Newest song that I've written:
Mother have I failed you now?
Are you seeped with pain?
Is what you say what you feel?
Have you gone insane?
I've always tried to be
That perfect little girl
Now I've let go of myself
I haven't tried
I won't succeed
I am failing more than me
I've always tried to be
Better than you want
Now you expect me
To be better than all?
So now I stop trying
And I won't succeed
But I am not failing me
Father have I failed you too?
Your proudness have I drained?
Are you really disappointed?
Have you gone insane?
Have I taken from the fountain
Of everlasting death
Failure and discouragement
Is that all I get?
Have I really failed you all
Trying to be free
Tired of having to live life
As perfect as can be
I've always tried to be
Someone that I'm not
Tried to live up to you
Though failure made me rot
And I understand
The uselessness of trying yeah
I tried to be perfect for you
I tried really hard for you
I tried for you
But I would fail anyway
I've always tried to smile
When my failure pushed me down
Cause I was trying to be
Perfect can't you see?
But now I've stopped trying
And I know I won't succeed
But I'm not failing me
Best Friend have I failed you too?
Do I seem at all vain?
Are you sad cause of what I do not tell you?
Have you gone insane?
Have I taken from the fountain
Of everlasting death
Failure and discouragement
Is that all I get?
Have I really failed you all
Trying to be free
Tired of having to live life
As perfect as can be
Friends have I failed you too?
Is your heart slained?
Do you worry about me?
Have you gone insane?
Tired of having to live life
As perfect as can be
Everyone around me
Have I failed you too?
Are you not entertained?
Do I bore you?
And have you gone insane?
Tired of having to live life
Being who I be
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