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 Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 7:05 pm
"im sorry Noah but alchol isnt going to help you, if anything it will make it worse. As a friend I dont want to see you hurting yourself more then what your already hurting so im not going to give you any more." he said getting up off the bed and walking over to him "its ok Noah, I understand you miss him I would find it hard to believe if you didnt but please, please dont take to drinking to try and help solve matters as I dont want to see you hurt yourself more." he said taking a hold of Noah's hand and squeezing it gently.
"Do you really think I am made of money?" he said teasing his mate "I do know though that Muraki was left with quite a bit of money, ihe hasnt told us how but Zoltan was rather rich and so throughout all this time he is now the sole heir of this place and the money that came with it and I guess I could always ask him if he could, im sure he wouldnt mind since we are getting a guest house made also." he said kissing Ward "and as for children, well it depends on how many you can look after by yourself when I will be off at the health spa" he said teasing his mate "seriously though it isnt an 'if' its a 'when'. I want children but I guess that means it is up to you also" he said nuzzling him "i wouldnt mind anymore then two or three, I think that would be enough and a decent amount to have" he said putting a hand on Wards chest and doing lazy circles on it.
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 7:22 pm
Noah eyes flickered down. "Still makes me wish I could." He sigh. "Damn depressents.." He glanced at Ly looking at the other wolf leaning in close. "Sex heals a lot of things though." He raised a hand touching the other face. "Maybe we can't be mates but I really need someone at the moment." He said huskly not sure what was making his beg for sex maybe he shouldn't of drank anything.
"I want little ones as well Kuri." He nuzzled the bunnah. "I was thinking perhaps Sahil and the rest could help up if we but in a jacuzi tub build it and all. I think they would like to help us out." He smiled. "I think two perhaps three is a good number."
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 7:46 pm
Ly looked at him and smiled but then closed his eyes, he bit back tears at how much he wanted this yet knew that he shouldnt be doing it when Noah doesnt love him...not like that anyway. He knew he would regret this later, he knew, in a way, it was wrong, yet a part of Ly wanted this more then anything and so Ly gave into temptation and allowed himself to be used as an outlet of sorts for Noah. "Come Noah" he said softly taking his hand and leading him to the bed, "I shall be with you" he said to him softly as he climbed onto his bed, still holding Noahs hand.
"No, i couldnt ask for their help, not when Sahil has children of his own to look after. It would be fun for us all to do it but still this is alot more work then just a hot spring so I dont know if we should get their help or just call in the professionals. Muraki is getting the guest house made anyway, surely they could get the builders and plumbers to do a jacuzzi for us also" he said, not wanting to bother people with their problems, it just wouldnt be fair.
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 7:56 pm
Noah follwoed Ly willing to his bed brushing the wolf other eyes. "Ly you alright with this?" He asked softly slipping out of his trench as he laid on the bed his pale skin at odds with the richness. He sigh fingers undoing his pants. "I need this but you don't need to if you don't want to." He kicked off his boots.
"I guess that would be alright. Though I think Sahil wouldn't mind helping up even with the kids." Ward smiled curled up around Kuri. "Do you think the other are getting suspuse of us not showing up?" He kissed Kuri hand his lips running down from finger to palm.
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 10:41 pm
Ly started to cry a bit but looked away "I love you Noah, that isnt a secret yet I know that we can never be together but I live on hoping that we could be even when I know that I am quiet content with you and I being nothing more then friends. I am nieave, I am foolish and I know that I might regret this but right now there are three reasons I want to do it two selfish yet one for your sake." Ly paused for a moment and took a deep breath before continuing "the first reason I want to do this is because I want to have you in my arms, letting me taste your sweet kiss upon my lips and just holding each other as if we were mates and just letting me dream for a few moments of what its like to be with you." he said knowing how foolish and stupid that sounded and how selfish also but he decided to carry on.
"The second reason is because I want to know that if I do have sex with you will I lose whatever it is i feel for you and be able to move on with my life and know once and for all that we will never have anything more happen to us then just friendship and that I was a fool for even thinking that anything more could happen between us." He said crying a little bit harder by now yet determind to go through with this. He sighed and looked at him with tears streaming down his cheecks.
"The third and most importat reason I want to do this is because of the fact that I care about you and I never want to hurt you. I love my friends alot, especially you, and i will do anything to make them happy even if it is just for five minutes, if I know that I could of made you happy and given you what you wanted then I am pleased to go through with this. i am pleased to give you whatever it is you want if I know that in the end of this I will have a slightly happier friend which means the world to me and you are worth it after the help you have given me" Ly said turning away.
"So yes Noah, I am sure I want to go through with this no matter how i feel afterwards as I do believe you are worth it and I want to be the one who you can be with even if this never happens again." he said to him as he undid his jeans and took off his top and threw it onto the floor and turned around and faced him, cheeks still being stained with tears as he was still crying though had eased up a bit yet he picked up Noah's hand and kissed it and with the other he put it agienst Noah's cheeck, caressing it gently "for you Noah, I will do anything, and if this is what you wish then so be it. Im ready." Ly said softly and sincerly as he hold Noah's hand, not wishing to let it go.
"Then i guess we will ask for their help" he said a little bit reluctantly but still it would save Muraki money, not like he needs to save or anything but still... "No, i dont think they will mind, Ly and Noah are probably still talking since both Ly and Noah had a lot to talk to each other about" he said not wanting to move from his mates side yet ressasuring him also since Kuri knew Ly would try to keep Noah there as long as possible just so he could help Noah in anyway way possible.
