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PostPosted: Fri Feb 11, 2011 3:18 pm


Wild Goose Chase
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PostPosted: Wed Feb 16, 2011 9:10 pm


Driven by Emotion


If there was some good to come from her current Switzerland-ness it was that she could get a taste of normalcy. Maybe. There was a lot plaguing her mind, and baring down on her spirit.And 90% of it had to do with senshi-dom and this god forsaken war. Where should she stand? Maybe it was time to make her own rules, fight her own war. If she fought again, ever, it would be to protect and aid those she cared about.

That sounded all good and well in theory, but her mind found and dragged up all the technicalities. How could she protect her loved ones if the world was falling apart around them? And just which party had the Earth's well-being as the true central focus? The Senshi or the Negaverse? She couldn't help but feel deeply sorrow for the sole she had set free from this world during the Elysion battle, and being the weak, emotional person she was - unlike her old self many many decades ago - she just couldn't handle it. At the very least Xavier had provided some measure of comfort, and let her get out her thoughts and feelings verbally...

There was so much to think about that it was hard to sleep. She lay in bed, curled up beneath her large comforter, quilts, and other sheets looking at the wall with troubled blue eyes.

What should she do? She knew that if the situation called for it, she could probably kill again, but..but would she be able to handle the after effects? The second time around would probably break her completely unless she took hold of her emotions, rather than the other way around. She was very much not in control. It was scary sometimes too.

If she could control her emotions, could she fight this war? If she could take hold of the steering wheel, could she become a better warrior, senshi, person, girlfriend? She felt very inferior and inhibited by her current back-seat emotional ride. The world deserved someone better. Her faction, good or evil, could use someone more controlled. Xavier deserved someone stronger. Someone who could be a more stable pillar of strength than she. Could she become that person though? For the world, maybe. For her faction, she wasn't sure. For Xavier? Hell yes. She would try at least.

From here on out, she was taking hold of the steering wheel. She wasn't just gonna be along for the ride anymore. She was setting the course.


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PostPosted: Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:32 pm


72 Hours
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It was hard to sleep these nights. Not only because of the occasional pain in her shoulder, thoughts of certain past actions swimming about in her head, or due to the lack of a certain warm body near by, but because of Elysion. It had been bad enough facing those nights when she would all but bawl because of the pain from her injury that shot from her shoulder, up her neck and down her spine, but Elysion called, and Bell was adamant about not going. Just as adamant as she had been about not visiting her own 'home world' or listening to the Bellatrix in her dreams that tried to coach her months before. Her damn psyche was so screwed up at this point she felt she just might go insane.

Screaming into her pillow, kicking, and punching the plush surface hadn't helped the frustration turned violent. Instead, she lay curled up in the center of her bed. The clock read 3:25 AM. She wanted to call..someone. Anyone. But what would she say? And at this hour, if whoever she called was getting any sleep, she didn't want to ruin it. She felt alone. Helpless. Frustrated.

When would this nightmare end?

She needed a distraction. She grabbed her laptop and dragged it over to the bed with her. Opening it, she stared at the screen. Just stared. She didn't have internet at home, so even the still foreign 'internet' was out of the equation. Solitaire and Mahjong didn't hold her interest. The laptop was placed back on the desk with a heavy sigh. She said she was going to take the reigns of life, but right now, even she didn't believe she could do it. Bell believed herself downright pathetic. Weak. Burdensome. She knocked her self esteem horridly. Add being a murderer on top of that, and unsure of one's faction...
There weren't many she could talk to about this. And Xavier...although she could have, she didn't want to. He had his own issues too. She didn't want to add to that. Part of her was relieved that he was back at his apartment now, so that she didn't accidentally slip up and drag him further down, down, further into the pit of worthlessness that she felt like a card-carrying member of. And that was another can of worms. She wanted to help him, cheer him up, but how could she do that for him if she was so utterly incapable of doing it for herself?

She wondered, was the true nightmare Elysion, or simply being awake right now? At least Elysion would provide some distraction....hopefully. Or maybe it would only make it worse.
Sigh.

