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 Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 6:59 pm
she cried into his chest, "I'm not ready for this." she sobbed quietly.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:03 pm
"we can do this... together" he kissed the top of her head lightly "we have help... and I won't ever leave, I promise"
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:06 pm
She cried even more. she didn't want to be a mom, not yet.
Soon they were home, "We should go talk to them." He said as they stepped inside.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:08 pm
"they know" he called from the kitchen
he sniffed a little and just kept saying 'I'm sorry...' over and over again, he couldn't think of anything else right then
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:11 pm
He sighed and walked into the kitchen, "How long?"
She slowly stopped crying only because she had not tears left to cry. She sniffed and put her fingers to his mouth to stop him from speaking.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:13 pm
"just now..." he looked at his brother "how long have you known? She smells to me at about... a week or so now, maybe more"
he kissed her hand softly and looked down at her, moving her hair out of her face and whipping all the tears he could
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:16 pm
"Only a few days. But a week or so is a good estimation on how far along.... Where are they now?"
she let her hand drop, resting it on her stomach. "I'm not ready for this ryan." She spoke softly, her voice a little shaky.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:18 pm
"we're not doing an abortion..." he said softly "just the thought..." he shivered a little and clenched his fists
"bathroom... they were crying, but it stopped"
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:22 pm
"Leave them be for a little while. They're both scared."
"i never said anything about abortion..... even if I did its not your decision." Last thing she wanted to do was kill a helpless thing growing in her. She was pro choice but still the thought of abortion didn't sit right with her.
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:26 pm
"I'm sorry... and it would be our choice... it's my child as well..." he said softly. He tucked her hair behind her ears "we could... We could keep it, have my mom help us?"
"I remember what it was like..." she said softly as she sat at the table with them "dad all but kicked me out that night remember? he was so upset... I remember that lost, scared feeling that I had when I first found out..."
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:32 pm
"I think we went from scared to anger..... that was fast."
"No Ryan... It wouldn't." she slid away from him, it was hard to be angry and want to cuddle at the same time. "Your not the one that has to eat for two or carry it around, or even give birth when the time comes. It may be our child but ultimately its my choice." She knew he just didn't get it or understand that she wanted to claw her insides out. She wasn't ready for this, her mind was in a panic.
"Yeah. I though your dad was going to kill me."
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:36 pm
"FINE" he yelled as tears streamed down his cheeks again "you don't want to give me a choice with my own family then be that way and don't be part of it" he ran to the window and started to run, punching and knocking down trees as he went
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:41 pm
She scrunched up scared of him against the wall. what he said hurt worse than anything. She could hear him outside hitting things. she was scared stiff.
"Boys you might want to get him... Rin we should see if she's okay."
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:43 pm
she nodded solemnly
he sighed and got up "he's got a temper after all..."
he fell against a tree and cried harder
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Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 7:47 pm
"Yeah I was hoping that wouldn't be passed along." He dashed out of the house.
she headed up stairs with her sister. "Deb?.... sweet heart?"
she heard voice and foot steps, but she didn't want to move.
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