran upstairs and grabbed another bottle and the formula and came back down and started to make it up. "Take a seat sweetheart and I will bring the bottle over to you in a couple of minutes" he said as he turned the jug on before he carried on making up the last of the formula.

Kim then put the lid on the bottle on and started to shake it, making sure all of the formula powder was disolved so his son wouldnt choke at all on any particles that wernt disolved properly.

Amon grined at at the angelic cat before giggling a little bit, liking the feel of his ear being touched greatly so it seemed.

Kim finished up the making of the milk for Amon and tested it to see if it was the right temprature and then looked over at the two of them and smiled softly to himself. The demon then walked over to the back of the angelic kitty and placed the bottle on the table as he wrapped his arms around Vahns neck and smiled down at Amon.

"I think he likes you" Kim said to Vahn as he kissed the back of the angelic cats head. "Not that I can blame him, he has very good taste" he said as he softly sighed, he was one very content demon right now and he honestly believed that nothing could ruin this.

Kim softly giggled "I have a feeling there will be little to no chance of my son hating you, if anything he will come to think of you as another father since you will, I hope, be spending alot of time around here with him. I know he would love your companionship and god knows I would love for you to be around more often also" he said to the other as he kissed the back of his head.

Kim wanted to ask the angelic cat something, something he knew was going to sound so stupid that he knew better then to open his mouth and so he didnt. He just kept quiet and watched his son enjoy the company of the angelic kitty, how could he ask what he wanted when vahn was not even wanting to hold Amon a few hours ago? No, he didnt want to scare him awy so he would keep what he thought to himself.

Amon looked at Vahn and giggled and as if his stomach understood what Vahn was saying a small growl came from it.

Kim nodded and bent down and tickled Amon's tummy with a finger "I think someone definatly wants to be feed" he said as he too giggled a little when Amon did. Kim picked up the bottle, took off the top and handed it to Vahn before biting his lip and sighed "I guess nothing is wrong really, just a longing I guess you could call it."

He said with a soft sigh, deciding that he would be honest with the Vahn so he walked around and pulled out a chair and sat in it as he let Vahn carry on with feeding his son. He was thankful and proud of Vahn getting to know Amon and at how well he was doing at feeding the sweet fox/coon child but he he kept thinking he would scare Vahn away and he didnt want that.

But Kim carried on yet looked at the table all the time he talked "as you know I was raped recently and there are some who have family to turn to during this time. Now I have my friends here and they are great, just perfect, everything anyone could ever hope for but ever since it happened I have wanted to be able to turn to family, actual family like one could have if they needed to.

Now my friends are like family to me but not actual biological family and since what happened, happend I have wanted my mother more then ever" he said as he started to cry a bit. Kim wrapped his arms around himself, thinking of how much he used to love getting cuddles from his mother growing up when ever there was anything wrong.

Kim silently started to cry a little harder, he knew he shouldnt be losing it in front of his son so he got up and walked over to the kitchen sink and looked out the window, his arms still around him. He didnt want Amon to be upset and so he kept by the sink as he tried to opull himself together which wasnt easy but he wipped his eyes dispite more tears falling and carried on.

"But as you know I cant have her but I do know that you have been great, totally perfect, and it is why I dont want to ask this of you as it is far to soon, we basically just meet each other and we havent even started having a decent relationship. I have a beautiful son and you are being the perfect parent to him and it is like we are this automatic family when you and I have bearly come to an understanding that we want to carry on together as boyfriends.

Anyway it brings up what I want to ask you, I guess you could say this is getting the offical word on the matter if you want to put it one way" he said with a sigh as he carried on. "I dont want to scare you off Vahn, I understand if you say no, but I was wondering if you Amon and I could be a family" he said as he turned around, having calmed down a bit by now though still crying a little.

Kim looked at the ground and carried on, still hugging himself "I dont want to scare you off Vahn but watching you with Amon brought back memories of mom and how much I loved being with her. I know I am old enough to start my own family wether she is here or not but due to being raped I have just longed for her more then ever.

Partly I want this family everyone deserves some day when they grow up and are able to leave home yet another part is wanting this becauseI miss my mother greatly. I know I shouldnt start wanting a family because I miss my mother but dispite my friends I have noone else, noone who I can call family.

Even if they are LIKE family they arnt actual family even if they do mean the world to me but I now have you and Amon to concider and like Amon I find you some what family now that we are starting to get close. I love you, I dont want to be with anyone else and so I guess I just want us to become this family I have started to want since I have been thinking about my mother again as of late."

He said as he turned around and looked out the window once more "as I said, you are allowed to say no if you wish, I will understand, I just thought I should tell you what is one my mind as you asked. I dont want to keep anything from you but I didnt want to mention this as I didnt want to scare you off, like I said, since it was only a few hours ago you wernt all that keen on holding Amon."

He said with a soft sigh as he watched a few birds fly past and turned his head around and smiled at Vahn a little sadly "im sorry, I shouldnt be saying stuff like this" he said as he turned back around and looked out the window. "I shouldnt be burdening you with this, forgive me" he said as he threw towel that was on the bench into the laundry hamper that was kept by the side of the pantry.

Amon was to busy happily eating to bother about what anyone else was doing so he just carried on drinking, happy to finally have something to eat.

"I just thought asking you stright out without some explination would seem rather odd so I thought the explination would of helped more but I guess I rambled. Im sorry Vahn" he said as he sighed and thought of the angelic cats answer and smiled softly at the answer and walked over to him, crouching down next to him and kissed his cheek.

"Thank you" he said softly as he wraped one arm around the angelic cats waist and stroaked Amon's hair and head gently with his other hand as he lent over and kissed his sons forehead. "You are beautiful Amon" he said softly with a slight gazed look in his eyes, pleased at how this had turned out and looked up at the angelic cat and smiled.

"And you are also" he said as he lent up and kissed the angelic cats cheek and then lent agaienst him, resting his head on his shoulder and sighed softly though contentedly. Kim was one very pleased demon and he couldnt have asked for anything else in this world right now as he had everything one could ever possibly want or at least he had everything one could ever possibly want and was able to get.

Kim murred and moved a little closer to the cat and sighed once more, this being all to perfect "I guess we will have to agree to disagree then because I find you beautiful" he said to the other as he watched Amon eat. He thought over for a few moments about the dinner and then nodded and giggled softly "yes, I will be going though with the romantic dinner for two tonight as planed. I want to, it will give you a taste of how bad my cooking really is and then you can see if you wish to stay around or not" he said teasingly.

But seriously I want to do something special for you, especially since we now have little Amon so we wont have times like thid very often. But if you dont want me to I can always order in again if you wish, I dont mind or Ammut can make us something as hes another who lives here and loves to cook.

Either way, it's up to you sweetheart, I just want to make your stay here a pleasent one" he said to the other as he stroaked his angelic kittys side a little.

Kim smiled "well im pleased it will be, I dont wish for you to be uncomfortable" he said as he straoked Amon's hair once more as he kept feeding. "It wont be elaborate...ok so maybe it will be but sometimes you have to be elaborate when doing something special for the one you love" he said as he nuzzled the others head a little and as best as he could.

Kim smiled softly at the other though his eyes had a playful glint in them but Kim put on his innocent act...or at least he did as much as he could anyway. "I promise" he said smiling a little more sweetly to the other "I swear I wont go to too much trouble" he said as he had a feeling his angelic kitty would probably see past this act but he didnt care as he was going to have fun with this.