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 Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:19 pm
If you guys took I-70 they could dropped buy Cresent Jct and I coulda gone with you. Though odds are you probably took I-80 through SLC huh?
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:25 pm
I have no idea. I sat in the back seat feeling angsty and reading.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:30 pm
You could've texted me, at least let me know you were safe. I've been worried about you.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:33 pm
Sorry. I have a bad habbit of not really staying in touch with anyone. No need to worry. I just got a little scrapped up by the ocean and loose in my morality. Other than that, I'm completely one hundred percent fine.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:35 pm
Wait a minute...you grow up in Florida and you tell you lost your morals? Oh wait...those must've been the morals I taught you...hmmm....well....frack...
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:39 pm
Hey now, hey now... The part of Florida I grew up in was nothing like Miami or Orlando. Southern Florida is a world of people walking around half naked on beaches, cursing each other out for the reality television cameras, and getting trashy looking tattoos on their gentials.
I grew up in Northeast Florida, in the pine trees of Georgia and away from the ocean and the skanks that flock to it.
Sure, my mother is a flamming atheist, but the woman taught me right from wrong. I used to be an upstanding youth.
I just am apparently, a player and a dirt bag, as of late.
I'll fix it with time, hopefully.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:42 pm
Is there anything I can do to help? You know I'm just a text away if you ever need someone to talk to Intro...
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:46 pm
I don't think its a matter of external assitance, its more of a lack of selfcontrol and mastery of my animal urges as a hormonal human teenager. I listened to this podcast with my friends on the drive back, and that helped me feel guilty at least. It spoke about how animals are more or less slaves to their urges, and its okay for them to be that way because its how they're wired. Angels on the other hand, are purely spiritual creatures who don't possess a body or hormones or a hungry stomach or bladders that need to be emptied.
But humans, are unfortunate beasts, as we have both the spiritual awareness of an angel and the urges of an animal. Being such a special creature, we have the burden of struggling with controling ourselves and being above our instincts.
Lets just say I've not been very faithful to the beautiful young woman I've been dating for over a year.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:53 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:55 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:59 pm
I guess self-control was one of the things I never got to teach you...is it?
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 2:03 pm
I was under the false impression that I had fantastic selfcontrol and dedication. Really, I've just been sheltered from the world and its infinite temptations. I'm a glutton. I'm a sloth. I'm incredibly lustful. I just worry for my morality. Its got to change.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 2:05 pm
Change won't be easy, but I'm here for you every step of the way. Remember that
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 2:09 pm
Does anybody in here draw people? Not just avi art, but like... A picture of me! smile Is that doable?
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 2:11 pm
I'm still at an age when change comes faster and easier than it would if I waited for middle age and set habbits. So there is that much to be excited about. I just don't really know what to do with myself. Well, don't flirt with random beautiful women might be a good place to start I suppose. But other than that nothing strikes me as an obvious path.
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