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 Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 10:14 am
Ashno sratsnsdrowS Ashno Secret: I'm totally straight.. But guys always think I'm gay because I'm always around LOTS of girls.. o.O makes no sense to meOh dude that's totally me Like in newspaper class, I've been called a player because I had 6 girls talking to me at once, and like at lunch I always have like 3 girls around me P: I was at a party last night and had 15 girls in the bed alone with me cool xDDDD
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 11:43 am
@Ashno: Does Kinxed know? eek
Secret: I'm basically ashamed of myself. My family always reminds me of my negative qualities like "Oh, you'll forget this again/ask for something when we get back".... and it just happens. It's sort of like they're wanting/expecting it to happen and constantly yelling at me to change. When I try, they'll just shoot down my confidence. But then the cycle repeats and I'm stuck crying
I'm sort of close to considering suicide.
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 9:46 pm
I'm freaking out.
I'm technically a high school drop out. With my insomnia I can't handle waking up at 5am and dealing with 6 hour days. I have an interview tomorrow at noon which determines whether or not I go to the program that will allow me to get a diploma. Not a G.E.D, a diploma. And credits towards an associate's degree. I'm ******** freaking out. If I don't get in, it's night school. With night school I'll never see my boyfriend or my friends, 'cept on weekend which is not enough. The only other option is a G.E.D. which apparently will not help me get a job in the future. The program I'm trying to get in is really exclusive but it's perfect for me. Not to mention my printer is out of ink and I need to turn in an essay. I told my dad for a month to get ******** ink and he waited until now to do so! I have to print my essay and get ready for my interview with one ******** arm before noon. And due to the insomnia, I'm lucky to be awake by noon so I have to set an alarm which doesn't work half the time!
I'm spazzing so much I keep forgetting to breathe. sad
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 9:53 pm
Shiori Miko I'm freaking out. I'm technically a high school drop out. With my insomnia I can't handle waking up at 5am and dealing with 6 hour days. I have an interview tomorrow at noon which determines whether or not I go to the program that will allow me to get a diploma. Not a G.E.D, a diploma. And credits towards an associate's degree. I'm ******** freaking out. If I don't get in, it's night school. With night school I'll never see my boyfriend or my friends, 'cept on weekend which is not enough. The only other option is a G.E.D. which apparently will not help me get a job in the future. The program I'm trying to get in is really exclusive but it's perfect for me. Not to mention my printer is out of ink and I need to turn in an essay. I told my dad for a month to get ******** ink and he waited until now to do so! I have to print my essay and get ready for my interview with one ******** arm before noon. And due to the insomnia, I'm lucky to be awake by noon so I have to set an alarm which doesn't work half the time! I'm spazzing so much I keep forgetting to breathe. sad *hugs tightly* I know how that feels. I just hate it when some things go wrong and the teachers say "you have no one to blame but yourself". Sad, but true, there are too many things out of control. But if there's still time, use all of it to your advantage while you can. Take a few deep breaths and everything will be better.
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 10:01 pm
keito melfina Shiori Miko I'm freaking out. I'm technically a high school drop out. With my insomnia I can't handle waking up at 5am and dealing with 6 hour days. I have an interview tomorrow at noon which determines whether or not I go to the program that will allow me to get a diploma. Not a G.E.D, a diploma. And credits towards an associate's degree. I'm ******** freaking out. If I don't get in, it's night school. With night school I'll never see my boyfriend or my friends, 'cept on weekend which is not enough. The only other option is a G.E.D. which apparently will not help me get a job in the future. The program I'm trying to get in is really exclusive but it's perfect for me. Not to mention my printer is out of ink and I need to turn in an essay. I told my dad for a month to get ******** ink and he waited until now to do so! I have to print my essay and get ready for my interview with one ******** arm before noon. And due to the insomnia, I'm lucky to be awake by noon so I have to set an alarm which doesn't work half the time! I'm spazzing so much I keep forgetting to breathe. sad *hugs tightly* I know how that feels. I just hate it when some things go wrong and the teachers say "you have no one to blame but yourself". Sad, but true, there are too many things out of control. But if there's still time, use all of it to your advantage while you can. Take a few deep breaths and everything will be better. Seeing you quote me with a censor made me realize the more freaked I am the more I swear. sweatdrop It wasn't the teachers blaming me. I had the Vice Principal calling my house everyday. The last two months of school I was not allowed to miss ANY school or I wasn't allowed to make up what I missed. Even though he knew I has a chronic illness and a sleeping disorder. Even the guidance counselor told him he was being an idiot. He made me afraid to sleep, I'd stay up all night and go to school the next day. I should've just collapsed in school from exhaustion to let him know how much of an a** he is.