((What Kuri doesnt know ninja XDD))
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 5:45 am
Noah looked at him his eyes soft.. "Your.....your not afraid of me?" He asked weakly touching Ly face with gently fingers and snuggled himelf next to the wolf. "Maybe something can happen between us Ly. Most people wont bed an immortal." He reached out pulling Ly into a hard passionet kiss.. "Most people wont say they love one either." He said his kiss trailing down the wolfs face to his neck. "Or cry not to have on be their mate.." His kiss's ran down Ly shoulder.
Ward smiled he didn't want to leave the bed either. "Then we'll just stay here a bit longer Kuri." He kissed the bunny curling up around him copper eyes half closed. "How about a quick nap."
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 8:30 am
Ly he kissed Noah back just as passionatly as he kissed him, savoring the kiss as Noah moved on "When the day comes and I pass on from this world I know I will be leaving you behind and I hate it so much but knowing that I lived side by side with you and having you in my life at all is what makes it a little bit easier to accept it. If I can live day by day knowing that you are with me then I dont fear dying and leaving you behind, I do and will hate it of course but I dont fear the fact that I will leave you behind. It will be really hard to say goodbye to you but the time we have had together, the time we shared will be something I will always cherish even after I have gone.
I dont care if your immortal, to me that is just something about you that makes you beautiful in my eyes and is something else I love about you. I know it will part us one day but untill that day happens I want to cherish you and love you and care about you." he said gently, relaxing more to Noah's caresses "to me, you are perfect" he said, loving the fact that Noahs hands were on his body. "No matter what happens between us Noah, I will always be here for you and care about you no matter what. I love you now and forever, not as an immortal but as a person and at the very least, a best friend..." Ly said softly yet sincerly trailing off and crying a little bit more but laid back on the bed with eyes closed and just enjoying Noah's touch.
"A nap would be perfect" Kuri said to his mate as he snuggled into him and kissed him before closing his eyes to think about the great time they had just had together.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 10:30 am
"Shhhush Ly." Noah smiled his fingers trailing down Ly bare chest lower. "Just shut up and make love to me." His arms circled around Ly neck as he kissed him again.."Please."
Ward eyes closed as he snuggled close to Kuri. "Yeah it would be just the thing. Sleep now love." He snuggled against the rabbit falling into a deep sleep.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 10:39 am
"my pleasure" he said as he kissed back passionatly
[And we all know what happens soooo we shall use the magical fast...wait...where did I put the control? *gets up and notices shes sitting on it* er...oopps ^^;; *pushes fast foward button*]
Kuri had a restless sleep, he loved having Noah beside him and knew he was safe yet the nightmare he had was of the past and what had happend in this house. He had never had a dream like this before and so he was jolted awake and as he sat up in bed he was breathing heavly just pleased it was a dream.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 10:44 am
Noah sigh eyes half closed his body cuddled next to Ly larger frame. He moved his hand resting his face on his arm. "Thank you.."
Ward lifted one eye as Kuri moved. "Kuri? Are you alright? You bolted up rather fast." He sat up looking at his mate. "Honey what happened?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 10:52 am
"yeah im fine" he breathed "I just had a horrible dream thats all, I guess hearing about the history of the house had taken its toll on me thats all" he said as he kissed and nuzzled his mate.
Noah smiled at him and yet just had his eyes closed, he couldnt look at Noah without crying again. "Your welcome Noah..." he trailed off not wanting to believe that now, after this, he is going to have to give him up. He wanted Noah, he loved Noah but Noah was still uncertain and Ly knew that and wanted to give him time but Ly had tasted the forbidden fruit and now wanted more. "I will be here for you always" he said as he kissed Noah's forehead and cuddling into him.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 10:58 am
"Muraki is going to get a stern talk from be about scaring my mate." Ward said cuddling his mate close to him nuzzling Kuri gently. "Don't worry what happen is just the past love." He said softly.
Noah relaxed against the other wolf his eyes closing and let himself drift off feeling safe in Ly arms. Noah whimpered softly his hand curled over his shoulder caressing the scar pain suddenly marring his face. "Its going to rain." He whispered curling deeper into Ly for warmth. "I hate the rain."
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 11:10 am
Ly loved Noah, it would never change but as much as what had just happened meant alot to him he felt empty a little bit, like this was just a one night stand and he would never see Noah like this again. He was pleased he brought happiness to Noah, he cared about him greatly but now after this has happend he felt a tiny bit horrible because he knew Noah still loved Marius, still longed for him and Ly couldnt take that away from him, he couldnt take the place of his first true love and it was something Ly would have to learn to accept. Ly snuggled closer to Noah, keeping himself warm along with Noah "Would you like to stay over?" he asked sighing, knowing that his offer would be probably declined but as the perfect host he might as well at least ask.
"its my fault really. I have known of this histroy time and time before but I just ignored it but after hearing it again after all this time I guess it just brought back some scary images thats all" he said feeling alot safer with Wards arms around him "its not Murakis fault, I just thought I could cope with it by now thats all." he said as he kissed Ward.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 11:19 am
"I...I think I would like that." Noah said softly cuddling into Ly glad for the warm easying the scar as it tense. "Thank you." His eyes flickered and closed the lashes flickereing before he still falling into drifting doze.
Ward nuzzled Kuri. "You will be fine." His copper eyes turned thoughtfull. "You know Ly and Noah have been gone for quite some time...A lot longer then just talking..." He paused. "Do you think they would sleep with each other?"
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