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 Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 9:45 am
Muraki looked at the mer and wanted to know what this 'problem' was but knew it wasnt his business and will know what it is when either Noah falls pregnat or when he decides to tell him. "Yeah, sure I will" he said knowing that whatever this problem was, normal or not, it was good to have Akash on hand if need be.
Kuri looked at him and smiled "I want to have them when we are certain we dont want anymore sex sessions like this. I just dont want to know I cant have sex with my mate because there are two babies in the other room or because they are to busy needing to be feed or whatever" he said to his mate loving the idea of babies but he wanted to have all the fun they can handle before settling down to look after a couple of kids.
Ly sat next to Noah and took Noah's hand in his and held it "if you want to know the real reason I did it, it was because the mer suggested it to me. I didnt have to act upon it but I was at a loss at what i should do to make you notice me and I thought I had offended you about the 1800's music and I just started thinking that maybe I shouldnt of started to change at all." Ly sighed and looked away "I went back to my old form and started brooding on how much you would be better off with out me and how you deserved someone else and that all i did was upset you..." he trailed off and sighed slightly "I wanted something to make you notice me and so I did the mer's suggestion and im greatful that it worked since god knows I was all out of ideas." he said blushing and still feeling stupid for not trying this before. "if anything, i actually thought you would hate me if i did something like this, I thought I would just upset you more and so I just never thought about trying to kiss you or do anything like it" he said pulling his knees up and hugging them with one arm and looked down at them.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 9:57 am
"Good Akash is a good healer he will keep Noah healthy." He nuzzled the little one and walked to the pool stripped down and slipped in with a sigh grateful to have his tail back. Sahil hmmed swiming slowly.
Ward smiled. "Good we will have scamps when we wish not before." He nuzzled his mate next. "Though I do not think we will grow tired of having sex session like this any time soon."
Noah let his hand be held. "You didn't Ly I just didn't want you go in a pointless argument about music. I got so upset when I heard you crying ebcause I had hurt you with out menaing to." He smiled gently. "I need action Ly. It something tht makes you know it true."
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 10:16 am
Kuri giggled "good to know, because I dont want them to be over just yet." he said truthfully "though, as much as I love this and all, shouldnt we be getting back? Surely the others will be wondering where we are and i want to know if Noah and Ly have caused trouble for each other to put Ly further in the dog house or whatever and i so want to see the baby." he said to his mate, joking about the noah and ly thing as he did hope everything was fine between those two.
"And i cant begin to describe how much it hurt me knowing I had upset you. When the mer told me a part of me died. I had done the one thing I never wanted to d." Ly sighed "im sorry Noah, I am such an idiot, I wonder how you can put up with me at all" he said sadly a little bit "I have just been locked in my room for all these years and im just so inexperienced at love, life, everything. I love you but i sometimes wonder why you just dont go and find someone else who actually knows what they are doing" he said to Noah, not wanting to brood more but he thought he would at least ask why he wanted to stick around him when he wasnt exactly the most smartest of guys.
Ly looked at him and bit his bottom lip "Noah, this sunday I was wondering if you would like to join me for a picnic at night, around 8:30pm. I want us to have an actual date of some sort instead of just trying to figure out each other out and not know anything more then when we first meet.. I want to know about you, your likes, dislikes, hates, loves, your favorite music....everything. I just dont want to be kept in the dark anymore when I just want to know the real you just as im sure theres stuff about me you wouldnt mind knowing either" Ly turned away, knowing it was rude of him to pry into someone elses business "im sorry Noah, its rude of me to ask that, its your business and I shouldnt ask to know it." he said as he picked a buttercup and played with it.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 10:25 am
Ward smiled. "Alright lets go abck and hope Ly hasn't ruined his chances with Noah." He got up putting his clothes back on. "I'm sure Sahil will let you hold Kisten if you really want to."
Noah nodded. "I think a picinic will be fine. Ly stop appoligizing speically when your trying to ask someone out on a date allright. ITs not rude at all and if we have anychance your need to know what gets me ticked." He leaned close and bite down on Ly ear hard enough to leave marks before pulling back. Noah smiled taking the buttercup away. "'k"
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 10:40 am
Kuri got dressed and started back down to the guest house with his mate to see what everyone was doing. "I might as well get in some practice before we have our own" Kuri giggled to his mate.