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 10:42 pm
Once I thought I saw a person (that I know and would have valid reason to be there) enter a room, and seeing as how she left I turned to find she wasn't there. After that I felt eyes on me I was so scared I left the room curled up in a chair shuddered and cried a little. I had to have some one talk to me the whole time. Wasn't terrified after a while, but when I went back in the room I had to sit some where else, and the day after that I could sit in the spot where I felt the eyes, and I was fine.
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 10:53 pm
Another thing I'm spazzing about.
.The guy I fully intend to marry is dead set on joining the Marine Corps right after this school year. A decision he knows I hate and am fully against, but he knows I would never stop him. I'm just afraid he's not gonna be the guy I fell in love with when he comes back..
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:39 am
Shiori Miko Another thing I'm spazzing about. . The guy I fully intend to marry is dead set on joining the Marine Corps right after this school year. A decision he knows I hate and am fully against, but he knows I would never stop him. I'm just afraid he's not gonna be the guy I fell in love with when he comes back.. Talk to him about this.
Let him know why you don't like it.
Sometimes the Marine Corps changes people, but there are the few that don't change at all, that still come back to their girlfriends/wives/fiancees the same silly person they were before.
All I can say is hope that he'll still be the same awesome guy you love and adore.
In a way, I can kinda see how you're worried.
I'm a little worried that my boyfriend [[heheh, and the guy *I* plan to marry]] might be different when he comes back from basic training.
I know for a fact he wants to join the military after high school, and I'll support him and his decision, but I'm not 100% for the army.
They've been doing a lot of dickish moves towards my stepdad, and it's made me skeptical.
But my boyfriend is worried about uprooting me from my college by getting stationed somewhere else.
So...
I guess our points then become moot cuz we're both worried about each other...
I dunno...
I'll edit this when I get back from school, cuz there's still more I wanna say.
I can't concentrate for s**t right now.
xD
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 11:14 am
******** YES!
My interview has passed and I'm a college student! I get to earn my diploma and associate's at the same time! And cool fact, I can have two graduation ceremonies. cool
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:08 pm
Shiori Miko ******** YES! My interview has passed and I'm a college student! I get to earn my diploma and associate's at the same time! And cool fact, I can have two graduation ceremonies. cool WOOT~ bring out the cider and explode Cherry Fluffs for celebration!!!!!! (can't drink alcohol just yet...)
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:09 pm
Secret: I'm tired of Gaia and the drama that comes with it. I just want to quit
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:10 pm
My brother would have had a better childhood if I hadn't been born.
And this isn't me rallying for a pity-party; my father is mostly at fault, and I can understand how more than just those factors have to be accounted for.
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:19 pm
Ashno Secret: I'm tired of Gaia and the drama that comes with it. I just want to quitI actually feel the same way too sometimes. One day I may do just that >_>
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:20 pm
Tasuki_Forever Ashno Secret: I'm tired of Gaia and the drama that comes with it. I just want to quitI actually feel the same way too sometimes. One day I may do just that >_> My day is coming soon
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Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2009 12:25 pm
Ashno Tasuki_Forever Ashno Secret: I'm tired of Gaia and the drama that comes with it. I just want to quitI actually feel the same way too sometimes. One day I may do just that >_> My day is coming soon I'm not sure when my day is yet... maybe when the next semester resumes. I don't know. Either that or I'll take a long hiatus. After all, I did manage to take a 4 year hiatus before
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