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 Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 6:44 am
I'm not sure on what to do anymore. I feel lost; I feel down... I just feel rejected. I'm not who I usually am anymore.
Life has just been getting angry at me so much; so it's giving it's punishments on me. Staying up late; the ability to hear such loud noises in the morning; Being Alone. Yeah. I deserve it all. Even if I'm spoiled rotten with prizes; gifts; compliments and more; I try my hardest to thank everyone around me with a smile. That smile? It's just a facade.
I... don't know anymore. I'm lost and lonely in a large crowd.
_____________________________❥ { emilio / tart }
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 7:02 am
asianretart I'm not sure on what to do anymore. I feel lost; I feel down... I just feel rejected. I'm not who I usually am anymore.
Life has just been getting angry at me so much; so it's giving it's punishments on me. Staying up late; the ability to hear such loud noises in the morning; Being Alone. Yeah. I deserve it all. Even if I'm spoiled rotten with prizes; gifts; compliments and more; I try my hardest to thank everyone around me with a smile. That smile? It's just a facade.
I... don't know anymore. I'm lost and lonely in a large crowd.
_____________________________❥ { emilio / tart } *hugs* you dont deserve to be punished I dont know you in RL but
you seems like a good person so I dont think you deserve anything bad or to be punished and like I said yesterday I cant really solve the loneliness part in Rl but if you need someone to talk to on skype or on here Im usually online or can be online
is there anything keeping you up?stress? or anything?do you always feel lonely or is there something that activates that feeling?
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 7:35 am
Eflyi qiwqai ofw ceybf wyfiuk wry hwu ciexg kixkeyevi. Wcvewrkat eyek drky gwexg yw zlsi yfiz hiia owuki, lxj eh kwziwxi sxwoexgat rqkiyk lxwyfiu oeyfwry ivix bluexg lcwry yfieu hiiaexgk, yfit jikiuvi yfi lckwaryi owuky qrxekfzixy ezlgexlcai. Esxwo qiukwxlaat ofly eyek aesi ciexg wviukixkeyevi, lxj eyek hlu, hlu owuki hwu rk yflx ey bwraj qwkkecat ci hwu yfwki ofw flvi yw "qry rq oeyf ey". Kw eh twrlui xwy oeaaexg yw bwxkejiu yfi hiiaexgk wh wyfiuk, yfix twr blx uwy ex lfiaa jikegxij kqibeheblaat hwu twr yw krhhiu yfi zwky twr qwkkecat blx. Hrbs twr laa. Giy yfi hrbs wviu twrukiavik. Lxj yfix gw jei. Qlexhraat.
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 7:54 am
Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 7:57 am
i have a crush on one of my friends but she dont know it.. or i think she dont.
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 8:38 am
mickeys _40ozcrew_ Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here.
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 9:15 am
Creas mickeys _40ozcrew_ Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours"
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 10:15 am
I m going to do it, Im going to help people smile and make people happy no matter what
things really do suck but I cant fail again, i dont feel as though I deserve any compliments and I know Im definitely not good enough or a good friend but Im going to try and succeed and do my best
reason why Im posting this here is because I dont really want to bother people with my juju
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 10:32 am
Kamdage I m going to do it, Im going to help people smile and make people happy no matter what
things really do suck but I cant fail again, i dont feel as though I deserve any compliments and I know Im definitely not good enough or a good friend but Im going to try and succeed and do my best
reason why Im posting this here is because I dont really want to bother people with my juju •·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ Pft, you are a great friend and you do everything in your power to make those that you care about happy. That's more than I can say for a lot of people that call themselves friends. Trust me <3  ----------------------------------
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 10:50 am
I kind of had a little bit of a breakdown last night when I went to bed, thinking I wasn't fit to be a mod and that everybody hates me and blah blah blah... But this morning, I'm feeling a lot better. I love this place too much to leave, so I'm going to try my hardest to cut down on my emotional outbursts. The idea of typing up posts without posting them is a really good idea, and it's worked for me on the few occasions when I've done it. Now it's just a matter of remember to actually do that instead of sending them. Another thing that helps is to talk to Alex about what's bothering me because he usually helps me feel better. He sees things the same way that I do most of the time, so talking to him helps me get that justified, "Ha! Someone agrees with me!" kind of feeling without having to yell at the person. I hope I can do this and I hope it isn't too late. I really hope that I haven't lost the respect of everyone or that I can maybe earn it back if I have lost it. I feel really motivated and optimistic right now, and I really hope I can keep my cool the next time something upsets me...
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:37 pm
sikh-91 Creas mickeys _40ozcrew_ Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours" Wow o.O
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:38 pm
That one night sikh-91 Creas mickeys _40ozcrew_ Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours" Wow o.O Is it really that hard to understand? rofl
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:39 pm
sikh-91 That one night sikh-91 Creas mickeys _40ozcrew_ Rairi Sakurai Secret: I hide my eye colour at work using contacts. I has teh heterochromia. it is hella cool!! sic wid it!! lol fo reall dnt hide it ppl gna jock u for 2 eye colors Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours" Wow o.O Is it really that hard to understand? rofl I gave up half-way through xD You just impressed me xD
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:40 pm
That one night sikh-91 That one night sikh-91 Creas Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours" Wow o.O Is it really that hard to understand? rofl I gave up half-way through xD You just impressed me xD I guess you get experience when you know people in RL that actually do talk like that ;D
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:44 pm
sikh-91 That one night sikh-91 That one night sikh-91 Creas Translate to English please? That's usually the language we use here. It's not hard to get: "It's super cool, stick with it. Really, don't hide it, people going to tease/bully you for 2 eye colours" Wow o.O Is it really that hard to understand? rofl I gave up half-way through xD You just impressed me xD I guess you get experience when you know people in RL that actually do talk like that ;D I hit people who talk to me like that. True story XD
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