The clock hit 4:00AM

72 hours of sleeplessness.
PostPosted: Sun Feb 27, 2011 1:25 pm


Watch Dog
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PostPosted: Fri Mar 04, 2011 8:52 pm


The Temple Of Elysion - Senshi Side
Regular RP
PostPosted: Fri Mar 04, 2011 8:53 pm


Great Awakening
Battle RP


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PostPosted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:23 pm


Conviction
Solo RP


Being expelled from Elysion had jolted Bell awake, quite literally. She at upright and looked over at her clock. It was the wee hours of the morning. Hardly anyone but the bakers would be up at this hour - getting pastries and the like ready fro the morning crowd. The sky wasn't even but barely lit - the deepest of cerulean blues.

Bell Took this time to think back on what happened.


Endymion. So that guy was supposed to be some prince? Chibimoon's father, to boot! So that meant.... But then what side was he fighting for? The Negaverse had attacked him and he had used Princess Chronos as a meat shield. Senshi had fought him as well. In that one moment, Senshi and Nega were one.

What did this say about the senshi? Were they really the side of good?

Bell found herself sympathizing more and more with the Negaverse's side. It was scary. She had once had her starseed almost stolen by a Negaverse agent and a so called 'corrupted' senshi. It was the entire reason she was a member of the Basterds even now.


All in all, Bell decided that she and Xavier were right not to take sides. It might have been selfish, but why fight for a cause you're not sure of? It sure seemed more noble to fight only if provoked or attacked, or for one's loved ones...
Yes. If this battle had done anything, it was to strengthen Bell's conviction that they were doing the right thing. She didn't have many to fight for, she had to admit. Xavier, Ainsley... Tallulah, even though she was still a bit bitter towards the b*****d's 'leader.' Jamie by extention, as well as those Xavier cared for. She was sure he had more of them to worry about than she did. That was okay though. Because she was there to help with the burden. Not that friends or family could ever truly be called burdens....

Bell immediately thought of a song she wanted to listen to then, something that reminded her of her current stance on things. She grabbed her phone(not the senshi one, mind you!) and delved into the music files.
There we go!

Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart, and Sting's "All For Love" filled the room as Bell snuggled back in to her covers.


When it's love you give
(I'll be a man of good faith.)
Then in love you live.
(I'll make a stand. I won't break.)
I'll be the rock you can build on,
Be there when you're old,
To have and to hold.

When there's love inside
(I swear I'll always be strong.)
Then there's a reason why.
(I'll prove to you we belong.)
I'll be the wal that protects you
From the wind and the rain,
From the hurt and pain.

Let's make it all for one and all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
The one you need,
'Cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show
And make it all for one and all for love.

When it's love you make
(I'll be the fire in your night.)
Then it's love you take.
(I will defend, I will fight.)
I'll be there when you need me.
When honor's at stake,
This vow I will make:

That it's all for one and all for love.
Let the one be the one you want,
The one you need,
'Cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show
And make it all for one and all for love.

Don't lay our love to rest
'Cause we could stand up to you test.
We got everything and more than we had planned,
More than the rivers that run the land.
We've got it all in our hands.

Now it's all for one and all for love.
(It's all for love.)
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
The one you need,
'Cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
(It's one for all.)
When there's someone that should know
Then just let your feelings show.
When there's someone that you want,
When there's someone that you need
Let's make it all, all for one and all for love.

PostPosted: Mon Apr 11, 2011 11:25 am


Blurring the Lines
Solo RP

((Unfinished. Bellatrix and Bismuthite have a confrontation. Bismuthite breaks down, finally, and the two end up doing more talking than fighting, although perhaps the most civil of conversations. Bis tells Bellatrix of the BMC capturing his comrades and spews off all his fears, as if this battle was the final straw holding him together. Bellatrix chooses to believe this, and also wonders just what the hell the BMC is up to.)


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Set Fire to the Rain
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 11, 2011 11:26 am


Ice Cream and Brownies
Regular Role Play
PostPosted: Sat May 28, 2011 7:28 pm


Catching Up
Regular RP


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PostPosted: Sat May 28, 2011 7:33 pm


Prom... Bell had nothing to do with the Beibs!Youma, she swears!
PostPosted: Sat May 28, 2011 8:30 pm


$475, not counting tax.
Solo RP


After the BMC/Great Youma battle, Bellatrix hadn't seen much of the world. Perhaps it was selfish to take such breaks but...there were things to get in order. College two to three months from now, Xavier's birthday before then, finding something to keep Ainsley busy during the summer... Bell had blissfully lost herself in normal people problems, and it felt good.