Ly whimpered a little at the pain Noah caused to his ear yet in a strange way he liked it alot also. Ly looked at him and smiled softly for a few moments, just looking into Noah's eyes and then giggled a bit "I told you i was bad at this, I have alot to learn" he said softly yet contentedly. Ly got up and walked over to the telescope and played around with it a bit "you mean i havent gotten you ticked off" he said playfully teasing Noah before walking around the telescope and sat back down next to him.
Ly sat there thinking for a few moments of what has happend since he Noah had first meet several days ago and all through this, no matter what, he has realised that the only true person who had been able to help him through such a terrible patch in his life was Noah. Ly wraped his arms around his neck and gently huged him. "Noah, thank you for everything you have done for me. I know I shouldnt really be going on about this but I am greatful for what you have done for me, if it wasnt for you I wouldnt of changed, I wouldnt of started living my life again, I wouldnt of even left my room but though I did it mostly for you I do admit that though i hate change this change has been a welcomed one for myself also. I had forgotten what it was like to have fun, hang out with others, actually have a life outside of my bedrooms four walls and most importantly I have descovered that I can actually have friends.
You and I will always be friends no matter what happens Noah but I have accepted Ward, (which I find him rather cool to be around), as a friend and I have actually accepted your flatmates as friends also. I wouldnt of known what any of this was like again if it wasnt for you and even if we never got together I am eternally greatful to you and proud to have you as my friend" he said as he kissed Noah's cheek and let him go. Sure he was being far to sweet and sentamental and everything but still Ly hadnt properly thanked Noah and this wsnt much of a thanks either but when he could he will buy something for him, something to thank him properly. Ly fell down beside him, resting his head on his arm and looked up at the sky, content with just being here with Noah and having noone else around. "I promise I will stop apoligizing" he said to Noah "now come, please lay down with me and just stare up at the clouds with me? Its so relaxing and I would love for you to join me" he asked Noah, hoping he would relax with him.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 4:12 pm
Ward curled a paw around his mate dragging him closer to him. "When we are ready to have children." He purred nuzzling Kuri. "Kisten is a good baby so he will be a good boy.
Noah looked up at the sky. "I rather stay sitting." He pulled his knees towards his chest wrapping his arms around them resting his cheek against his pants. "It is a nice day out." He said softly.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 4:58 pm
"Its beautiful" Ly said gently as he got up and walked over to the edge of the land where the telescope was once more stood there to thinl as he playded with the telescope lazily.
Kuri grabed wards hand and held it "I wonder what our kids will look like" he said to his mate off handedly though did wonder what their kids would look like..." he trailed off in thought.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 5:07 pm
Noah smiled. "Yes it is. I love night like this." He pushed back his hair watching Ly out of the corner of his eye lazzily.
Ward smiled nuzzling Kuri. "They will be adorable Kuri because you are beautiful." He pulled Kuri close giving him a kiss.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 5:17 pm
Ly sat down behind the telescope, back facing Noah. He rested agienst the telescope and hugged his knees "I do also" he said truthfully though something was wrong with Ly. He loved being here, alone, with Noah as he had wanted to just be alone with Noah for ages now yet he just didnt know what was wrong. He just felt like it ws wrong somehow or that they shouldnt be like this or something, did he need to think? Totally but surely that wasnt the problem. Right now he wanted to be here with Noah more then anything else and knew he would hate being back with the others but something just seemed wrong to him and he didnt know what and he hated it.
Kuri giggled as he was pulled towards his mate, he kissed his mate back passionatly and then broke it "well at least you have your head on stright, thats one good thing" he teased his mate "so we deffinatly know that you can tell whos beautiful and now. Just dont forget that now" he said hugging his mate tight.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 5:27 pm
Noah looked at Ly reaching out one slim hand and touched his face. "Something is wrong what is it?" He asked softly he cared for the wolf but Ly had to tell him things at least he wasn't clinging to him.
