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Mai narrowed her eyes. He wasn't lying. He was telling the truth. Mai was never really good at showing her emotions. Her sister, Lily, did read through her. Lily knew everything even when Mai didn't want her to know. And here she was, fending off on her own, having the full consequence of her actions, feeling that regret of ever going up to him, ever staying and spending time with him. Mai never wanted this confusion. She wanted to be stress-free, relationship-free, everything-free. Mai hated being yelled at. It made her more angry inside. She hated knowing that because of her, things are going down. She never meant to butcher their friendship..
Mai's face was more noticeable red now. Her anger was bottled up and now it was about to explode. "I never wanted us to hate each other!" She yelled at him. Normally, Mai would've given him the cold shoulder because she is terribly at being collected, but she was more mad at herself than anything else. Mai's eyes were giant pools of tears right now. She cursed herself mentally. "You have no idea how much I really wanted to talk to you. You're the only one that I can really connect with, Nicky!" She shouted, a little less loud now, giving into sniffles.