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 Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 9:49 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian cracked a small smile before nodding. "Yeah, except I want someone to make me pancakes because I'm a terrible cook." He chuckled softly, still massaging the boys thighs.
He moved up higher on his knees to lean in closer to Lyle while he shrugged. "Pretty is one word for it." His lips were slowly making their way closer to Lyle's. And he pressed a tiny peck to the luscious pink ones in front of his own.
It lasted only but a second before he paused. He didn't want to freak Lyle out. But he wanted this. The intimacy of their conversation was bringing them closer and Julian was such a physical person.
Not even that he was just a slut. His words never quiet came out right anymore. Or ever for that matter. Feelings were always just easier to convey through punches, kicks, and kisses.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 10:07 pm
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"Why'd you kiss me?" Lyle asked nervously. He was always nervous off camera, always looking behind his back when people took an intrest.
Lyle kept wiping his eyes self consciously as all the pressure from past expiriences and what ifs came to suffocate him.
"I don't know if you think we've got chemistry, or that you can relate because we want the same thing, but I'm really ******** up okay."
His voice shook ever so slightly.
"And I don't like people touching me unless they love me....my job is one thing but when it's off camera I have to know they won't turn out to be raging alcoholics."
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 3:40 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian backed away slowly. But he didn't remove his hands from the others thighs just yet. "I kissed you because I wanted to Lyle," He replied softly, his lips no longer lingering on his.
"I'm not exactly saying I'm the most sane person out there." He moved to sit next to Lyle on the bed. "Okay okay,"
He couldn't say he loved Lyle. He hardly knew the kid. But there was something there. Something strong. And he wanted to know what it was. "Raging alcoholics? Care to elaborate?"
Julian stood up and went to find Lyle's clothes, he scooped them up and handed them all over to him. "We can take a break from the shoot and just... talk. Or whatever you want. I don't... I won't touch you if thats ... what you want.." He was nervous now too, trying to make sure he was saying the right things.
Raging alcoholics? Did his dad beat him? Or his mom? Or someone else? What was the story...? He found himself wondering, he wanted to know everything about Lyle, and fix him. He really wanted to fix him.
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 5:57 pm
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Lyle took the clothes and quickly dressed himself though he left the button of his jeans undone purely for comfort reasons.
"This is embarrassing, but I think," He rubbed his eyes and clenched his jaw. "I just think that everything's starting to catch up with me---I haven't had friends in like a year so I never talk with people about s**t."
Well now the truth was coming out wasn't it.
Lyle looked up, his hands in his lap now as his eyes focused on Julian. "I'm not, I'm not a whore okay. Even, even-if he called me one everyday I'm not a ******** whore." And insatntly you saw the deterioration of Lyle Lars. His hands shot to covering his face and his chest fell against his thighs.
"I only did it because we needed the money!" Came his muffled cry. "I didn't want to do it! We needed the money and he just gave up and quit his dumb job anyway!"
It was hard to follow, seeing as Lyle was currently breaking down into little muffled fragments of past expiriences while he screamed. But whatever was happening, it had been bottled up for a while.
"He's such a ******** d**k! With his ******** beer and his stupid come heres and his stupid-I ******** hate him!"
Lyle sighed, his breath wracking into segments.
Only then was it obvious Lyle had, or was still crying.
"I'm sorry---this is really ******** embarrassing."
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 9:18 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian sat there, next to the not-so-naked-anymore Lyle. He was already in tears and screaming how much he hated him. "I know you're not a whore hombre." He touched a light hand to his back and rubbed it gently as he doubled over and cried out.
"Who? What'd he do to you?" Julian was more of the type to get pissed and he hated people that treated other people like s**t simply becdause they could.
Like the d**k that stole his pictures on his first day. really, just really? Lame. Honestly.
