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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:21 pm
Dom looks away a little, "It's a bit of a touchy subject... and there's more than one reason. Ever sense... well, you know what... well, I'm still not entirely happy with you, and..." He chuckles a little, humourlessly, because he's about to say something he never really imagined saying, "And I've been a lot more jealous of you spending time with Corri."
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:22 pm
Billy frowns. "You know that nothing will ever be able to happen between us." he says. "You don' have anything to worry about."
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:24 pm
"More than I thought would happen already did though," Dom points out, not that he totally thinks his jealousy is justified, "And that doesn't mean it's enjoyable for me to know that you want him. Like last night! After you two fought. You would have loved to ******** him then. and I could tell."
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:27 pm
Billy feels bad, because the last statement was definitely true. "And that;s why i left, instead of taking it out on you." he says. "I don't want to make you into a replacement for him." he grips Dom's hand tightly. "I want you because I want you. Not because I wish I was with him." Billy takes a deep breath. "Everytime I want him Dom, I won't do anything with you. It would be a hell of a lot easier if I did, but..." he pauses. "I don't want to take advantage of you. I sleep with you because I want to sleep with you, not him. When I do want him, I leave you be."
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:30 pm
"But you still want him. And that tends to hurt. And I can't help it, but it's been hurting more since I saw you kiss him." Dom wipes his eyes a bit, because they're tearing up but he doesn't want to cry, "kami-sama, it's not like I don't want sex. I just can't bring myself to do it sometimes."
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 10:33 pm
Billy rolls over to face him. "I;ve tried to stop liking him." Billy says. "You don't know how much I've tried. I've tried to stop for you, and for me, and for Raven but nothing's worked." He falls back onto the bed. "I really do want you, and I really love you." Billy tells him. "And this rift between us is hurting me too."
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:21 pm
"I love you too... And I don't think I've been quite as bad the last couple of days. I just need a bit more time to recover, I guess."
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:23 pm
Billy pouts and rolls away from him.
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:25 pm
"'Ch. it's not like I'm not trying.."
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:28 pm
"I'm trying too, and I don't know what to do to make it all better."
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:28 pm
Dominic shrugs, "Just put up with me until I get over it, I guess."
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:29 pm
"What if I dont wanna?" Billy pouts.
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:31 pm
Dom decides not to answer this, since Billy obviously isn't being overly serious... and the only things billy could do if he wasn't willing to wait, would be to break up with dom, or get over corri.
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:36 pm
Billy stays turned away from Dom, sulking. He's not happy about what Dom's saying and he feels totally useless.
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 7:38 pm
Well, the whole reason they're having this conversation is because dom isn't very happy. The asian feels a bit uncomfortable now, so he gets up, "I think I'm going to go for a walk. Maybe go home for a while."
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