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 Posted: Fri Nov 02, 2007 8:11 pm
((oh sad crying . Don't have a job so Im not sure whats that's like. Afraid to find out lol okay well then Night.))
Envi leaned back, "I think I'll pass for now. Must say love the new term for humans." She muttered slightly insulted but she got over that quickly. "why are you drinking that stuff anyways if it has wolfs bane in it? Are you having trouble surpressing the so called hunter's instincts?"
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2007 8:43 am
"ive always had trouble with that, or have you already forgotten what i did last night?"
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2007 9:23 am
"No I didnt forget. I thought you had a better control over it. Just, well last night you had an excuse." Envi said with a sigh
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2007 5:44 pm
"if i had truly not wanted to do it, i could have stopped myself. it would have been hard but i could have stopped. i wanted to feed from everyone that walked by, but i knew better, so i didnt. but with my victim, well, my instincts and my heart said do it, but my mind said no. so i did it. i knew better, my parents didnt raise me to kill things for no reason, but it felt so good, like the first kiss from the person you love the most. you just dont want it to stop, you know? sometimes i feel like there are people fighting inside me. one is a wolf, the other is a human, and they are both fighting for control. when the wolf wins, i do things like i did last night." he stared at his reflection in his almost purple tea, not liking what he saw.
((fyi, hes always in human form when he is in public, like right now))
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 2:05 pm
((figured so))
Envi listened and stared at him quietly. "Well...who is more in control? The wolf or the human?" She finally asked
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:10 pm
he thought for a minute, when he finally spoke, he sounded distant. "i dont know anymore. i used to think the human, but now im not so sure."
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:23 pm
Envi frowned slightly, "What are you doing to do about that then?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:27 pm
he sighed. "can i tell you something? its a little embarrassing. promise not to laugh?" he was leaning in close
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:39 pm
"I won't laugh, promise. What do you want to tell me?" Envi asked
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:43 pm
"there is a point to this by the way." he whispered soflty his next statement. "when i change, it hurts" pause "at the base of my tail." he braced himself for the expected laughter
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:48 pm
Envi smiled at him, "I told you I'm not going to laugh. But why are you telling me this?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 6:58 pm
"dont you think its wierd that im the only lycan that always has a tail? and i have the most trouble with self control. i think they might have something to do with each other. my odd tail may have something to do with my gracefulness, too. besides, im tired of sitting on the blasted thing. most chairs were not made for people with tails, thankfully, these were." he gave her a cheezy grin. "and thats not funny either, put your fist on your tailbone and sit on it, and thats about how it feels."
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 7:05 pm
Envi bit her lower lip to hold back a laugh. "I can see how that would get uncomfortable. And it does seem alittle weird but then again you were changed into a lycan a very uh unique way."
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 7:16 pm
he held his face in his hands and began laughing, it was not a happy laugh, more like a distressed laugh. "i cant take this anymore. i have to know why i am so different, i mean, im a freak among freaks. just look at me. you should be scared of me, you know what ive done and what i can do. even now i want to kill. its tearing me apart." he hit his head on the table, his body shaking.
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2007 7:25 pm
"Stop that." Envi whispered harshly. "Yea I do know what you are capable of. But see I'm not afraid of you. Calm down. You want to find the reason why this was brought upon you? How are you going to do that? And stop shaking you look as if you are on the edge of losing all sanity."
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