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 Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 9:06 am
TV's on and the commercials are blaring saying words that mean nothing nothing nothing and it's driving me up the wall and I have House of Leaves and dirty secrets and dreams that can never fit right into reality on the brain and Ike's destroying everything and we're going to be away from home for weeks and our yard is covered in debris and there's water everywhere and Toby can't come home with us so Mom's going to give him away and my cousins are whining and they wonder why I'm so angry when really I'm just scared and lonely and I need SOMETHING but I can't write I can't read Bryant's gone we had a date yesterday but I guess that's never going to happen and I think I'm going insane and it's so so so so so cold and I left my books and my glass collection and the blanket I've had since I was three what if nothing's there anymore what if someone died and I think that I woke up happy on Thursday and I laugh and why does everything ******** like this?
I want to go home.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 12:10 pm
I think we should be worrying about Kirby right now. gonk
heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart
But, pretty much my life blew up all in five minutes yesterday. I know if I was getting hit by Ike it'd be even worse, because that meltdown would not have been over so quickly. But I guess it helped, even though all my plans blew up and I realized I suck at life, and probably the only thing I could be good at was killing people. Creative writing and Jesus are all I have left.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 4:35 pm
They're supposedly letting people back into our city, but there's no power. Anywhere. Kirby, I luffs you. I'm sorry. We're stuck in sucky solidarity.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 5:32 pm
Isn't solidarity some kind of religious term? :/
I hate hurricanes. They needs must die.
I love you too Voxxxie gonk I can't wait for thsi to be over.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:19 pm
Ike raped Texas... sad
My mom bitched me out. I am not at home.. And wont be for the rest of the weekend...
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:22 pm
Nope. Not at all. "Pious" is a religious term, and it describes my sister. So does "annoying."
Kyle says a tree fell on my soon-to-be car... s**t. I kind of want to go home and beat up that tree.
I (don't) like Ike.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:25 pm
Doesn't anyone know the story of Ike and Tina?!
You don't freaking name a hurricane after Ike.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:27 pm
I don't know about an Ike and Tina, but Kirby and I have an Ike in our class. He's a weapon of mass destruction. Some people tell Chuck Norris jokes. We tell Isaac jokes.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:33 pm
We had a Katrina in our class.
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:40 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 13, 2008 8:59 pm
Katrina hit on my birthday. And Gustav almost did this year. And life sucks. On top of everyhting else, I can't reach B with any medium whatsoever just when I need him--and on top of THAT, everyone in my family is making me feel like a total b***h. I'm a light sleeper so people that kick and steal covers (eg half of my family) will keep me up all night. But apparently that's funny or something, like I'm just being difficult. And I turned on the friggin lamp and someone bitched me out. And then the TELEVISION...TV seriously makes me want to kill myself, it's just noise noise noise and my brain can't handle it right now, but do they understand that? no. they don't even understand that we need to SLEEP and we can't do that with TV on. But they keep picking on me and making me feel like such a b***h....
And Ike's eye hit my city and we found videos online and it's bad. Very bad. Damn. ********. If I wasn't longing to see my friends and my cat and B when I get home I'd jump out of a ******** window.
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 7:38 am
It's all media sensationalism--they want a story, and nothing is more fascinating than trajegdy.. It's really not that bad, just a bunch of trees down. We're trying to get back into the city, but until we can, I've got a bunch of friends that stayed. Kyle's got pictures on facebook. I'm sure if you asked, he's take a picture of your house, Kirby. I'm sorry you're not getting sleep. Hot chocolate can soothe jangled nerves.
And you're not a b***h! If they insist on acting like that, I'd say they're theones being bitchy.
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 7:52 am
THis morning my mom starts grilling me on my RELIGION of all things and she pretty much told me that she won't tolerate me ever being an athiest under her roof (and I'm not even an athiest but does she listen?) and then when I try to get her to understand my aunt talks over us and says to stop it, she doesn't want me "poisoning her kids...oh, but no offense."
I'm about to cry oops.
It would've been really helpful if Ike would've hit at a time when I wasn't already depressed because I just can't stand this. I want to go home.
And Chi, if Kyle could take pictures of our house--I give him full permission to go around the back if he wants to--I'd be much obliged. As would mom.
Plus, the videos I saw were just scanning around, no one was saying anything, they were just driving around Gladys and the neighborhoods around there. No editing. That was real. Someone's house was chopped in half.
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 8:11 am
Yes, but what I'm trying to say is they've probably been sent quite a few vidoes, and picked the most shocking ones in order to cause a stir. Better story, see. Daddy worked at a TV station, remember? This was the sort of s**t the reporters would pull all the time.
Btw, you'll have to tell him your address. I don't have a head for numbers. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 12:53 pm
AFTER ALL SHE ******** DID TO MY FAMILY AND MY SISTER ESPECIALLY THAT LITTLE THING STILL HAS THE NERVE TO EVEN SPEAK TO MY SISTER???
AS IF SHE HASN'T TRIED HARD ENOUGH TO TEAR MY FAMILY APART, EVEN WHEN WE'RE FREAKING RID OF HER SHE STILL TRIES HER HARDEST TO BREAK US APART?
HOW. ********. DARE. SHE???!!!
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