"Don't be sorry mi amigo. Let it out. I'm here to listen." He offered him a soft smile, urging him to continue.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 4:49 pm
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Lyle gritt his teeth very intent on shutting up so he could be a big ******** boy and get on with his stupid job. But nothing ever went according to plan when the prime oppertunity to scream and cry about something that had been bottled up inside you for five months had presented itself.
"My ex-boyfriend." He said tersly. He wanted to shutup, because it really wasn't Julian's buisness, and he really shouldn't be telling a random stranger this, but it felt good to have someone know what he had been through.
"He used to hit me all the time. " His hands were covering his eyes again and Lyle responded with a new found drive. "He'd sit on his a** all day and drink---he was like Dr. Jacyle and Mr. Hide! I'd come home and he'd make s**t up and get really ******** angry then he'd just beat me with his shoe or punch me...just for being there!"
The more he talked about it, the fresher everything felt. The pain, the confusion, the fear and the waves of unadulterated saddness.
It wasn't overwhelmimg though, because it seemed to leave him everytime a word left his lips.
"We ran out of beer once and-" He stopped, hiccuping at the memory "and he said come here, so I didn't go because I knew he'd ******** pimp slap me or something, so he grabbed my hair dragged me into the kitchen, stuffed my head into the fridge and broke his empty beer bottle over my head." Lyle's knees came up to his chest as he took a minute to just cry. "I should've left right there but I was so ******** stupid. I stuck around for him to rape me! You don't want to have sex with a guy that beats you!" Lyle shook his head side to side as if trying to rid himself of the memory. "He'd always just say "come here". But it didn't do s**t no matter what I did. His stupid drunk friend was over and I was like "Brian make him stop he keeps trying to molest me" and Brian just turns to his ******** friend and says "Yo man if you want to ******** him just go into the bedroom, he's a prostitute anyway."" Lyle gritt his teeth before hitting one last important topic.
"And ******** James!" James, the b***h that had gotten Julian here in the first place. The Lyle vs. James trauma was about to be ******** Brian started ******** James behind my back and James ******** knew Brian was cheating too! And the only reason I ever found out was because James rubbed it in my ******** face! I'm not some ******** p***y, and I was pissed so I flipped out at Brian the next day."
Lyle sobbered up for a second and turned to Julian, very serious for a moment. "Do you know what he did? He tried to kill me." He nodded, his brows furrowed unable to make the words necessary to finish the story. "He left me on the floor dying for two days."
He shook his head. "I'll never forgive him, ever."
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 9:41 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian scooted backwards on the bed and crossed his legs to listen. It was like storytime, only not as fun.
Each word hit him like a bag of bricks to the face. Every single blow that Lyle had felt made him want to beat the s**t out of his ex boyfriend.
Or anybody who would treat anyone like that.
He grit his teeth together and sat straight up as the story came to a close. He felt ... almost relieved at the end. Just because Lyle had shared such a moment with him. But he was also very pissed off at this guy.
Julian wasn't unpeaceful. He didn't go around throwing punches like it was the end of the world or anything. He only had ever hit anyone, or hurt anyone, when it was needed.
Julian tied his hair back into a rubberband that was hanging on his wrist and tossed his arm around Lyle.
"No one would ever expect you to." That James was a sack of s**t, he knew it from the second he laid eyes on him.
"You're way hotter than James anyway. This Brian guy is stupid for letting you get away."
Beating. Rape. Left for dead.
These were all things he had seen around the outskirts of his hometown. But it had never hit him as hard as it did actually hearing someones story of it. It made it all-too real.
Watching strangers die on the streets hadn't been easy, not when it was women and children especially. But hearing someone speak it.. it was moving really.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 9:50 pm
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Lyle shrugged, pretty calm now that he had gotten it all out.
And at least it was comforting to know tha someone would listen to all his s**t. "I know, it was just stupid of me to take a year and a half of abuse."
Lyle's lips twitched slightly as he sat there staring at the wall with Julian's arm around him.
"Thanks for listening, you know." He lifted his head up to quickly kiss Julian's cheek.
