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 Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 3:03 pm
My ex's little sister is in my math class.
I couldn't stop thinking about my ex, it almost reduced me to tears... =[
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 3:36 pm
l u s t l e s s l o v e Zealous Blue I bought special cookies off some girl dressed as a fairy at this giant hippie concert in Golden Gate Park yesterday.
They had way more than pot in them. I felt like such s**t.
It's been almost 24 hours and my eyes are still dilated.
Oh & my mother telling me I need to get laid.
Or maybe just that shes right. confused
But that was for yesterday. :l
Also, I'm sorry about your mother.
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 4:17 pm
Just that nothing really good happened. :/
But also... I thought I might be crushing on someone else, which was a very welcome idea in order to distract me from the person I am currently in love with...
But then I realized: the only reason I like them is because they remind me so much of Her.
*sigh* I can't ever get her off my mind...
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 9:51 pm
When a certain someone wouldnt play halo with me.
xd
Hah.
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 11:12 pm
I don't get these days often.. but I actually felt lonely today. It was the strangest thing. O_o;
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 6:01 am
I might be about to lose my house.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 6:05 am
I'm watching The X-Files and now I'm at Season 7...but i can't find the DVD!!! scream
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 6:16 am
Having band practice today. My percussion instructor is here today and she's a b!tch.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 11:41 am
So far....
Everything.
scream
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 4:18 pm
FFFFFFF.
The girl I was really considering asking out on a casual date is getting married next week.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 4:44 pm
KaitouKunoichi FFFFFFF. The girl I was really considering asking out on a casual date is getting married next week.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 7:51 pm
Had a dream last night... and She was in it. Gah. I don't have dreams about people. Like, ever.
Why her???
And then I saw her online today. She was looking at the School Survival Guide thing, the one about nicknames. And it made me sad to remember all the nicknames I gave her.
Damn, it's always the same thing, isn't it? Something must be wrong with me for having such an obsession.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 9:24 pm
My friend constantly talks to me about liking my ex...
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 11:53 pm
Zealous Blue l u s t l e s s l o v e Zealous Blue I bought special cookies off some girl dressed as a fairy at this giant hippie concert in Golden Gate Park yesterday.
They had way more than pot in them. I felt like such s**t.
It's been almost 24 hours and my eyes are still dilated.
Oh & my mother telling me I need to get laid.
Or maybe just that shes right. confused
But that was for yesterday. :l
Also, I'm sorry about your mother.
Except I prefer giving stuff away.. :l
& thank you, sorry that you felt like s**t.
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Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 12:34 am
I was watching the Season premiere of Fringe, and the woman was in a Coma. And I realized that I was jealous of that. I wanted to be in a coma, so I could do nothing but dream for months at a time, and be the person I want to be, even if it is just a dream.
And then a little later, I had a rush of negative emotions brought on by a totally not-negative song ("I love how you love me" by Phil Spector (Covered by Neutral Milk Hotel))
I never feel any negative emotions... ever, so it caught me off-guard.
I realized how pathetic I am, and how bad I am failing at life (18 years old. High School dropout. Don't drive. Don't work. Just sitting around not doing a ******** thing.). I feel like life is passing me by, and I feel so helpless to do something about it.
And then I have to hear that happy, romantic ******** song, and it made me realize how much I miss someone that I totally still love (even though I left her around 2 years ago, simply because I kept hurting her and didn't want to hurt her anymore)
And then, get this, I found a small collection of pictures of us together, that I didn't even know I still had. And I have been extremely disphoric since then, just completely ******** my life...
[/rant]
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