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 Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:23 pm
theasama Love you though I may...  "I don't do that to torture him. I-I just wanted to be close to him. I'm not used to being like that with anyone, so for me to want to be, or to try it... it was strange for me. Afterall, the only other man I'd wanted to be that - to have that kind of relationship with, never wanted the same."
He paused. Then he shook his head. "I can try not to let it affect me, but I know it will, so you might as well finish what you were saying..."
A frown appeared. "But I can't promise I won't hide behind him tomorrow at the first sight of the women coming my way!"
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me. ((I will do when I make 'em!! :3 A bowie...?))
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 5:25 am
 I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
"It may have been... better... if you weren't always quite so close to him, from the start." Justin said, frowning. "But then- you can't really help that, can you? Because it would be really bad to stop cuddling him now. He'd probably think it was related to the discovery of those toys and then he'd get really depressed."
((David Bowie. In Jareth costume.))
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 6:29 am
Love you though I may... "I... I could explain it somehow." he groaned. "But then he'd discover I was lying and hate me for that instead! But nevermind.We're going to the wedding, so I'm bound to be strange tomorrow anyway.
I'll just ask him about the toys, get that sorted out properly, then make sure he knows that they wouldn't be a reason for avoiding him."
The decision made, Patrick nodded to Justin. "I'll be outside. Enjoy the meal..."
He left the doorway.
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me. ((Ohhh. Maybe if Taran comes back now? Pwease?))
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 5:30 pm
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
Taranieth was running through the forest, having replenished his magic and being now quite light and happy.
"What on earth are you doing outside!" he cried. "I thought Justin would keep you safe! And indoors! Oh... damn. Being overprotective."
He caught him up in a hug, smiling brightly. "I didn't make you miss me, did I?" he asked.
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 9:47 am
Love you though I may... One glance at Taranieth's face, and Patrick forgot the questions and the feeling that he was in the wrong. He hugged him back and grinned.
"Since when could anyone keep me inside? I spend lots of time in the trees - you know that!" he explained, letting go when Taran did, standing beside him.
"Of course I missed you. I also know a couple of things about you that I didn't before." he smirked and tutted. "Playing pranks on every family member!
He paused and thought for a moment, the grin sliding off of his face. Can't ask when Justin's here, but if I shoo him out then Taran will know something's wrong. I don't want him unhappy!
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 9:59 am
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
"Oh, huh, did he tell you about the time..." Taranieth said...
Then he frowned, catching the look. "Hey, hey, don't hide stuff from me. What's wrong?" he asked.
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 10:22 am
Love you though I may... Patrick gulped. "Uhhh... is there somewhere we can talk without an audience? Kicking Justin out when he's cooking doesn't seem good..."
I intend to tell Taranieth all, but I don't think he should kick Justin's butt, so if I get us away from him... he did have a point, but I didn't do it to torture my Taran!
He felt tears in his eyes and scowled as he forced a cough. No tears would be seen, because Taranieth would take that wrong!
Then Patrick heard his stomach growl, and he winced. Shouldn't have mentioned food...!
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 11:01 am
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
Taranieth huffed. There was only one reason why Patrick would want to talk away from Justin. "I promise not to physically hurt or yell at Justin for anything he told you. Now, can we go in for dinner and then you will explain?" he asked. He couldn't promise not to talk to Justin about it, or not to be angry, and he left the option open of giving him some nasty hallucinations, but he needed to know. "If you don't want an audience, we can talk outside, or in the bedroom."
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 11:34 am
Love you though I may... "Uhhh... that's only one reason I want to talk away from him - the other is because we were looking for paper and found something. I definitely want that discussion in private..."
He blushed brightly, remembering that he might - under certain circumstances - be willing to use those toys. New ones, that is: not reminding Taran of his torture at her hands was very important!
He groaned at the word 'torture' in his mind: he hadn't meant his hugs or affections to hurt Taranieth! He hadn't!
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 11:53 am
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
Taranieth thought. It didn't take long to figure out. "You found... ick, gods, Patrick... how did you... There's a very simple explanation. When she left- I couldn't very well carry them past Justin, could I? So I shoved them into a corner. I forgot about them in the end. " he said, and sighed. "So...that's all. I never even considered using them again!"
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 12:17 pm
Love you though I may... "Ok and - uhm - how do you feel about using similar things with me? Not the same ones - no chance for that! - but would you want us to use... our own set of toys?"
Patrick paused. "N-not that I know I'll be comfortable with that, but I'd try if you wanted to, eventually. Uhhh..." He looked away.
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 12:32 pm
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
The idea was tempting- he knew the toys could be put to use in making Patrick scream with pleasure... but he also knew that they were only worth using when they were wanted, and Patrick was clearly terrified.
He kissed his cheek. "If you want them, later, when we aren't still finding out about each other... we can go out and buy some." he said. "Not now, though. I myself am still recovering from that sadistic ex-girlfriend of mine and I don't want to be anything like her."
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 2:01 pm
Love you though I may... Patrick frowned and lightly hit his arm. "You could never be like her, so don't think like that. I also wouldn't want to use similar things when they would remind you of her - or before we know each other more."
He took a deep breath, opened his mouth... and paused. Again.
He'd been about to say that he loved and trusted Taranieth, with or without knowing everything about him yet. He knew he'd mean it if he said it - no question. And he'd been about to tell him that, but...
"It may have been better if you weren't so close... stop cuddling...." Justin's voice echoed in his head.
But wait a moment. If I don't tell him I've worked out how I feel, keep on leaving these pauses, and start backing away... he'll think he's done something. Or that I'm lying or forcing it when I do finally spit it out.
But I don't think I'm ready for proper sex yet - I know it'll be special when we do, whether or not it's a huge, decorated thing or just a 'I'm more than happy to be carried away' thing... but...
Gah! What am I meant to do here?!
As if in answer, his stomach growled very loudly.
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 5:51 pm
I`ll paint you mornings of gold, I`ll spin you valentine evenings, though we`re strangers till now, we`re choosing the path between the stars. I`ll leave my love between the stars.
"Perfect. Now the second thing you mentioned?" Taranieth asked, putting an arm around him. "Ah, never mind. Perhaps after dinner." he amended with a chuckle at the insistent sound from Patrick's stomach.
He pulled him over, snuggling into his shoulder happily.
"Love you!" he whispered.
As the pain sweeps through, Makes no sense for you, Every thrill he's caused, doesn't seem much fun at all. But I'll be there for you As the world falls down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 6:24 pm
Love you though I may... Patrick curled up into Taran as well, then bit his lip.
"T-Taran... did I... hurt you? When I hugged and kissed and such? I know I didn't mean to, but that doesn't matter if I did hurt you - by being so close but not knowing how I felt about you?" he whispered.
...I have several reservations. I refuse to use toys that will make you think of another person: only room for two in our bed at such times. You and Me.
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