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cloud stared at her for a moment "strange you resemble someone that I used to have feelings for but then again Im not able to feel that anymore" cloud seemed lost at thought while staring at crusade then holds his cup to her "can you pass me some sake at least I can hold it down this time".

cloud smiled "she was abusive, brutaly honest, and somewhat deceptive but hell she was the most fascinating being I ever met" cloud drank some sake "her perception of the world is what changed mine she was far older than me but non the fact I loved her she is the one who gave me my perception of life, my resolve, my nindo" cloud then frowned "but her life was taken away in front of my eyes because of the fact of what Iam and it's because of what Iam is what destroyed the closest things I had and at young age it was we call living an actual hell" cloud looked out down the hallway as he starts to think back a little as he then tries to erase that thought with a little more sake.

cloud looked at crusade "well I like to show you something that I never really told anyone about but it would shed some light on my past" cloud rolled up his sleve as he showed crusade on his forearm it is a tatoo stating C.L.O.U.D. 9.

"Covert. Latteral. Optical. Unrestrained. Division C.L.O.U.D the secret division within the anbu that was created for the specific reason of starting wars between nations and help ending them gaining valuable resorces, secrets and supremacy over those villages and I was the ninth member of that division" cloud sighed as he looked at crusade for a moment "thats how my name became cloud based off of my own personal hell when I was nine my real name I forgot about a long time ago".

"as a child I was trained for war alone and at that age war is still something that I was to young for to immagine that hell over again is still to painfull to remember thats why I probably dont remember my real name but this sake will help me plenty" cloud drinks more sake "but I cant erase her out of my mind maybe because she is what helped me become who Iam" cloud drinks more sake.

cloud sighed as he finishes his cup "naomi kwasuki not the delicate of flowers like you she constantly hit me upside my head as common statement probably hence why I let you abuse me like that". cloud gave somewhat of a glare at crusade as turn back to his story "at the time she was 18 and I joined the group as 9, I was known as a prodigy of a genious but to my other teamates they see me as the runt of the litter and non of them wanted to play babysitter thats how I ended up with naomi I was a first a bit skeptical because of her unfound ways she would jepordize the mission I always thought that any life is expendable and people who dont follow the shinobi rules of conduct are lowlifes who deserved to get killed in the battle field".

cloud now somewhat drunk "you dont sayz well sorry for you" cloud started crying "man im so damn inflexible sometimes it is annoying im so sorry" cloud fell down on the ground.

"thanks crusade I would say out of my sexy friends your the coolest hehe I feel almost jealous of kami" cloud starts to fall asleep.