Today Bell was going through her closet. She had planned to get rid of 99% of her stuff. Not that she had much. Plain blouses, skirts, and sweaters, and a few other things she actually never really wore. Even now she was wearing one of her many usual white button-up blouses with the peasant sleeves, and a plain straight skirt that came just above the knees. In winter at least the blouse had been replaced with a plain, yet somewhat fashionable, sweater usually. The skirts were a mainstay though.
Bell was tired of all of it though. She was no longer a Crystal girl, so why keep up the professional style? No, Bell was planning on indulging herself some clothes meant for normal girls her age. Not those pf power and presteige who had to worry about keeping up appearances. And now she at least had a reason to do so! She rationalized it as the whole college transition thing, anyway.

As if a girl needs a reason to go clothes shopping though.

Still Bell was sifting through her clothes, shoving them in to bags for Goodwill. The only things she wasn't getting rid of were probably her numerous pairs of silky sleep pants and the tanks tops she slept in. Oh, and her fuzzy boots! Underthings too but that didn't count.

With everything bagged away, Bell headed downstairs and made Ainsley some lunch - Cora too - and then left, leaving the Guardiang Cat in charge, as usual. Bell planned on catching lunch at the mall. Because for once, she didn't plan on doing her shopping at Goodwill (another reason for wanting to get a whole NEW wardrobe) but dropping off her stuff. Which ironically had come from there in the first place. Hey, if you treat clothes well, they'll last a long time!

With the drop done and her own lunch procured, Bell began her search. She browsed several stores first, hoping to get a general idea of the styles and trying to find something she liked. It wasn't hard. Bell soon enough found several shirts that she adored. Graphic tees with crosses, Fleur De Lis, wings, and grungy swirls held an unexpected appeal. Of course, the colors helped as well - blues, pinks, blacks~ Bell's favorite colors!

Lucky for Bell she didn't exactly have to worry about choosing one over the other. Money was no object, and she had expected to spend a pretty penny today. Bell was allowing herself to spend a little more than usual thanks to the extra money her father sent (due to Ainsley.) Which reminded her! She'd have to pick up something for her little sister too.... But OMIGAD, back to the clothes~
Bell was more than happy to stock up on the tee's. They'd get worn even in winter - she'd throw a zip-up hoodie or cardigan sweater on over them. Yay! Year-round clothing! She picked up a few spaghetti-strap dresses that might have reached the knees, and even, true to her usual style, bought a few blouses. For the occasional professional occasion! Like speech class! They gave extra credit for dressing well when you had to give a speech right? Maybe that was just in books...

Suprising, even to bell perhaps, a few tube tops caught her eye. A small short sleeve jacket could be worn with them to make them decent, right? A few tank tops of varying, plain, colors completed her shirt search. And at buy one get one half off deals for some of them, that bill reached $175. Not bad considering most of the shirts had been about $9 each...
Shopping math Bell could do.

And now to pants and skirts. Oh god, the price of jeans made Bell want to run back to Goodwill.... Where she could get a pair for $7.25 instead of $25 each... Sigh. She didn't even like jeans... Still, she got a pair for five out of seven days of the week. $125 Skirts were another matter. Bell found a simple long black one, and a blue one much like it, both a steal for $12, and a simple black one that was about mid-thigh. The plaid pleated ones she got fell to about the same length, each for a clearanced $7. Add in a $15 jean skirt for the hell of it, and that bill was about $200.

Shoes. Bell wasn't much of a shoe shopper. A cheap pair of brown flats, and a pair of black, and some little blue slip-ons would join the brown mary-janes she had on, and a pair of something or another in the back of her closet. That bill wasn't even worth mentioning at a mere $50. And some cheap jewelery at a cheap jewelery store aimed at young teens and pre-teens ran her about $30... A $5 pack of plain tank tops, and a $10 pack of socks from some random cheapo store completed the haul. Or it would have, but she just couldn't keep herself away from the Goodwil store. Luckily enough she only came out with a simple cardigan for $4~

All in all? $475, not counting tax.
And a gift for Ainsley.

Bell was happy with it all though. It felt good to get some new clothes for this new venture....that was still months away. Still, it had been a makeover of her closet that was way over-due. The days of plain blouses and pencil-skirts was gone. Sure, she might look like every other teen, but when you were a senshi, wasn't that what you wanted? To at least feel and be perceived as normal, even for the littlest while?

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