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 Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:50 pm
she opened the door slowly and had some hot cider with her "Deb?" she knelt down beside the scared girl and handed her the cider "drink some of the, you'll feel better trust me..."
"tell me about it..." he grunted as he ran after his nephew
he wanted a gun, to end his life right then but he couldn't do anything so he tried chocking himself
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:35 pm
"RYAN!!!" He ran faster.
she shook her head slowly.
"Sweetie it will help, drink some."
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:37 pm
"I know it's scary and hard..." she said softly "we're here to help you ok?"
he ran faster, keeping up with Kent
he squeezed his neck tighter before passing out
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 8:58 pm
He skidded to a stop next to him, "s**t... he chocked himself out. I'll get him back to the house."
"I'm not ready for this." She pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them. She was shaking a little still scared.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 9:01 pm
he sighed "pore kids... there both scared s**t less of this whole thing..."
"I know sweetie..." she said softly and rubbed Debs back. She set the cider down "but... if you were ready to have sex... then you're ready to have a baby"
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 10:25 pm
She shook her head. "No thats why I was careful. I'm not ready."
"I know....." He had his son on a fireman carry as they walked back.
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:02 pm
she rubbed the pore girls back "if it's... a commitment thing... he's never going to leave you. He might get upset and say things like he did today, he had no right to say that, but he won't ever leave you and he will always have you're best interest in mind. You're both just scared right now and don't know what to do..."
he sighed softly "what do we do?"
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:06 pm
"Just take him back and make sure he doesn't hurt himself for anyone else." He sighed.
"No... I love him, I do. But I'm not ready to be a mom." Mostly she was afraid she would turn out like her mother.
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:17 pm
"did you ever want to be a mom?" she asked softly "before I was pregnant with Flawrence... I hated kids, I have many many sisters and one brother. Most younger then me. So I hated kids. Then I had one of my own and things changed. It's hard, I'll tell you that, but... when you have the right people there for you it's worth it" she wrapped her arms around Deb "believe me, it's worth it..."
he rubbed his head "and... how we gonna do that? He's got you're temper after all..."
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:22 pm
"I don't know..." He sighed.
"I don't hate kids......" She said softly and a few tears fell. she wanted Ryan, even if he was angry with her.
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:26 pm
she rubbed the girls back some more "then what's wrong?"
"this could... get bad if they don't figure something out" he didn't want to be negative but it was true
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:29 pm
"I know..... I just hope it doesn't get too bad. Hopefully they can talk it out and he could keep his temper in check."
She shook her head and buried her face in her arms.
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:32 pm
she sighed softly "it's not bad... I promise" she kissed the back of Debs head lightly, were her cut was "sweetie...? A..." she chewed her lip a little "are you... abused at you're house?" the cut on her head couldn't have been self inflicted or from a fall... she would have had to been pushed or pulled on to something for it to be as deep at it was
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:35 pm
She got up quickly and ran to Ryan's room. She closed the door and wished she could lock it. She went around to the other side of his bed and sat down, hiding. her legs pulled up and her face buried in her knees.
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Posted: Thu May 28, 2009 2:38 pm
she looked at Erin and sighed softly "that's why..."
"mhhmm" he woke up slowly. When he realized he was being carried he freaked out and fell from his fathers arm and started to run again
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