He figured he could be nice for once, and not push away the one person that had stuck around to listen.
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 8:16 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
"That doesn't give him a right to hurt you." Julian sighed. "Its hard to get away from something like that, you two were together and everything was buen. Pero, sometimes s**t happens." He chuckled after the kiss, blushing underneath the tanned tone of his skin.
"Lo que te mata solo te hace mas fuerte." He released Lyle from his hold and turned his chin to face him. "Tu es muy bella y alguno hombre seria muy afortundo tener que solo Lyle Lars!" You are very beautiful and any guy would be very lucky to have the only Lyle Lars.
"Don't thank me." He pressed a soft kiss to his lips before sighing quietly. His eyes closed, soaking in the moment. "Gracias por letting me in."
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 9:07 pm
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"I'm going to pretend I understood all of that." Lyle smiled and laughed---at the situation really. "All I know is it was deffinitaly something nice and something to so with me." He wiped his face, cleaning up his cheeks to be more presentable.
"We should make pancakes." Ah yes, pancakes. One of the many joys Lyle had to offer, was his love of breakfast foods...specifically pancakes.
He always made pancakes when he felt shitty....because they made him feel so much better!
"We can have like a second dinner...I'll just do a double work out tommarow or something."
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 8:58 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian chuckled. "Lo siento. I tend to fade into Spanish sometimes." He looked him over then stood up, lifting his shirt, and patting his abs. "Ah yes, pancakes." He shook his head.
"Those suckers sure do hurt the abwork." He took Lyle's hand. "Haven't had them in years though." He shrugged. "Never made them myself, can't cook worth s**t." He led Lyle out of the bedroom.
"Sooo, you'll have to do that work, while I watch." Or better yet!
Julian ran back into the room, snatched his camera, then smirked. "I'll catch it all on my camera." Oh boy, this could be fun.
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Posted: Mon Feb 15, 2010 9:23 pm
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Lyle nodded his head in a jokingly haughty manner. "Well you're in luck because even though my pancakes are calorie packed, they're world renowned."
Someone had some pancake making expirience under their belt!
And then, Julian had ran back into the bedroom. Okkkkkaaaaaaaay. Lyle waited dumbfound until the othe rman returned only to find out, Julian had his camera.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, it all made sense now.
"Ah score, now you can catch me licking syrup off your toned abs." That was overly suggestive but hey, Lyle did always have a thing for muscles.
He turned his heel and litteraly, skipped (though it was kind of a look at me I'm a proffestional porn star kind of skip) into the kitchen.
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 8:31 pm
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone cared and nobody cried,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ if everyone loved and nobody lied.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xIf everyone shared and swallowed their pride.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ Then we'd see the day when nobody died.. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd in the air the fireflies.
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ our only light in paradise. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xWe'll show the world they were wrong,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ And teach them all to sing along. ﹞
「 ♫♫♫ 」■ ■ ■ FML ✈xAnd as we lie beneath the stars,
o.o huh ...?† ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ we realize how small we are. ﹞
[ Julián Luis Raul ] ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
Julian laughed as Lyle skipped into the kitchen. He set his camera down carefully before going to the cabniet. "What do you nee-" He stopped.
What had Lyle said? "Hombre, that is rather suggestive." He turned to wink at him. Then he pulled his shirt off, giving him a 'why the hell not' look. Then he struck a muscle pose, flashing his arms and abs. "Are you sure you can handle this chico?" He chuckled.
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 8:34 pm
||holy ******** s**t.. that sucked so bad........ i am so sorry...||
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 9:09 pm
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Lyle turned around, his body snapping into place.
"Honey, who do you think you're dealing with here?"
Well hot damn.
Lyle leaned against the counter and very sexily, without even looking behind him, pulled out a bag of flower from the cabinent.
"Grab the syrup and the butter Julian, they're in the fridge."
And on cue, Lyle licked his lips.
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Life Was All A Dream._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖✖
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