Ward purred. "You are the beautiful one Kuri and I am the strong protector to keep you out of trouble and make sure we have cute little rabbit kittens." He nuzzled his mate.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 5:44 pm
Kuri walked across the first bridge contentedly "keep me out of trouble?" Kuri giggled "shouldnt i be worred about you instead? Rabbits dont get into trouble, cats are more likely to get into trouble then us" he said teasingly reaching for Wards hand to hold it.
Ly closed his eyes, enjoying the touch Ly was giving him and after a few moments he opened his eyes "I would tell you if I could Noah but I dont even know that myself. I dont know if its us or the fact i am here with you or the silence..." he sighed trailing off. "I thought I would be happy getting to spend time with you alone and I am but I just dont feel right spending time with you alone, I know that sounds stupid when I do love you and everything but theres just something about this thats making me uneasy like I shouldnt be here with you or somethings keeping me from you or something.
I just feel like the more we get closer together the more I find something wrong with us and we shouldnt be together." he sighed, a couple of tears spilled from his eyes and he wipped them away "im sorry Noah, I dont know why im feeling like this, but maybe I am far more inexperienced at this then I thought" he said trailing off, feeling so horribly confused and it scared him, especially if it had something to do with both of them and he just couldnt place it.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 5:53 pm
Ward smiled holding Kuri hand. "But being a bunnah you need to be protect in case someone tried to hurt you." He pulled Kuri in close kissing him his paw curling up in Kuri hand.
Noah moved and rested his head on Ly shoulder. "Close your eyes and relax take a few deep breath and let everything out." He said softly. "Don't think of anything just relax till it comes to you why you are uneasy."
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 6:18 pm
Ly put his head back agienst the telescope and did just as he said. He took a few deep breaths and just relaxed. Though after 20 minutes he realised what it was that was bugging him "Noah, I think i figured it out and yet I understand that it cant happen but I think because im so inexperieneced about this I want it yet have had it a little and cant have anymore till you have moved on from your past." Ly sighed, knowing this is going to sound stupid and he knew why it hadnt happend yet but he couldnt help feeling this way.
Noah sighed and turned away from him as he spoke "I guess this is my way of not getting what I want even though I told you I would wait for you." He said and then sighed "call me stupid if you must but I think im an emotional weck, I mean I would be lying to you if i said I didnt long for your embrace and how I want your arms around me and just to hold me. but I know that because of your past I cant have that, I get to enjoy what I long for ever once in a while and I guess i am confused about you, me....us. I know I cant have you, I know that you are still trying to figure out stuff but kissing you, having your arms around me, having you touch me at all is something that I long for yet know i just get it every once in a while and its just making me feel horrible.
Ly got up and moved away from Noah. "I look Ward and Kuri and they are so happy together and then I look at us and just wish I had what they had. I want to be ble to hold your hand without you hating it, I want to be able to hug you without thinking how much you are scared, I want to be able to just do so much to you that Kuri gets to do to Ward that I know I have to wait to get to do to you. I might be willing to wait an eternity for you but I still envy what Kuri and ward have and know that right now you dont feel the same way about me exactly and the odd hug every now and again from you has just caused me to get like this when I just want more." Ly wanted to cry but bit back tears, he promised he would be stronger for Noah and this wasnt the time to go back on his word now. "im sorry Noah." he sat down and hugged his knees, a distance away from noah.
Kuri smiled at ward and kissed his hand "Oh Ward, you truely are perfect." he said sweetly "I love you darling" he said as he wraped his arms around Wards neck and kissed him, knowing Ward will be the perfect protector and father for their kids when the time comes.
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Posted: Thu Oct 27, 2005 6:33 pm
Noah sigh looking away. "I can't help much in that department. It hard to move on from your first true mate in life but I'm trying to..It hurts you because you want all of me like that night I begged for sex because I need it." Noah slipped his trench coat off walking to Ly hand on his pants as they sliped down. "I don't mind helping your need now." He said softly.
Ward lopped his arms around Kuri lifting him up and contiuned to walk back to the guest house. "And you are perfect as well Kuri. You are all I will ever need."
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