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Well i will be in a different school and I will be with a new advisor. thank goodness... the one i was with wasnt very nice and at one point he told me to do something which i thought wasnt appropriate for the age group so i didnt.

Then he got mad that i didnt... he basically thought all his ideas were gold and that he couldnt do any wrong.

I find that most problems like this can be solved by hardening yourself against outside stimuli. People care far too much about what other people want or need. I stumbled upon this theory while training in Germany, I was locked away in confinement for a week or so, only interaction was when I was brought food, but the guard only spoke German and I had not yet learned.

So it was simply myself and my madness locked away that day, and truly I found it to be somewhat pleasing. If I find myself in times of trouble I'll lock my mind away. Perhaps everyone could learn to do the same, learn what is really important in life. We may be the superior species here on Terra Firma, but really we are all just as savage as the creatures that we label monsters. Learn that YOU are what is really important. Carry with you that confidence and those around you will take note.

Laymen's terms: Suck it up. Grin and bear it.

I'm glad things went well for you and that you have supportive friends there for you ^^

^^ Yep I'm just glad you have good friends and glad today went well for you ^^ I hope things start looking up for you. We all need a little up time >.>

Thanks for the support! *hugs* you just seemed like you needed that.

Lol thanks I can always use a hug. Things havent really gone up for me as of late. I mean they aren't worse but they aren't better either.

I got back from my month trip to my in laws after about two weeks of being home they suggested that I do my student teaching down there. 8-10 weeks with them and no ability to see my husband at all... >.> NO THANKS!

My car is getting up there and will need to be replaced sometime so I got a part time job. Not a whole lot of hours but enough to keep some money on hand to save for a new car.

In laws were complaining about me not volunteering my time at a school. But my job is super early in the morning so I sleep most of the day... I won't tell them that they would probably say that I don't need a job until summer (But if I only work the summer I will never have enough money for a car...) Besides they would only crack down on the financials for us and say well if she makes money we don't need to pay for this or that... They make it such that we have to sneak around or else we will never get out from under their thumbs.

Other than that waiting for word from the College as to where I will be student teaching again. When we went for the meeting after my month with my inlaws the guy didn't sound like he wanted to do a whole lot with me...

Made comments like "Do you have a plan B." I said no. He said "Well that isn't always bad but sometimes if you don't have a plan B it forces you to go through with plan A." (snide half slap across the face... bleh)

Before that too he was pushing for me to find another field of study but we don't have the money for me to get another degree -_- At this point I just want my degree I don't care if I ever step foot in a school after that I just want my degree that I paid for.

I mean granted life isn't super horrible but I wish people would work with us and not against us.

There will always be people that put someone down. All anyone can do when this happens is listen to there heart and hope one day the person will understand.

been better actually. Life is complicated... The wife almost left me and is now trying to repair the relationship. I'll talk to you more about it in PMs if that's okay? How're you?