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 Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 2:08 pm
i'd like to talk about what happened but every time i try to talk i get dissed, people telling me i'm just trying to get attention and that they dont care...i'm afraid that'll happen this time too.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:57 pm
kankainiku i'd like to talk about what happened but every time i try to talk i get dissed, people telling me i'm just trying to get attention and that they dont care...i'm afraid that'll happen this time too. We're here to listen, not to judge you for what you went through. heart But if you don't want to share, you don't have to. Only do/tell what you're comfortable with, if anything at all. No worries if you don't want to talk about it. smile
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 11:54 am
i guess i could say it..it might be good cause i havent talked about it yet...
when I was about 10/11 I was at my synogauge for a concert we were having but kids weren't allowed cause some of the language was inapropriate. Anyways, I was hanging in the kid's room. (side note, my dad's the cantor of our synogauge so i know every member pretty much) so this guy comes in and asks if he can have a word with me I looked at my sister then said yes. we went down to one of the back rooms and the guy (i didnt know him nor had i seen him around) said some things like how he had always been the one who was picked on when he was little and such. Then, he asked me if i'd like to date him, I said no, then he asks if he can have sex with me, i said no, then he just pushed me to the ground and told me to be a "good girl" (some of the two words i hate being said to me) and he raped me telling me he was "showing" me sex.
Please no one flame me
Love Kankainiku ^.^
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 1:42 pm
Have you considered telling someone, if you're having some problems with what happened? Or at least telling your parents, if the guy is still going to your synagauge? (sorry if I spelt that wrong)
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 4:33 pm
I cant tell my parrents they'd throw a fit. about the synogauge, i dunno
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Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 5:00 pm
kankainiku I cant tell my parrents they'd throw a fit. about the synogauge, i dunno But it wasn't your fault. I mean if he was a stranger, yeah you probably shouldn't have gone off with him, BUT you were a kid. It wasn't your fault, and it shouldn't have happened. You obviuosly don't have to tell your parents if you don't want to, it was just an idea if you were having trouble dealing with it on your own.
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2005 1:11 am
Alas, when I was fourteen Itouched my little cousin, but I didn't do it because it felt good. I was more curious about the female body, but it was still wrong.
She asked me to stop one day, and I did. It was never my intention to hurt her. Around a month or two after I stopped I had noticed how bad what I had done was, and told my parent(s) emediatly.
I didn't go to jail, nor was I registered as a sex offender, but I was punished.
I wish men like me never exsisted. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2005 9:29 am
You were just a kid. sweatdrop And at least you stopped when you were told to stop - there are men out there who do it continually until they are caught, regardless of who they hurt along the way.
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 12:41 am
Nikolita You were just a kid. sweatdrop And at least you stopped when you were told to stop - there are men out there who do it continually until they are caught, regardless of who they hurt along the way. Well a fourteen to six year old makes me feel bad, and as I said, " I never intended to hurt her." but it doesn't make it any better. sweatdrop But atleast I didn't rape anyone.
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 8:10 am
requietum ac adamo amo Nikolita You were just a kid. sweatdrop And at least you stopped when you were told to stop - there are men out there who do it continually until they are caught, regardless of who they hurt along the way. Well a fourteen to six year old makes me feel bad, and as I said, " I never intended to hurt her." but it doesn't make it any better. sweatdrop But atleast I didn't rape anyone. Very true. heart
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 11:15 pm
I feel really bad, because after reading all the stories here I feel no sympathy.
I wonder why I would feel like that? I mean seriously thats cold even for me. gonk
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 11:23 pm
requietum ac adamo amo I feel really bad, because after reading all the stories here I feel no sympathy. I wonder why I would feel like that? I mean seriously thats cold even for me. gonk Feel no sympathy for who? The people who were raped, or the people who did the raping?
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Posted: Wed Sep 07, 2005 11:29 pm
Nikolita requietum ac adamo amo I feel really bad, because after reading all the stories here I feel no sympathy. I wonder why I would feel like that? I mean seriously thats cold even for me. gonk Feel no sympathy for who? The people who were raped, or the people who did the raping? The people who were raped. gonk Which is why I'm disturbed.
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Posted: Thu Sep 08, 2005 12:36 am
requietum ac adamo amo Nikolita requietum ac adamo amo I feel really bad, because after reading all the stories here I feel no sympathy. I wonder why I would feel like that? I mean seriously thats cold even for me. gonk Feel no sympathy for who? The people who were raped, or the people who did the raping? The people who were raped. gonk Which is why I'm disturbed. No comment. neutral It might be best to just not mention that in the future, in case someone gets offended. I know (or at least I hope) you mean no offense, but please don't speak of it anymore.
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Posted: Sat Sep 17, 2005 4:01 am
Yeah, I wont. Its most likely a defensive thing.
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